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2008-06-12T18:42:00.002+08:00

haven been blogging coz these few days on com is to watch naruto de XD all my bro's fault, make me addicted to the anime.

went harmoc concert with jz and zy on mon. the esplanade one. 14 bucks for a tix. ah, so xin tong but yea, the concert was nice. though the concert hall where they performed was much smaller than i expected. haha. went there to support ivy and yh(: and after the concert, while waiting for ivy n yh to cum out, we started taking fotos(: haha. reached home almost 11 le, lucky zy's dad sent us to bishan mrt, if nt i can reach home even ltr.

oh yea, my fone still abit crazy. after repair le, the prob like still there leh. though now the prob hardly occur le. so now i abit confused, duno wan send for repair agn anot, but scared send agn will becum like my fone last time. ltr totally cant on. my dad like wan buy me a new fone or wat but i tink i shall juz take his present fone so he can go get a new one.

and gg away soon. which means my dog will be sent to the pet shop. and it's ard 100 bucks for 5 days plus grooming. gosh. money money money. will my dad pay for it? lol, if nt i will be digging from my piggy bank agn. i like keep taking frm it everytime i go out during hols. IM SHORT OF MONEY. AHH. i shall nt go out during this hols anymore ):

2008-06-04T19:37:00.002+08:00

ahhh, my fone spoil. yest was still alright but this morn woke up den spoil le. all the keys all screwed up. at first i typed, i thot is my hands tremble till i keep typing wrongly, since i half aslp mah. budden it's really spoilt! i dun even uds how my fone can becum like this when i juz left it on my bed juz like every other days. so i sent my fone for repair. sian la, can only collect back on sun. den hafta use my dad's spare fone for the moment since my mum sold my previous fone away. BUT his fone oso abit spoil de! cant hear wat the other person toking regardless whether is i call the person de or the person call me de. SIGH. but at least can msg. oh well, shall nt complain. though tis is AS GOOD AS NOT HAVING A FONE. AHHHHHHH. i miss my fone. LOL.

so many things to settle. my fone. and gg to cameron highlands on 14 june which is a sat, which means i hafta make up tuition. another thing to settle. and my dog hafta go to the pet shop while i m away which means MONEY. no money ):

and this wk i keep gg out. haha. tmr out for tuition, gu zheng concert. fri out too. gosh.

2008-05-31T23:30:00.002+08:00

HAHA, i m so strong. i spoilt it. oh ya, it's a rubbish bin anw.

was being random. anw, today so damn suay wan go downstairs eat lunch with my bro. was hurrying him coz i was so hungry after eating only 2 pieces of bread and a packet of milo for yest lunch and half a packet of mee goreng coz my mum wan eat ): den yay, happily went down den suddenly i felt sth on my shirt. shoulder there. i was tinking how cum today raindrop drop on me oso so hard de. so i used my hand, wanted to wipe it away. den yucks, it was SLIMY. bird shit la! slimy green. AH. den i looked up, no bird lo. must be it flew past den shit de. so suay la! den i threw my whole wallet to him and asked him to buy. haha.

oh yea, i realised pple like to ask me for directions or wat in orchard when i m an orchard road idiot :D i was crossing the road with zy after tuition. den gt this woman cum ask me is there any great restaurants here? den i m like tinking if she is toking to me. i looked at her den turned the other side to c who she toking to den i ignored. i thot nt toking to me. den she asked agn. haha, where gt pple ask qns when crossing the road de! haha. xia dao wo. yea, n i juz stood there while zy ans her(:

and these few days duno wat's wrong with guys. tsk.
NUMBER ONE
yest go down buy sth. before the lift open i saw 2 guys outside. thot it's normal for the outside pple to let the inside pple get out first. den when the lift opened, the both of them chiong in, like nv even let me get out. wat the. den i hafta squeeze out in btwn them. when the door is NOT BIG. lol! they so kiasu!
NUMBER TWO
today went kfc to buy dinner. den when i wan walk out of door, gt 3-4 guys oso wanted get out. den gt one guy wanted to get out, den his fren before pulled his bag and yes, knocked into me. den they laughed? LOL? liddat oso fun ah?
NUMBER THREE
went home after tuition den reached khatib le, wanted get out. but super crowded. den in front pple laughed laughed laughed, so slow den get out. den i was pushed. den tt person go touched my spinal bone there near my butt there -.- den at first i thot woman den nvm. den after i gt out, i turned behind. indian guy. guy agn. wat the. so kiasu for wat! mrt door gt sensor de can, nt as if the door will close and bang u. besides, the outside pple oso haven cum in. tsk. wan push oso push my shoulder la.
AIYO, GUYS THESE DAYS. TSK.

2008-05-26T23:01:00.002+08:00

yest my forehead, today my head.
yest my mum came home and rang the doorbell. den purposely use paper to cover the peephole. and of coz i noe it's her, den i played along and sae who, den refused to open door. den when i finally opened the door, she pushed the door and BANG, my forehead was HIT.
today, i crazily played with my bro den he pulled my hair and BANG, my head gt HIT. tink i can becum retarded if i get hit even more. haha.

oh yes, n i tink i these few days like mood swing. duno wat the heck is wrong with me. must be hols so sian until i becum siao. haha. i asked my mum when on our way to causeway pt if she realised i these few days siao one, she actually said YES. GOSH.

went swensens to eat. finished the main course den my mum sae let's eat ice cream den we ordered. and we waited. AND WAITED. AND IT DIDNT CUM. den we so pissed, went ask the person we ordered frm. den he still gave us this blur look(sounds like me XD), like we nv did order frm him liddat. gosh. den we sae nvm dun wan eat le. den he kept saeing sry sry sry den sae ice cream will cum in 1 min. okay lo, so we waited. AGAIN. their svc so damn lousy la. asked them for refill drink oso must wait and wait oso leh. ZHEN SHI DE. haha, den we ate the ice cream. my mum n bro shared one den i ate one. omg, i eat until so xing ku coz so damn full. haha. can sae i eat until almost wan puke ba. HAHA. coz no fair lo, nobody wan share ice cream with me ): den while eating, my mum still go sae how we can play a trick on tt blur person. LOL. mean but funny. haha. after eating, i duno how cum i kept gg toilet to pee XD

den cum home tired le my mum still wan play badminton. so we went down. den i becum energetic agn :D crazy me. den i play until my arm really tired den went home.
BUT TMR I M GONA STONE AGAIN. wat a hol. 1 mth, SO LONG.

2008-05-25T21:34:00.001+08:00

watched the charity show and kept tearing. and is tear alot :/ so damn sad. yes, i m so lucky to be in spore.

2008-05-25T00:01:00.002+08:00

oh ya, forgt sae sry to jz n ivy. u 2 hafta 收拾我的烂摊子. esp to ivy when im supposed to celebrate ur bdae. thks to both of u anw :D i appreciate tt(:

1 mth of hols, i duno wat i shld do. like for today, i stoned at home, watched tv, slp. gosh. slpt until almost late for tuition. im like a crazy woman running in orchard. if dun run, late le. and is nj the only sch which finished cts? haha, coz the tuition tcher went like i shall give u all a few qns to prepare u for the common tests after june. lol, den i was like my chem alrdy gone case le XD

2008-05-23T16:05:00.002+08:00

bad day today. overslpt. dad didnt want to take me to sch. so i ran to the busstop w/o even packing my bag. bus didnt cum. so i took 855 instead. lucky want late. but i shldnt haf cum to sch today. lessons so fei. n i cum sch juz to get myself pissed n sad only.

issit so difficult? this isnt the first time. im disappointed, really, nt pissed nt stressed, juz disappointed. and it hurts. it makes me really wonder why m i doing all these things when noone shows interest in it? all i juz wan is abit of enthusiasm frm everyone but..nvm. emily, you are such a fool. a very big one. maybe i shldnt haf even bothered doing such things. i cld haf devoted my time in doing better things. but when i sae i m nt gona care, can i really do it? zy, wadever u told me is so true. why bother. and my mum always ask me why m i doing all these things? maybe i shldnt haf.

perhaps the problem lies with myself. maybe u're juz nt trying hard enough, emily.

2008-05-22T23:53:00.003+08:00

went to ikea in the morn. went to meet zy and jz but ended up jz went to ikea tampines. sigh ): so went to shop with zy. bought wat i wanted to buy. oh yes there is this notice board i noe ikea sells. wanted to get it so can make ms ong's present when her bdae is in aug. damn kiasu me. den i cldnt find it so i went to ask this woman. she made a call and she told me no stock. i abit dun believe her la coz i heard sth like it's at this venue when she was toking on the fone den she cum tell me no stock. so i went to ask another person. she asked me go find organiser? like who issit. when i asked her who, she didnt noe and went ask another person den she told me walk str turn left. LOL, wat kind of svc is tt! so i did and i asked another person and yes i found it. still tell me no stock. total rubbish la!

had lunch and went to collect the brownies i ordered yest. yea for the class. celebrate tmr(: lol qte lost coz haf nv been to chevron hse? and me n zy still searching for the place when it's BEHIND US. LOL. so yea i gt alot of things with me. den walked to mrt tt time, the security guard still peeked into my plastic bag to c. OMG, I M NT A TERRORIST. haha. though i m carrying qte a lot of things.

after zy left i hafta carry everything by myself. lucky mrt gt the tap thing for handicapped. so i tap thru there if nt i will nv ever squeeze thru. when i walked frm khatib, practically everyone staring at me. either i look like an auntie or i look like a shopaholic. lol. i tink more like auntie since my hair flying everywhere and all i can do is to BLOW N BLOW since no hands to tidy it.

and i was so proud tt i managed to make space for the 2 big boxes plus 1 small box of brownies into my fridge. practically knelt down on the floor and keep sqeezing things here and there so my brownies gt space. no wonder i m so pro in squeezing n packing things coz i always train myself to do such things.

see how packed it is.
MUMMY DADDY WE NIT A BIGGER FRIDGE! lol.

2008-05-20T18:14:00.002+08:00

common tests OVER! yes, one wk of torture is finally over. lol. over yet i screwed them all. duno whether i shld feel happy or not now tt common tests has ended. oh well, shld be able to pass all subjects. the word here is SHOULD BE. will not be surprised if i get lousy results. i cld doze off during econs n gp. stone during econs paper when everyone rushing like mad. can c i duno how to do :/ as for maths, i didnt even practise, so alot of qns i duno how do. i felt like juz giving up the paper and JUST CRY. for chem, crazy paper, so little time only! there's this one qn i do wrongly but i found out my mistake at the very last min. and it's really the very last min when the tcher saes pens down. cant change ans! bet tcher gona laugh at my ans. mcq was hard ): and physics, HAHA. it's a GONER. blanks. alot of them. and mcq TIKAM!

after phy paper, went orchard today with jz zy and yh. haha, den we were all so childish. we actually ENJOYED OURSELVES in the children's section in taka. like playing with the games and toys there. omg. and i tink i m the most childish one among us. is tt a gd thing or a bad thing? haha. den we went borders and started looking at kids' bks. like for super small kids, toddlers maybe. HAHA. this is wat pple will tend to do after mugging too much. coz we nit to DESTRESS!

after this tramautising CTs, i tink i nit to mug even harder. MUG MUG N MUG. but first i shall enjoy the 2 days hols. haha. some things juz cant be changed. for eg the slacking attitude tt i haf (:

2008-05-03T23:59:00.002+08:00

labour day.
AHH so sinful.
ate buffet till bloated.
how hardworking of me.

friday which was yest, chem lesson.
gt called AGAIN. TWICE.
"why are all of you always laughing when i call emily? is there some kind of private joke?"
LOL! there is one.
mrs yeo why u always call me! ):
i nodded my head to show tt i understood wat she was saeing yet kena called agn.
but it'so okay.
this shows tt SHE LIKES ME.
i shld be happy(:

today college day.
it's super boring la.
stay in the hall to clap n clap.
wasnt even listening, whenever pple clap, JUST CLAP.
lol. siam out halfway thru which everyone else did TOO.

2008-04-30T16:46:00.002+08:00

the weather is so hot these few days. even after i cut my hair, it's still so hot!! den now no hair to tie. sigh. shldnt haf cut my hair, shld haf just tie it up :/ and yea, yest me, jz, zy and ivy went to get free ben n jerry icecream at united sq. zy's class went too and they are TOTALLY INSANE. they ran so fast juz for the ice cream. gosh! and zy was like trying to take a video of her insane class. LOL. they took the stairs when there's escalators. but the s08 pple which is the 3 of us, being more high-tech decided tt we shld take the escalator.

so we queued up. qte fast though. and i chose choc theraphy. when the person gave me my ice cream, i was totally stunned la. it's like so BIG. like gt double scoop liddat. and the ice cream was like gg to drop off alrdy when she gave it to me. she even asked me to jiayou in eating. gosh. so everything was like dripping. onto my fingers, my whole hand. ahh. duno if i shld thk her for giving me such a big scoop anot coz there's alot of pple queuing up for the second or third time juz to get more ice cream den i only nit to queue up once to get double scoop. haha but i certainly enjoyed eating my BIG icecream. but jz zy and ivy sae i eat until my hand liddat very gross but not my fault mah! the person chose to give me such a big scoop. haha. den they took pics of my gross hand. and acc to them, i eat until very unglam. LOL coz big icecream mah! eat until when i wash up i realised my nose oso gt abit of choc. and oh ya, saw winnie there. but didnt sae hi coz she was like one lvl abv us when we saw her. and den we went home (:

oh gosh, my buckle on the skirt came off today. until my skirt like gona drop ): den i cldnt stand it and folded it 3 times instead of the normal 2 times. thot will becum super short den will kena caught but lol, it's still ard the same length as i normally wear. and it's still like gona drop off! den the gals cum tease me why i m gg on a diet, until my skirt gona drop off. LOL.
den there's hse session today which i dun like. sigh. maybe the first part was still qte interesting. asking who've gt the longest hair, smallest palm etc. and our class won. haha. den cum to cheering, sian diao le esp when there's no aircon. yea, i really feel VERY HOT. haha. den my class guys zi high and vivi laughed till cry.

looking forward to tmr. SCHOOL HOLIDAY. YAY! tink my mum bringing us to buffet. she did sae so but whether it's true, i duno. as long as there's no sch, YAY. esp when tmr is a super long day with all PCME ttrs.

2008-04-26T22:31:00.002+08:00

another 16 hrs spent outside. the ratio of me doing work is to slping is 4:1. gosh. super tired. spa in the morn and miraculously i cld finish it. YAY, THAT'S THE LAST SPA. NO MORE SPA(: den went to pack bks for the cambodia cip. my grp gt exactly 50 bks. haha cant be bothered. den we finished packing ours, thot can go off but we hafta help other grps pack. when they slacking down there. DOTS. packed till we sweated alot :/ den jz dragged me somewhere. LOL! den went for class cip. cip and cip, i feel so helpful today. lol.

but cip was so sad. nobody wants me to teach. okay, maybe coz the kids all taken le, den left stephanie who used to be guai. BUT today decided to be an independent learner. lol. so was practically stoning down there. yea and i was being called SCARY ): lol.

so tired tt i wanted to slp at the cip place but was so noisy. den slpt in the bus. slpt in popular while waiting for zy and while jz was reading magazines. almost dozed off during tuition but thks to zy who kept jerking me. almost dozed off in the train. walked home with my eyes closed. lol, can c how tired i m.

now i m so scared of crossing the zebra-crossing. coz apparently pedestrians nt given priority to cross? almost gt knocked by a car yest. like wat the. i was alrdy crossing the zebra crossing halfway le so it's like common sense tt the driver who was still qte far away shld stop when he saw me crossing. but he didnt?! lucky i stopped walking la. den stared at the driver. wahlao. den my dad's car was behind tt car so he saw everything den he cum sae me so careless, sae wat i didnt notice the car which i did!! i thot it's gona stop wat so i crossed lo. how i noe the driver didnt? wat a noob driver ><

2008-04-19T23:39:00.002+08:00

the crazy emily who always searchs high and low for food is BACK! yes, i gained my appetite! i finished my dinner yest, nt a single bit left. haha. and i was so excited yest tt i finished it. LAME ME.

today chem spa. took the same bus as normal and reached sch like super duper early. after chem spa, went shen yang's hse tgther with yipeng. and shen yang gt this super big golden retriever. haha. so guai de! and yipeng was so so so scared of it. haha, lousy. so we slacked abit den went down to mug. but mug abit only coz super distracted by the cute dog. haha. den went to cip after tt. before there went long john and had lunch coz yipeng like gt this HUGE CRAVING for long john. LOL! and i choked on lemon tea thks to ugly. haha.

cip as usual. but it's getting more sian. SIGHS. den went to lib with vivi since i still gt like 2 hrs before tuition. den gt this uncle came to ask us if we are sec 3 or 4. haha see we look so young :D i wanted to mug there yet i ended up dozing off. abit pressing my gc until it slipped off my hand and dropped onto the table. lol, so malu den i decided NOT to mug anymore.

den went tuition after tt. so so so tired. eyes were so pain ): but managed to survive tt 2 hrs. gosh. reached home at like 1030. 16 hrs spent outside. GOSH. almost fainted XD

2008-04-16T21:13:00.002+08:00

gosh, there is this viral thing spreading ard tt alot of pple keep falling sick. class gt like 4-5 le? yea, and i m one of them. lol. like 2 days ago, puked out my whole dinner. and i was so stupid to puke in the bathtub instead of the toilet bowl. so everything gt choked so i hafta pump the freaky thing. and puked twice sumore. sigh. den was feeling so cold tt 2 blankets werent even enuf for me. but i chose to go sch still coz i dun wan to be alone at home ): den today oso no appetite for dinner. eat a few grains of rice den dun wan eat le. only gt appetite for fruits. weird me.

today napfa 5 items. and yea, almost didnt get a gold. was struggling with inclined. mr sham was so strict after the 7th one. he was like 8 9 9 9 9. wahh. i keep tinking 2 more to C!!!! den in the end i tried agn. den was like 9 10 still 10. ahhh last one yet i cant pull it up. i went up abit den in the end tink he said he give it to me(: yay. and standing broad jump, i was so freaky scared. coz tt time during pe, i tried and hardly passed. must be leg muscleache. lucky today can jump. 3 more cm to A but cant be bothered to retry. haha. and oh ya, today i was the first to do for the 5 items coz yipeng sick ): her illness is like mine yest. take care everyone! :D

2008-04-11T19:49:00.003+08:00

gt back pw results. before tt, was tinking B is good enuf since last yr only 20% over gt A. but after hearing tt 82% gt A and i m one of those who gt B, i feel qte sad. yea, it's my fault tt i didnt do well for OP but still sigh. ltr was distracted by some pple.

this paragraph is dedicated for a particular sumone.
i noe tt ur class get all A for pw but it doesnt mean tt u can cum kaypo abt our class pw results. okay, asking abt the no of Bs in my class is okay but u DUN HAF TO ASK WHO THEY ARE. and ya before u asked ivy, u alrdy knew i gt a B coz u overheard it. yea, maybe u are happy abt it, who cares. u dun hafta ask for the names who gt B. though ivy didnt state out my name to u agn since u alrdy noe, ivy stated out the others. like as if u noe who they are. u arent tt popular okay. and pls can u haf a heart towards tt grp. IF U EVEN HAF A HEART. and it's coz of this i find tt u are kinda teasing those who gt B and u are very kaypo in case u didnt noe. so sad i wasnt beside ivy when u asked. if not, i will attitude u. (fyi i only attitude those i haf sth agnst) yea, i may suck coz i gt a B for pw but u really SUCK EVEN MORE. why did i even try to change my attitude towards u? why did i even try to be nicer, tinking tt i might be too mean towards u previously? why m i so stupid? why. and I SHALL TELL U IF U ARE READING THIS. tt i pon cca NOT coz i m feeling unwell. is coz of YOU. (and fyi agn, i nv do pon cca) and i m really sry to brian for fa xieing all the anger i gt coz of tt person, on him. who ask him to chase after us and ask us if we really cant go cca. how cum it wasnt u who chased after us. how cum u nv msg to ask y we nt gg cca. how cum u nv call to ask abt it. how i wish all these cld happen so tt i can really attitude u and hang the fone on u. i may be bitching ard now but i haf gt reasons. and i m nt the only one who feels this way. i shall not be the guai emily anymore if not i will juz get bullied agn. if u are reading this, pls reflect. pls really do.

okay set aside this issue. anw, me n zy decided nt to get the clique bag after tinking for a long long time. and yea, i was qte sian diao over my pw results though i expected a B but after looking at the pple ard me. i feel really damn sian. i appeared rather okay in front of pple, rather sad in front of closer frens. but when i reached home and saw my mum, tears juz flow down. it's no longer abt the 82% A in the cohort tt bothers me now, but more of me letting my parents down. i noe they placed high hopes on me, compared to my sis and bro. i noe tt yet i gt a B. i felt tt ive disappointed them. i tried to hide my tears yet they juz cant stop flowing down. i didnt even intend to cry, juz felt qte sad abt it but i juz cant ctrl myself once i reached home. i guess i always nit some chi ji before i can wake up. p6 my poor prelims results. olvl poor prelims results, sian diao chi results. and now this. yea, it's time for me to wake up.

i suck.
i'm not trying hard enough.
i suck.
i really do.

2008-04-08T23:44:00.002+08:00

half day today, released at 1140. but abit nt like half day lo, coz hafta wait for ivy to finish her harmoc meeting before we can go out. so it's like near 1 when she FINALLY finished her meeting. haha.

went shaw hse to watch movie, "untraceable". gruesome show but i find it uninteresting. coz we smuggled in outside food in, so after i finished my kfc, i was so full tt i felt so slpy. imagine me feeling slpy while watching a gruesome show. like the person carve words on another person's body until it's so damn bloody, kill the person using hundred over heat lamps, soak the person in sulphuric acid, tried to kill a person using some machine blades. so after the movie, zy was commenting tt i siao? coz i can find the show boring when she found the show so er xin. haha. den i realised i was the only one who watched 100% of the show while they only watched like 80%. coz they covered their faces during gross scenes. see, i made my money worth by watch 100%. LOL! but really very gross meh!? i tink i haf been watching too many horror movies with bloody scenes ALONE too much tt i m nt scared by those scenes anymore.

den we went to look at bags but orchard like no bags suited for us so we decided to go amk hub. yea, so saw this INK bag. den we decided to buy it as our clique bag. since cca can haf team bags. WE CAN HAVE CLIQUE BAGS :D it's gona be so funny for 3 pple in the same class to get the same bag. but i haven get mine yet. ivy n jz did. wonder wat's the class rxn tmr when they bring it to sch. haha.

2008-04-01T23:59:00.001+08:00

april's fool today but nt much things happened. ivy gt fooled by the gals. HAHA. and i fooled her too until she cum hit me so hard tt i laughed until i cried. LOL. and she cum ask me why m i crying. anw, cant sae ivy stupid coz i gt fooled by zy oso. i was so tired tt i didnt even realise tt she was fooling me. oh well.

hw piling up agn though i thot i cleared qte a few. but it's okay since hw is never-ending. haha. tmr no official lessons! yay so maybe can be released earlier den can go home and start thinking of the factors for phy skill a. we are only given 1 hr to finish the entire skill a yet i can tink of the factors for hrs. haha. at least i m nt alone i tink. emily can do it! :D

oh yea, went st nicks fiesta last wk with ivy and zy. so nt fun de. but at least met mrs koh like FINALLY and my juniors(: drina changed so much, gosh. the only thing she didnt change is the way she calls me, "MONSTER". lol! didnt manage to see my dvc kids though ): and yea, i bought only one 10 bucks tix and we had prob using the tix up. lol. until ivy had to buy 11 bucks worth of bks. gosh. and she actually left tt bag of bks at the cip place. her first time gg cip coz i dragged her there(: same goes for zy. morn fiesta, noon cip evening tuition. wat a hectic saturday. was qte reluctant to go cip at first but had no choice. oh well.

HAPPY APRILS' FOOL :D

shld i sign up for june dvc anot. cant make up my mind.

2008-03-21T20:59:00.005+08:00

yest after sch, went watch step up 2. haha, was qte nice(: and we realised gt a pillar 'chopped off' de. so weird n disgusting

we shall watch untraceable next! budden coz i nit to go aj dance concert, so cant eat dinner with them. so rushed off to raffles place there. abit duno how go vict theatre so carrot hafta cum fetch me. den i forgt to buy flowers there! LOL. and yea, nic was super late, came in only like for the last performance den he sit duno where. so thruout the whole concert, i was like watching by my own ): coz carrot only tok abit to me ): haha. so met up nic AFTER the concert end at the backstage where i found my twin and peihong (: started taking pics and nic very extra la, disrupt every pic! den twin pushed her flower towards my face while taking pic coz nic pushed it to her so she must revenge ON ME. so i ate flowers. lol.

den kena chased out coz they wanted lock up the place le. so my pae class and me n nic waited outside coz we waiting for duno who. haha. den nic abit cum spoil nj reputation by sitting on the floor.

den after tt, went crazy. palyed a trick on us den accidentally gt our saliva on his finger and he cum rub agnst MY shirt. used guitar hit us and esp ME. diao.

den we walked all the way to clarke quay to eat supper but for me n nic DINNER. lol. den they went rd n rd before deciding tt we eat at bk. so damn hungry. ate till qte late den we went home. some left by mrt, some by bus. leaving nic at bk coz he was toking on the fone for VERY VERY LONG. duno to who. HAHAHA. den made me pack fries for him. rahh!

reached home like almost 12 and i used com till 2 plus. slpt for few hrs den went out agn. TIRED.

2008-03-18T20:31:00.002+08:00

~~im feeling abit sick~~
~~i feel like puking~~
~~im feeling stressed~~
~~i keep hafing nightmares~~
~~i feel sad at times for no reason~~
~~i feel like crying~~

take things at ur own pace, emily!
RELAX!

2008-03-12T16:16:00.003+08:00

back frm ine camp. slpt more than 12 hrs straight after i came back. lol. the camp on the whole hmm, qte okay. juz tt we are so far ahead of time. haha. coz duno how plan camp, give each activity too much time le. but agn, initially thot 4 grps wat! oh well.

first day did ice breakers. so yea, my name so easy to memorise, keep kena called. in the end, those who lost did forfeit. so damn funny. the only thing i bu shuang is the captain's ball la. combined with it club. den the club, those who attended were all guys, only 1 gal. and tt gal didnt play cap's ball. at first was suggesting 7 vs 7. since it's juz nice half of our club. budden the it club gt 10 so half is 5. den we saeing sui bian la, anw they all guys den ours is like 4 gals 3 guys so qte equal. den they so kiasu, sae 1 more 1 more. den i tink during the game keep adding pple or wat. LAME LA. yi dian feng du dou mei you. den during the game, they keep pushing gals can. it's like when me or zhiyu gt the ball, they will hit our hand or push our hand away so they can get the ball. PLEASE! ARE U 'GUYS' PLAYING THE BALL OR HITTING GALS? ARE U ALL MEN!? or rather, i m referring mainly to ALOYSIUS. den can abit push me till i almost fell BACKWARDS. den continue playing. i hafta like keep pulling sumone's shirt so i can balance myself la. wth. den duno how, i gt hit by the ball. ard my eye there den my specs bent. lame la, duno who throw the ball de, wasnt even aiming at me yet the ball cum hit me. so ya, it was only after i gt hit, then pple cum ask me i okay anot. and those pple my cca de. where's the it club pple?! so it's only AFTER i complained to the it pres tt his guys were being very rough and AFTER the pres asked aloysius to sae sry to me i tink tt HE came to apologise to me. thrice i tink. but i was so angry tt i AP him. so nt like me ): i rolled my eyes, sae wadever, and turned the other side. so even after i gt injured, i continued playing coz i love cap's ball and partly i wanted to revenge. so i played very rough too since tt's wat they wan to play. my balls super hard la. den i accidentally hit zy in the nose. so sry! ): den i go snatch with them the ball. heck them alrdy. so happy i can jump as high as tt aloysius coz he's like super duper tall. YAY. but his hand longer than mine ): oh well, at least we managed to win a few balls. den after tt managed to chase the it club pple away since they are playing way too rough. den we played among the cca pple. lol, den siang ee and brian oso play till so rough but at least they noe they are in the wrong. they same grp sumore. den i keep knocking into tt siang ee coz we keep trying to snatch the ball. so malu :/

at nite, still gt war games with them. den they agn so kiasu. sae wat pillows nt in the middle. pls la, like we go measure where meh. nt in the middle only by abit oso wan to complain. den we were like wadever give in to they all. den i duno if i hear wrongly anot but i heard the opponents sae to each other sth like, " dun get caught by them, esp by tt gal". did they mean me? oh well, i cant be bothered. hate me all u wan, i oso hate u all! i oso dunit and dun wan u all to like me. gosh, i m so agnst it club now.

den we gals bathe in the guys' toilet coz the gals toilet ah, full of pple and FLOODED sumore! haha. den after shower, played bridge until yh came and played snapjack with us. played until our hands so pain. tink is yh's fingernails so sharp! haha. den played cards till 3 plus i tink and went slp coz super tired. den cldnt slp coz so cold. i frm chair till go to the floor, hug myself and slp. LOL. so cold ): so tired the nxt day. gosh.

2008-03-10T00:42:00.002+08:00

woah, juz came back frm zhenghua camp and i'm gg for another camp ltr. fri went zhenghua str after sch. before tt, there was econs test which i practically screwed it up and spa. for spa, i actually duno how to set up tt stupid apparatus. must be connection error but I DUNO WHERE ): den i gt ELECTROCUTED. gosh. and after spa, so freaky scary ): see xh so xing ku there makes me feel so scared till i wanted cry. but lucky he alright after tt.

so he didnt go the camp so sl changed grp if nt poor yh's grp only haf 2 facils. OH YA, i forgt to charge my fone the day before and was so ): tt i only had like 3 batts left. anw, we started off by ice breaker games. those kids were all so shy. haha. den we went to make grp flag which my grp won the best flag award. YAY. CYBORG ROCKS :D at night, we went for the night hike. long and tiring but was qte fun(: after night hike was movie screening but jz sk sl yh and me all fell aslp! on the floor sumore.

supper den debrief. wanted to play ball but too noisy. wanted to go out but the gate duno close at wat time. so we decided to shower den play cards. n coz the gals bathe so long, me jz n yh hafta wait till like 245am to bathe. the water was so freaky cold till i kept screaming while i bathe. haha, noisiest shower ever :D and yh bathe so long! haha. den we played cards till 445 and decided to slp coz really bui da han liao. took 3 benches and 2 pple share. den others slpt on their own coz no space. slpt an hr and hafta wake up. so cold n tired.

nxt day hafta walk to zhenghua sec. abit slping while walking. and the journey so long! they still sae wat 10 mins. i tink gt 20 mins la! den at zhenghua sec, i hafta facil the whole grp myself coz jz n sk same comm ): so i brought them to the high elements. at the challenge pole, they were so scared so i cheer for them, and oso ask the rest cheer. one person even cried den i hafta console her. HAIYO. den at rock climbing, hafta wait so long becoz one boy frm duno which grp abit stuck there for THIRTY MINUTES coz he duno where to climb. everyone frm below abit teaching liao he still sae he scared when he was like only how metres frm the ground nia. LAME la. while he was hanging down there, my grp alrdy gt like 2-3 pple finish the entire thing le la. plus the waiting time. lol. den nxt was the team building games. i was totallyy dehydrated and tired. shout too much le plus the weather was so hot. so no more strength left.

went back. lunch. a few of us slpt immediately after lunch, too tired. den was station games after tt. me n sl in charge of flour game :D and we abit shouted alot la. coz the kids were far too noisy. shout till i sore throat. and i tink i nv did shout so loudly before? so yea, samuel and radhika visited our station and we messed one another with flour. but nt as much since they hafta rush off to another station. last grp was my grp. so after the entire game, me sl and sk started playing flour fight :D and our hair all full of flour. shirt oso and i was wearing BLACK sumore. at first, the mess created by the kids was better than i expected. but after we played, it was WORSE than i expected. FAR WORSE. and sl's white hair was so cool(: unlike sk's. had fun cleaning up. 5 pple to clean up the whole mess. haha.

so while the kids were playing water games, we were clearing up the BIG mess. den sl took a waterbomb frm sumwhere and wanted to bomb sk. sk siam, sam siam and i was the stupid idiot who stood down there and didnt even realise sl was holding on to a water bomb. so yes, KENA ME! ): so i took a waterbomb too and burst it on sl's hair. HAHA. flour+water= DOUGH! so sl's hair was full of dough. at first i was still laughing at him, but after playing captain's ball, my hair oso haf dough. but is flour+SWEAT=dough. sk's hair oso. den i started scratching mine and alot drop off frm my hair. and it's ALOT ALOT. if ask any of our class pple, they will SURE agree with me. like dandruffs liddat. so ): den sk oso started scratchin his coz influenced by me and the hall had alot of our dandruffs. LOL.

den was quest where kids supposed to find lightsticks and facils supposed to patrol. but we ended up looking for lightsticks instead XD so can help our grp mah. me n jz found alot and sk cant find. lol. and he was so desperate to find one. LOUSY. after the camp, all went to eat cup noodles at 7-11 except for yh rad n louis who hafta go off. and yea, we were like refugees sittin at some corner of a shopping centre eating. slpt on our way home n i slpt at 1 plus am. really enjoyed zhenghua camp :D

so tired yet hafta get out today to get camp stuffs for ine. camp ltr yet i still haven pack yet. and worst still, haven slp. sigh, dun feel like going ):

2008-03-05T23:22:00.003+08:00

i feel very stressed now coz i gt alot of work undone or rather i shld feel pissed coz my workload is piling up when there's alrdy alot now because of SOMETHING.
so now i dun even noe if i m pissed off or stressed.
i feel like killing pple now but i oso feel like crying.
i cant even get my emotions right.
wat m i supposed to do?
im so short of time, i nit to complete so many things in a day. i cant possibly split into alot alot of pple okay. can u get this right. and why shld i do things when i DUN EVEN haf to do it. it's NOT my job. NOT.
i tink i very AP now but who cares. u forced me to be like this.

i juz feel like hecking everything but can i?

2008-02-22T20:29:00.002+08:00

yest was so tired. kept slping, can even slp right in front of the tcher. but since the tcher dun care, so it's okay. and mrs yeo once agn LOVE me so much. called me twice. when i wasnt even listening to her. tink her mind only gt like 'emily', 'edmund' and so on. but pe was so fun. we played so long. and i like keep getting knocked. lol. tiring but fun :D wan play more.

went home and ate alot of food. my mum even made cold dish. and of coz i helped out. haha. den ate tangyuan. woohoo. ate alot alot.

today roadrun. gosh, weather so freakin hot. was running with yh till she dun wan run le. den i hafta so called run on my own. hmm. run till legs tired and nt coz no stamina. lol. and normally after run is drink cold drink yet i drank hot drinks. lol, coz having cramps :/

went lunch with class gals. ate indo food. qte spicy and as usual I WAS THE LAST AGAIN! haha, and they all ate chicken only i so extra gt eat fish. den so many bones. haha. but the food was nice :D den walked ard, wanted watch movie but eventually dun wan to watch le. so sian! den went walk walk with jz. and both of us is orchard idiots la, so we anyhow walk. and since we so sian, we walked like to n fro. so tiring. den after tt, zy came find us(: den we walked walked and went home. TIRED.

omg, why do i keep seeing him these few days. lucky he didnt c me. this is so much of a coincidence ):

2008-02-17T00:32:00.002+08:00

went ms ong's hse to bai nian. den i was actually late so i walked to her hse myself. to tink i was so lost alrdy, sumbody still ask me how to get to a place. den i told her i m lost too. haha. so yea, we ate there and ivy, shen yang, yipeng, ms ong and one more which i duno who played piano for us. after a VERY LONG hesistation. haha. watched chingay on tv but cldnt spot nj pple.

nth much today just felt very _______________.
sometimes caring lesser will make u feel happier. i finally understand what this means.

2008-02-14T23:59:00.006+08:00

realised i haven been blogging. so damn tired these few days.
oh yes, happy chinese new year, abit lag but it's still the cny period. well, during the whole cny, can sae tt i enjoy it la. coz like long time nv c my relatives le. and this yr, i gt tok to my cousins. lol. played mahjong and cards with younger cousins.

2nd day of cny, relatives all came my hse. and whoever touches my dog, my dog will feel so excited tt she will pee and i hafta clear. and tt's a bad bad thing. den mum cooked nice stuffs but coz i was entertaining the younger cousins by playing monopoly, i didnt eat much! wahh. den went to my 2nd uncle's hse. played mini-sized mahjong and it's really mini-sized coz it's travel-pack. and we haf gt no table to play so we sat on the floor use some wood as table which is super duper low and started playing.

den after tt go 3rd uncle's hse. my cousin so cool! tink he older than me ba, he started playing the drum set. omg, so cool man! den stayed at his hse till 12 plus, reached home at 1am. den in his hse, i keep looking at my cute cute cousin. look until i cant conc on watching the last epi of shou zu.

SO CUTE! :D
oh ya, after tt went home tt time a serious thing happened coz uncles drink too much.

3rd day of cny, went jz's hse early in the morn to play mahjong. den after tt, aj frens came my hse. my sis's frens came too which include ruth which was the red badge st nicks head prefect. woahhhh. so basically ate until our stomachs all full coz my mum cooked too much food. and lao yu sheng which i alrdy lao yest in my hse. celebrated wj's bdae and they gave me my belated bdae present, clothes. ahh, so nice.

so this is how i spent my cny, totally in hol mood, dun wan do hw. haha. but sch hafta start. first 2 days of sch de bus journey really pissed me off man. 1st day, overslpt and nobody woke me up to alight at nj busstop. all mei liang xin when i still gt pple i noe on the bus la. wth. 2nd day, i was totally disgusted by a cat high guy sitting beside me. sry nt shooting cat high guys but i really feel so called molested by him can. wth wth. can you pls keep ur hands to urself and esp wadever u sneeze out. pls, it's freaking disgusting.

and yea today is vday. HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY to everyone!:D though i gt teased by mr song today and other stuffs but my mood really liven up when i went back to aj. thanks wj for the treat!(: sry to have extorted tt frm u. nxt time treat u ba. haha, and it's frenship day so u must learn to tolerate wadever i did!(: and stop messing up my hair! haha and thks to twin who keep pushing me towards wj ah though i started it first(: and thks to carrot and twin who cheated me to send flowers to them yet nv send to me!

2008-01-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

last wkend was so busy. saturday went cip and i almost vomitted blood coz of beckham. den after cip, went to novena with jz to check out cake shops. den we saw zanyu and his gf. LOL! but too bad i cldnt c how his gf look like coz wasnt wearing specs. den went home and do mr song's card. did like 3-4 hrs till 530 am. WOAH.

slpt for like 5 hrs den woke up. den yea sunday le. took my dog to vet and it costs me like ONE HUNDRED AND TEN DOLLARS. i m seriously broke now. den after tt go my amah's hse, den go novena and get the cake. so totally no time to do hw or read for tests. lol.

den this wk so suay. mon had to bring the card and cake to sch. like so many things le den i still forgt to bring the collar pin, the econs essay. walked back home like twice juz to get it. today fell down like twice. coz my bed is the double decker type den duno why my legs like jelly like morn, no feelings at all, den i juz fell off the stairs. den tried to stand yet fell agn. gosh. junior-senior meeting today and i tink was super boring. coz they took extremely long to JUST guess only. and they smartly took all the seats such tt we SENIORS hafta sit on the floor. lol.

2008-01-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY
mugged with yh and jz till 640. gosh, gona be a mugger very soon or M I ALRDY ONE? ahhhh. den 1 hr plus back home which made me miss my show! ): and yesterday totally sucked. long timetable. PLUS i hate chem so much since i dun uds chem YET i m always called to ans qns. MRS YEO, CAN U NOT CALL ME FOR ONCE! PLS! and for physics lesson, duno why when tcher tok abt EARTH, i will always fall aslp. second time le. DUN TOK ABT EARTH! haha.

TODAY
econs lecture was totally hypnotising la. i actually fell aslp but i tink i did understand wat the lecturer was teaching. chem pract was the funniest. yanpeng actually ran out of the lab to breathe in some fresh air simply because NO2 is TOO PUNGENT. and his actions damn funny la. den i covered my nose coz it stings la. den mrs yeo went "emily what are you doing? you are supposed to behave like a science student." but when xh and sam did the same thing, they gt scolded like shit? haha. mrs yeo like keep targetting them but it simply serves as a source of entertainment :D

den went ine. slacked till 4 plus which was the j1 orientation. after the orientation ended, we were supposed to choose the ICs for 2 events. and so we drew lots AGAIN. first was to choose 1 IC each for each event. first lucky one was zy den second one was suiping- a canoeist. den she cldnt so we drew another lot. and it actually turned out to be someone called EMILY which is ME. AH. AGAIN AGAIN. why always kena this kind of thing!? but luckily we did a swop and i can work with zy(: oh well, tired day.

wkend will be so busy. gt cip, nit make card for mr song, nit to find bakery shops coz i m really really sick of buying cakes frm four leaves, nit to bring my dog to the vet, nit to read for tests, nit to do hw. HOW AM I GONA FINISH ALL THESE? suddenly i feel like quitting as a welfare rep. anw, i haven been a gd one too :/

2008-01-16T17:52:00.000+08:00

gosh, today OVERSLPT by like an hr plus. supposed to wake up at 530 yet i woke up at 655. and it's like 45 mins left to get to sch? den took 10 mins to get out den when my dad was driving off, suddenly rmb i forgt bring pe tee. so ran back to take and wasted like 5 mins or so. in the end reached sch at like 745. SHLDNT HAF GONE BACK TO TAKE PE TEE LA. irritating.

den first period pe when i ate my breakfast in the car. so run until wan puke but after a while okay le(: pe quite slack today. and i dun feel refreshing at all after pe. i felt TIRED instead. almost dozed off in gp and slpt abit during econs lecture. lecturer was saeing "are u slping over there?" thot she referring to me, xia dao wo.

oh well, wat a tired day ):

2008-01-14T23:20:00.000+08:00

last wk was a bad week. was so sick. budden but friday we did springcleaning and i m SO glad that our classrm is so clean now(: and the way the guys did cleaning, okay it's SUPER funny. haha. den after tt wanted to c doctor but it's closed by the time i RUSHED there. so forget it, didnt c a doctor.

saturday cip. and jingzhi, LABBER! haha. anw, teaching the kids to write, omg omg, so tiring. use up so much saliva. but yea, the kids LOVE jingzhi so much. haha, which is good(: den celebrated sk's bdae. anw, jingzhi was the joker of the day la, the LABBER thing, chasing kids ard thing and alot more. haha.

sunday did cleaning. spent like half the day. den fixed the puzzle pieces which was half destroyed and my mum was complaining tt it's collecting dust. in the end when i finally finished piecing them, realised one piece MISSING. argh.

oh yea, my hse SERIOUSLY preparing for new yr. new table, new fish tank, new sofa, new oven, new kettle. LOL. but liddat den gd, at least the whole hse wld be neater(:

2008-01-09T20:04:00.000+08:00

when can i be well? stop tinking of puking, emily! but it's beyond my ctrl ): and so i skipped pe today. no appetite for lunch. but felt better during CAAL(: but stupid CAAL la. nobody wan go the trips den tcher drew lots. and suay suay gt me leh. only gal chosen. lol, why m i alway chosen? like since pri sch alrdy liddat. SUAY.

2008-01-07T23:10:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging. sch started and it has been SUPER SIAN. nit to wake up so early ): and den i will slp in the bus and during lectures ): sigh and today during tutorials, why tchers keep calling me ): when i was half aslp.

and i keep forgetting things lately. i dun feel well everyday. i feel so sick, so cold and even puked. lol.

i dun wan to be j2!

2007-12-30T18:48:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY
let my dog run ard the hse but it keep staying with me in the rm(: den dinnertime so i put it back but my dad let it out agn. so after dinner, when i wanted to put it back, it bit me la! MY THUMB. i thot my thumb was a gone case at tt moment coz when i tried to pull it out, it didnt want to let go ): so red marks now ): den it went to lick my thumb ltr, lol. vacuumed and mopped the floor after tt ):

TODAY
cldnt slp den my mum woke me up at 8. so i slpt like only 4 hrs plus!? den slpt at 11 plus. haha. went out den gt one uncle selling tissues de. he asked me buy frm him, i said i gt no money coz i dun bring money when with my parents de wat. DEN HE KEEP SAEING ME, sae wat young adult oso no money, 1 buck oso dun haf. den i walked the other direction, he still turn ard n sae. said like 2-3 times. DIAO LA. DUNIT KEEP SAEING RITE, 一直一直念,气死我了咯! nv bring money, he oso must care meh.

2007-12-29T00:57:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY
my sis came back after 21 days in vietnam. woah, with big n heavy bags. haha and the coffee table we bought was delivered(:

and so, i played ps2 like half a day! the ps2 crazy de la, sumtimes can play sumtimes cant so yest can. so i played for hrs lo. waste time. haha.

when i look at my legs, those wounds which i tink some alrdy left scars. nth i cld do but stare and feel ): i dun even feel like gg to sch like this. sighs.

2007-12-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

ahh, did cleaning up the entire day! cleared my table, helped my mum to rearrange furniture. now the hse is in quite a mess XD haha, oh well, wasted my entire dayyyy! AHHH.

gosh, sch is reopening exactly ONE wk frm now. ONLY ONE WK. AHHHHHH! when i haf so much hw undone ):

2007-12-25T23:51:00.000+08:00

it's christmas and i stayed at home the ENTIRE day. how boring. den kept watching tv and staring at my xmas tree(:

merry xmas!(: santa, i've been a gd gal, do i haf presents? lol. how i wish santa can help me finish my hw- this is wat wj taught me to wish for frm santa XD

2007-12-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

went celebrate my amah's bdae today at aunt's hse. den was super bored there. went to watch my uncles play mahajong. wanted to play but they play money de. i no money and scared i lose oso. so forget it! den my sis still in vietnam so my cousin cant find her. cum disturb me instead, i so scared lo ):

den went to buy new sofa n coffee table. like finally! finally can change the furniture le la. yay. but tt means hafta start clearing things. ahhhhh.

2007-12-22T21:56:00.000+08:00

thot i cld strike off 'adidas shoes' frm my wishlist but CANT ): i cld haf bought it, my dad even gave the money BUT there wasnt the colour i wan. so dun haf lo ): but it's okay(: shall go other places to find.

yay ate tang yuan coz it's dong zhi. haha and my dog tuan yuan with us too(:

gona celebrate my ahma's bdae tmr though her bdae is on the xmas. and AGAIN, i hafta wear jeans. WAHH MY LEGS, why like 2 wks le still slightly recovered only. why why why )':

2007-12-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

yay THE NINETEEN(: it's my birthday today after waiting for 1 yr, 12 mths, 365 days. lol. im finally seventeen(:

woke up early n they called to tell tt the dvc lunch venue is changed to PP. and tt's super far away. went down for cip for like 40 mins den we rushed off to PP. anw stoned at tpy there coz there's nth to do ><

reached PP late on purpose(: lucky XXX didnt cum. phews(: lunch was a treat frm dr seet(: yay. den went to marina sq with jz to buy plane kit. and i was bored in the shop. haha, coz i dun understand a single thing abt plane models and i have no interest in them(: den went northpt to collect the cake with my mum. yups(:

and THANKS to those who wished me happy birthday(: surprised tt there's actually quite a lot of u(: u all actually rmb me(: yay.

2007-12-17T20:04:00.000+08:00

fell off the stupid chair coz it broke. den sat on the metal part of the chair so my butt hurts right now. a cut on my arm coz gt cut by the side of the chair.

why does it seem that there's no way i can live a day without getting hurt? i m getting sick of this.

2007-12-16T22:54:00.000+08:00

another day of kayaking and this time with my injured legs >< quite tired now. current so strong today. and yea, i passed 1 star AMAZINGLY. haha. now quite chao ta but nt as chao ta as jz. jz is SO SUPER BURNT. and yay, today nv fall. heng ah, but gt 2 small cuts on fingers when helping pple to drain their kayaks XD

now my legs. sigh, hopeless le sia. hurry heal leh ):

2007-12-10T18:30:00.000+08:00

sigh. dvc is over. well, thruout the whole thing, i learnt quite alot. helped me recap primary sch science and i've learnt tt kids can be scandalous too. had fun. happy when with the kids, ldrs and tchers. sad when they had to leave. fear coz of the monster henry who anyhw cum touch me and whole day his saliva will splatter everywhere de. lucky he nt in my class. and TRAMAUTISED coz of SOMETHING. must say tt i enjoyed tt wk coz i nv fail to laugh at least once a day.

on saturday, they helped me celebrate my bdae and made me burst out laughing. touched coz it's the first time frens celebrate my bdae apart frm those class bdae celebrations. yups. THANKS GUYS(: and yea, beckham the kid is cute(:

went kayaking yest. n tripped over this stuipd big rock in the water. LIKE WHO WILL NOE THERE IS THIS ROCK IN THE WATER. RAHH. gt cuts on both my legs and they juz seem VERY VERY GROSS. and i m quite sure there will be scars? wahh. i dun wan to tink of it anymore. this sucks. THIS REALLY REALLY SUCKS. because of those cuts, i've to walk like at a snail's pace? i cant eat seafood which my mum cooked yest?

this is such a torture.

2007-12-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY
one new bunch of kids. and it's 18 now, nt 28. thk god. and for my class, one new tcher and jz's last wk ldr, shirin. haha.

when i first c my class, i sian diao liao. all NERDY LOOK DE! AHHHHH. i seriously prefer last wk's kids! though they are noiser and more naughty but they are more fun! guess i wont c them agn ): and i tink i quite mean, actually interact more with jz's kids den my own. haha. and i must complain! jz's kids are so much cuter! XD

went to class and tcher ask them take out the plastic wrappers for the bag, shirt and clipboard and said, "u can pass it to me or to ms emily." i was like totally stunned? hello? i m nt their maids? it's like last wk, the tcher taught the kids to be independent den this wk, to be dependent? gosh. so i told the tcher, "i tink they can throw the rubbish themselves, they are supposed to be independent."

played game den one kid attitude la. asked him sae his name, he MUST THINK de leh. attitude sia. den tea time. asked them to take for classmates den they took only for themselves. i damn bu shuang with the kids la! and they nv clear up their own mess. crap, so spoilt. so wat if they are rich!! den they down there comparin who more rich when drawing fire escape route. sae wat no space to draw, 3 storeys den draw where, hse gt lift, toilet in every rm blah blah. lol, i behind saeing if gt fire, i only gt 1 route to run.

and shirin super funny, duno use wat to scoop water, den use the make milk those scoops to scoop. one on each hand sumore den we both laughed and she accidentally dripped hot water on me ):

dismissal time and we are supposed to bring the kids up yet the tcher didnt n told the kids, k u all are dismissed can go now. den the kids all ran up themselves. den i went omg n hurry ran after the kids. lol. in the end there is missing kid. diao. luckily we found her can.

TODAY
dad drove me to mrt den i tapped in n realised i forgt to bring the vanguard sheets i was drawing n cuttin yest nite. den i went omg omg omg. tapped out n walked home for 15 mins to get and walked back 15 mins to the mrt. wat's the pt of asking my dad to drive me to mrt!! cries. den met jz and she asked me hold her hot tea for her. in the end, i missed one step and scalded my whole arm! wahh. wat suay day issit today!

den sth very funny. camp comm asked me help to bring one kid's shoes to the hall. i was like huh? ltr i saw the kid dressed up like a gal la in the BOYS' toilet. i actually went into a boys' toilet. oh well. so camp comm asked tt kid to dress up liddat so she can show the kids wat's improper attire. so damn funny la. i laughed at him and burst out laughin when i entered the hall with him. HAHA.

went SCDF gallery for the second time and we were there too early. den me n shirin heck those kids n went walk ard ourselves(: we are 2 crazy pple who kept on laughing. den this wk's kids all so weird. actually dun wan to play those things there. lol. den shirin shaded a pic for me!(: lol.

went back sch. and played games and i kept teasing shirin abt thomas, one cute england boy frm jz's class. haha. shirin la, kept saeing wan to look at thomas. so damn funny. den she kept telling me till so funny. den both of us laughed till stomachache, non-stop one den can bang table. den tcher made us laugh even more. tink i haven laugh for so long since mths ago. lol. n the kids must be tinkin we are crazy pple(:

den we made periscope den she was saeing hurry up make so she can go c thomas! LOL!!! and yea we made our own periscope(: so fun working with her.

2007-12-01T22:00:00.000+08:00

yay, changed my blogskin.

THURSDAY
went to botanical gardens(: but gt bitten. den gt insect repellent frm a kid.

den ltr gt this to shoo those insects away(:

took class pic!(: but w/o johnathan who's sick ):

had to go back to sch in 2 grps coz only gt small buses, no big buses ): den i took 1 grp back first. omg, me with 14 other kids. den my other ldr and tcher another grp. gosh, but lucky my grp mostly gals de(: but still all of them are so noisy n naughty. den i hafta shout at them. gosh, imagine emily shouting. haha.

LUNCH TIME. and some played chess after tt. and is really seriously playing. nt like other classes, only noe how kick those chess pieces. haha.

ltr, did proj which is to make the dino footprint which uses plasticine to make the model den ltr plaster of paris into it(:

the plasticine i cut

luke with the plasticine. lol.

and i didnt noe how to make. so stupid but noe how to make a star. so weird la.

the class's dino prints

my star!

and this is the final pdt after one day.

FRIDAY
did the popping can expt. so interesting(: haha, den went to watch the rocket take off. flew like taller than the sch! gt like 8-10 storeys high. woah. den went back to class. had a real hard time chasing luke ard. i even had to bluff him to go get water with me :/

him in the box. too bad he is not named jack, if nt will be jack in the box. haha. lame me.

den we rehearsed for the mini concert. in the classrm n hall. den i hafta chase after luke everywhere. den ltr i gave up, i let him run. haha, and he came back on his own. den during the performace, i hafta keep him quiet coz he's way too noisy. den i told him i m nt gona care abt him coz he's too naughty. den he said he cared abt me. haha, den i said i m nt gona see him anymore den he went wahh. haha, so funny. so my class performed. now den i realised i didnt take foto!! ahh, coz of luke who was disturbing me ): but my class actually won the best performace award! haha, unexpected la. before tt, me, the other ldr and tcher were saeing forget abt the award, we wont win.

oh well, i wont get to see the kids anymore. wahh, so sad. i tink i'll miss them ): but i gt my pay! my first pay. yay. n my tcher n camp comm gave me sth. so nice of them but my tcher ah, wanted to pay her back for the goodies she bought for the class but she refused :/

TODAY
went kidsread. did individual reading den ltr was so bored tt me yipeng sining self-entertain ourselves la. haha, 3 of us drew. and the final pdt was a monster!(:

den celebrated jz's bdae. haha, had fun suaning AHEM and AHEM. hahaha. okay tink they are gona kill me. den went northpt coz jz nit to get sth. today ah, jz very waste my time! haha, asked me go mugging den we did only 7 qns den we went off coz she nit help to paint her plane model. den in the end, i stoned there for an hr, lookin at them paint the plane. haha.

anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGZHI!

2007-11-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

third day. eee, it's ending soon ): kinda hope tt fri wont cum.

this is wat yan lin did to me when i refused to buy fiesta tix which is sn's funfair ): before tt, she poked me which is more of pain den ticklish. den when luke saw it, he came to poke me too. how smart. i was totally tortured by 2 p2 kids ): and jz happened to witness it ): and i had a bad time chasin after luke :/

lunch time. TERROR. noisy kids playing. haha, at least more guai den other classes de. coz my class de dun run(: coz if they dare, haha, they are so gona get it frm the tcher(: and gosh there is this p1 class who kept kickin all the chess pieces and they spoilt one? one piece became two pieces. lol.

did 2 projects today(: and i gt a bad time helpin them tie knots, cut string.. 20 over of them. yest paste mirrors. gosh. and hmm water on the floor, sean cried. all by luke. sighs and i sided both of them which is so.. gosh. and 3 of the kids irritated me by imitating me ): haha, but they were so funny.

so at the end of the day, i haf gt paper cuts on my left hand. quite a few ): and ltr gt cut by plastic when i went with jz to northpt. quite stupid la. coz jz was choosing dumbbells. den i kaypo, go carry it. didnt even noe the handle alrdy broken de. must be some stupid pple spoilt it but put the handle back den i juz took it. it slipped off my hand and onto the floor! so 4 fingers gt cut. heh. i feel so proud of myself- the injury-prone girl. lol.

yay, gg botanic gardens tmr(:

BTW, THIS IS THE SNAIL TT JZ KILLED XD

2007-11-27T23:47:00.000+08:00

second day of dvc.

went civil defence heritage gallery. the kids gt a fun time there(: but luke's condition is bad today. kept jumpin non-stop there. gosh, i cant ctrl him la.

den he kept buggin me for a bun and den dragged me all the way to the bus so i hafta sit with him :/ den he played with his saliva. den when we passed by "ESSO" he asked me how to pronounce. den i went," no luke, i noe u are trying to trick me into sayin sth!" den he kept askin me wat wat but i refused to sae. until he told me. lol. den he lay down on my laps with my bag on it. wahh, he's so heavy! den he refused to get off until i told him sth.

so we gave luke special attention coz he's a special kid. tt's wat we told other kids when they asked. which is true. coz he's autistic but cant blame him for tt. quite sad though. den omg, a few like wan gain my attention. den becum so damn AA!! gosh. eg like gideon and ler hao. gosh, kept walkin ard the classrm. today the class is so damn weird and AA.

though it's tiring to ctrl the kids and tiring coz the table is way too small n low tt i hafta keep bendin my back, but i tink I'M ENJOYING IT(:

2007-11-26T23:33:00.000+08:00

first day of the dvc camp!
gosh, the tcher ps us ): coz she's sick. so we are w/o a tcher! omg. den i met my the other ldr estella. she's fierce! but to the class only. haha. she shouts alot which is freakin scary. but lucky gt her, if nt i wont noe how ctrl the class. haha, coz i dun shout(:

gosh, and it's a class of 28 kids. is like my class is the biggest out of the 4? gosh. and the kids all chao ji active one. very naughty oso. den coz my tcher didnt cum, i led the kids to their classrm den i heard some of them go HUH. lol, i oso wan a tcher can! cries.

den hafta prepare so many things. and all of them so small-sized, must bend down. very tiring leh. and the kids all very funny. so many keep callin me jie jie den omg, very luan. i was like doin heat punching den they cum sae jiejie wat u doing. den one by one cum ask me den i explain like 5 times! den did alot of expts. btw, the food totally sucks ><

yay, den i took some pics.

haha emily and emily(: and the small emily so cute(:

this is luke(: but he quite naughty. cut newspaper! AHHH den i hafta sweep. but he's nice to tok to.
me: why u dun wan to play?
luke: coz the game is nt really tt nice. i shld haf brought my p3 science textbk along.
me: aiyo, u shld relax.
luke: my dad sae i must do eng n chi compositions. the first one is on tues. den i hafta do duno wat(which i forgt) tonite.
I WAS TOTALLY STUNNED.

this is sarah. she keeps following me ard. haha, den helped me do alot of things. yea.

this is wat they played after all their expts. gals catch guys. guys catch gals. den one gal called winky or duno wat. gosh, i m bad at names. i cant even rmb everyone;s names n faces. den wahh, she kept grabbing my arm and asked go to replace her to catch the guys. i was like i dun wan. u go play urself. coz coz one boy fell and i wanted to help him den she kept grabbing me! wahh pain pain. so tt kid tripped over sumone's leg and fell and gt this big ba lu ku on his head. ouch. den when i brought him to the camp comm and asked sumone to help me look after the kids.. after 15 mins or so, another fell and gt scratches on his knee and abit on face. those kids ah, so playful.

NO MORE PLAYING, A2! lol ><

2007-11-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY
went for kidsread. ended up the kids down there rehearsin for the christmas event. den okay WASTE OF TIME. they very disorganised den the audiences nt even payin attention, doin our own stuff >< and the kids super noisy. den i was the santa claus down there, giving out sweets. lol.

den went home and out agn. went shop for food and guess wat i saw! sth which u DUN see in supermarket. A BIRD.

den there was this man who whistled and wanted the bird to go to his hand. den the bird went his finger for less than a sec den flew sumwhere den flew towards him agn. this time HIS HEAD. lol, so funny la, den i laughin down there. went home and played game till 5am. gosh.

TODAY
sigh, read today and yest's chi newspaper coz yest nv buy newspaper. den i actually read thousands and thousands of CHINESE characters. gosh and i almost cried. and when i heard abt wat happened to mr loh, i wanted to cry agn. though he was my pe tcher for like one term only, it's very sad lo. wat do such things happen? life is so damn fragile. sumore the youngest guy was only 20. TWENTY only. omg. sigh.

mr loh, thanks for everything.

2007-11-22T23:51:00.000+08:00

i m in pain.

went cat high pri for the dvc set-up thing. den yea, initially abit lost. abit only(: den yea we started carrying things to the rm. gosh, with my index finger plastered till it cant even bend, imagine how i carried those big boxes. pain de lo.

so yea, my tcher was there but the other ldr didnt cum. but jz worse, both tcher and ldr nv cum! so yea, worked with my tcher. found out she actually organised obs. shld be organised la, didnt hear properly :/ den she asked me alot of qns. haha, but yea, workin with her was nice(: so we unwrapped those 'presents'. coz their glasses wrap like presents la! and so, we arranged the materials, took note of wat's missing and wrapped the tables with newspapers(:

and omg, i gt like 10 over mosquitoes bites after tt. the whole classrm is like dirty. when we first went in, it's full of dust la. the pri kids like 1-2 wks ago den hol de, i guess and their classrm is so dirty alrdy? omg i cant imagine how cat high guys survive in those kind of classrms! haha.

tiring day. worked till my plaster like nt in place de. and my legs ouch. my skin ):

2007-11-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

emily went out with no plasters but went home with 3 plasters. this is the injury-prone emily(:

went ice-skating with carrot and wj. my second time there. den yea, forgt how skate le so nit some time before i rmbed how to. but was wj's first time. haha. anw, i fell like erm 7 times? all on my butt. gosh till it's frozen. and 2 times is coz collided with small kid den i scared he fall so i ensured tt he dun fall den I OWNSELF FALL. lol, i m so nice nt like wj, scared he fall den go push small boy. den 1 time is wj dragged me down de lo. asked me give him support when i ownself so noob. den he skate so slow den dragged me down la! den i fell on my butt thanks to him. den he ownself so stupid de, tripped over my skates den FELL! hahaha. other times was when i tried to speed up den nt balanced and haha, so..on my butt(: lucky for carrot, if nt i wld haf fallen more times. but she skate way too fast le. one fast one slow, made me almost fall agn ><

yay i love ice skating. tink fallin is the most fun part ba? but coz of the skates, tink i tied too tight or sth, i wore until gt skin cum off la. den ahh so pain. so yea TWO PLASTERS!(: den when i changin into my shoes, i saw sumone with blood drippin. omgomgomg. tink he fell and sumone's skates went over his eyelid there. den AHHHHHHH BLOOD!

my lunch was carrot's treat(: and i saw louis! haha, so surprising(: den after tt went to play pool. eh den they taught me how hold a diff way frm how i hold. den i tried and haha, injured agn la. finger gt scraped by the side of the table den blood dripped non-stop. wiped it den it still dripped but in a game mah so yea, MY THIRD PLASTER(:

den went imm to walk walk when i super tired le. den met louis again. haha, so qiao. went daiso den keep gettin hit by them ): den went home and coz i was so tired, i suggested takin the shuttle bus. in the end we waited 20 mins. so stupid. and carrot so toot, nv fall durin ice-skating but almost fell when she gt on the bus.

tired. back hurts. legs hurt. finger hurts.

2007-11-20T01:16:00.000+08:00

today class outing! abit yh called me at 8 plus and said, "prank call!" omg la!! woke me up! haha. den i kept waking up and slpin. den kept dreamin the whole class ps me for class outing! :/

yea met up with jz ivy and sl for lunch at j8. haha as for yh, she kept saeing raining raining den dun wan to cum out. so only waited until rain stop den cum out so she skipped her lunch?

so the 8 of us, hmm 5 of us plus vivi zanyu and samuel went for bowling(: played 2 games and for the first game, i was practically xi long kang :/ den scored like 40 plus? :/ but yay for the second game scored 117! yay. highest(: oh yea, for the second game ivy went out for a call den asked me play for her den yh and jz sae dun wan play den asked me play for them. so i was like kept rollin the ball lo. so stupid la, duno stand down there ALONE. wahh so damn malu can! den bowl duno how many turns. crap, bowled till my thumb pain lo. den yipeng n sk joined(:

after tt went play arcade. watchin samuel and zanyu play the music thing is entertaining. so super funny! den watchin jz play shooting is woah, mouth cant close sia. so pro. den yup went for steamboat. spent like super long to choose which one to go. haha, apparently was my first time there so blur blur de lo.

den yea, practically everyone got scalded by the oil which kept splattering everywhere. den i kept droppin food :/ one fishball onto the floor and heh, xl, yp, ivy, jz and yh saw! gosh. yea, i tink all the gals eat very little only. nv eat 13 bucks worth of food. but as for the guys, yes they did! gosh, they took so much food till they even hafta cum to the gals' side to cook wor! and is like MANY MANY PRAWNS. the gals ah alrdy digested our food and gt sick of 赏月and they still eating! haha, in the end gt such a hard time finishin their food lo! so we spent almost 3 hrs eating. and yea went home. tired day.

2007-11-19T23:49:00.000+08:00

yesterday!
went CHIJmes to celebrate my ah gong's bdae(: 80 yrs old!(:
budden very bored there coz is buffet den i no appetite. duno why den eat till i full den chao bored. so i went walk walk with my bro till i tripped over sth and almost fell(:

den when sing happy bdae song tt time, the song so damn slow! haha, den we all sing so much faster than the song. so funny. den i took photos using my fone.

my grandparents(:

den when i took the second pic which is the cake(:
den my fone duno why so damn loud la. nv like this before lo. den my uncle standing beside me xia dao, said jokingly, " 吓死人! 我还以为我的裤子破一个大洞!" den i laughed. den realised the other uncle oso stared at me den like omg quite a few stared at me la! damn malu :/

den after tt went to visit my amah, my father's side de. haha, den slpt at the sofa there coz too tired XD den after tt went northpt! gosh, long day.

2007-11-17T21:55:00.000+08:00

today is a real bad day for me.
juz realised today tt there are pple in the world who have no respect for others.
den end up like my fault liddat den i haf to go solve it when i didnt even start it.

and wahh, the class outing. sighhhh.
suddenly gt a few like cant go ): and ALOT sae gg late. and i very scared on tt day they tell me they nt gg at all. this will seriously give me a big heart attack. and so i haf no mood for the outing liao. i m seriously sian diao now. now those meeting at 3pm left duno how many or shld i sae few. i dun like organising i hate organising i feel so shi bai in organising :/

today sucks.

2007-11-17T01:28:00.000+08:00

was playin msn games with my bro.

what is this? i ate up all den i lost?

den he ate up all he won?

den realised actually gt diff types of playing style de wor. RUBBISH GAME! haha.

2007-11-16T19:20:00.000+08:00

went mugging with yh and jz at woodlands library. before tt, went macs to eat breakfast with yh. jz said she wld cum ltr. and so at the macs. omgomgomg. did some stupid things. first, queue wrong lane, went to queue the waiting lane :/ second took wrong tray. LOL. den abit went back to my table den realise. gosh.

so went library mug till jz cum at 12 plus. den we continued mugging. the lib freezing cold la. 3 of them like frozen to death liao. den haha, i can even tremble and my hands all numb(: yay, finally touched phy hw. haha, finished 1.5 pgs. me n yh de progress is chao slow coz jz came 1 hr ltr den even read chem first before doin phy den she caught up with us! haha. den yea, mug till duno how do den i sae wan go home(:

super tired! but class outing finally settled! yay, but my msges ): sumore send msges to msia and make overseas calls like twice to ivy! wahh coz ivy cant cum back spore today. xin hao tong :/

2007-11-15T20:38:00.000+08:00

laughed too much till cant slp this morn :/ den cldnt slp well. kept waking up coz my dog barked, coz sumone called me twice. den slpt till 3 :/

slacked till 4 plus den ivy called! YAY, finally ivy called(: den went bowling with bro at 5. played only 2 games. bowled till so lan but still can win my bro(: den went home and slack till now. gosh, i tink i m wastin my time away.

2007-11-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

whole day blog blog blog coz nth do :/

went out with zy and jz.
queensway->causeway pt->northpt.
hmm, the queensway i walked before with ivy le. so, super sian.
causeway pt went on sun. so oso sian.
northpt even more sian! so near my hse.
sumore slp at 4-5am today coz cldnt slp, so slp quite little only.
>< but nvm, better than staying at home and stone and stare at the tv or com.

ivy ivy where are u? ):

2007-11-13T01:17:00.000+08:00

mug.
nt effective. did like few qns in 2 hrs ><

badminton.
more of 打人than 打球. haha. sumore 被打的是我. more pro de, i hit myself :/
and wal and wj so act cool! esp wj pattern 多过 badminton(:

pool.
duno how play again. den tyco tyco get 2 balls in for 2 times. and one of them is my bro's ball. sheesh! and 3 fingers rubbed agnst the table while hitting ): ran home for fun though my bro kept holdin on to me and ask me nt to run. reached home at 1220.

tmr alone at home ):

2007-11-11T22:14:00.000+08:00

woke up and ate chicken chop for lunch!(: mum cooked de. haha. den watched show till i sae i wan go pet shop so can groom my dog. hmm den my mum sae shun bian buy cake coz celebrate her bdae. like days earlier. den nobody wan go with me ): so i go myself. haha. put my dog at pet shop and went buy.

duno where to buy. walked to swensens, bengawan solo and four leaves. why must they be situated quite far frm one another! hmm. den nv bring fone so hafta make call using public fone. den tgther with the groomin, spent almost 50 bucks! cries )":

den i insisted tt my bro shared the cake with me. HAHA den i took 16 bucks frm his wallet myself(: he oso nv snatch it back frm me(: if nt i really goin BROKE BROKE BROKE.

den went play basketball with my bro. with 2 balls. den my dad n mum came after tt with my dog in the bicycle basket(: and yea, i went for a ride with my dog in the basket. AHH, so cute(: haha. den wan go home tt time, my mum went first followed by my bro coz we playing something. when i reached where he was, my mum n bro sae the basketball in the big canal. hmm. apparently my bro bounced bounced bounced till it hit the edge of the stairs and bounced and dropped in the big canal! WAHHH. my basketball ): den oso cant climb down n get coz no stairs. so yea, watched it slowly flow lo ):

2007-11-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

yay. played pool with my bro today at yishun safra. wanted to go bowling de. budden so ex. thot gt student special de budden only for wkdays. so played pool instead(:

second time playing pool. still rmb first time was when i played with my mum n bro. nt exactly play with them. was rather playin on my own. coz while waiting for a bowling lane, played pool budden when gt lane liao, they ps me so i was left to play pool on my own. stupid sia. sumore is one noob playing. sheesh.

so today.. haha, i kept gettin the white ball in. lol. sumore my white ball can fly over 2 balls and get into the hole leh. how "pro". but i very lucky. sheesh. was aiming for a ball budden my white ball hit the side table, gt deflected and hit another ball at the back and yay it went in. 2 times sumore(:

haha, want to play agn!(:

2007-11-10T00:43:00.000+08:00

woah, another day gone.
yest yh asked me go mug with her at woodlands library. in the end woke up at like 12. den i dun wan go le. ps her! haha, like wat she always do to me(: so stayed at home the whole day. so sian.

walked my dog in the evening. den i realised the shop nxt to the minimart becum duno wat beauty centre thing. den i stopped there n started tinking wat it was initially. den one old man walked past. which i didnt even noe until he shouted. den i thot he was shouting across, to another old man sitting down. so i looked n looked. den the stupid old man shuoted agn in hokkien. sae sth like look wat? den i realised he was like scoldin me? coz kept staring at me. DOTS. i wasnt even lookin at him! crazy la, who wan look at him ...

den watched tv. watched for like hrs. den watched grudge 2 on star movies alone. hmm, dun understand? haha. oso nt tt scary. hmm.

2007-11-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

let me blog abt yest.
haha, slpt till 12 plus. den some stupid pple ahh like wj called me, ask me go bowling. in the end, only me, him and carrot. lol, i became wal's substitute la ><
STUPID WALLACE! U OWE ME ICE CREAM CAKE! haha. den they sae they forgt i exist. so sad hor. haha.

they waited for me for an hr. went all the way to kovan to bowl. wj act cool agn! haha, so me n carrot kicked his butt(: haha, den wj act cool agn, left last ball den he rolled it. LOL. den ball stuck at the gutter. den pple hafta go take for him. den still pple cum sae him. so 丢脸! he help me n carrot pay for 1 game(: but still owe me alot of cakes lo coz of alot of things including insulting my name! ><

den went macs eat. den carrot started diggin her coins. so 丢脸 agn! den had sauce fight. LOL. den my whole hand and arm full of sauce :/ another 丢脸 thing. den went walk walk den went home. super tired. arm so pain.

signed up for DVC so hafta go farrer court today. den yh last min ps! asked me call her at 620. den i woke up at 6, called her at 620, 630 and msg her at 650. i can slp till 7 de lo! make me wake up 1 hr earlier den ps me! ): so went with jz.

briefing quite interesting but ltr quite boring. den went northpt eat and went home. den i slpt frm 3 to like 7 plus. gosh. so tired.

2007-11-04T20:49:00.000+08:00

went play basketball with bro. den wore slippers till my leg very pain. skin kena scraped off even more. brought my dog along too. den i let it walk ard the court while playing since it is so damn big. like 3-4 courts joined tgther. budden it kept walking far far away den i hafta go chase it back :/

ltr my mum came to join us. kept shooting. haha. den i went play with my dog. den it cum play with me budden ended up biting me la. i tink it tinks tt it's fun but but but it's painful! haha. bit my foot and my thigh there la ): now my left leg is like.. OUCH. haha. played 1 hr plus(:

came home and washed my feet. sheesh den coz the tap head will keep dropping off like long ago but can be fixed back easily de. den while washing my feet, my stupid bro purposely made the tap head drop den it hit my toe nail ): PAIN.

injury-prone me.

2007-11-04T14:16:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY
woke up at 1250 with a terrible headache, muscleache. hmm, supposed to reach tpy at 2 yet i woke up so damn late. anw, there were only like 6 volunteers and a whole lot of kids. and they are so damn noisy which worsens my headache ):

went home and out agn to have dinner. den to my amah hse. watched tv frm 730-930 at her hse. went home and wanted to play com. so after i on the com for like a while nia, i was being nagged at for nt helping to iron the clothes. sheesh. den i said i would iron the nxt day but my mum started complainin n complaining. SO after i showered, i went to iron lo.

took like 1 hr plus to iron 41 pieces of clothes, i actually counted >< and my bro and sis were playin com. how FAIR. so yea, ironed n ironed and was tinkin how FAIR it was. den ironed my bro's trousers. knew the material cldnt iron de yet i went to iron lightly. coz tt kind of material i ironed before mah den was okay. but his stupid trousers i ironed one side was okay till i ironed the other side.. the stupid thing gt stuck onto the iron and there. HOLES. sheesh.

so after i ironed those 41 pieces of clothes, i went to help him sew lo. i made like 4 holes. den realised initially, there were alrdy 4 other holes but smaller one. den i laughed like siao. sew 4 out of 8 holes and cldnt take it le and went to slp. coz headache getting even worse. felt giddy, felt cold, felt like puking, felt like fainting. omg. felt so damn terribly sick :/

2007-11-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

jumped up frm bed at like 830. thot was late la coz supposed to meet carrot, twin and wj at 940. lol. den i woke up abit early nia. den called the yck stadium to bk the badminton courts. first i called n wanted bk 10-12. in the end only gt 11-12. so i said i wld call back ltr. when i called agn. the stupid person didnt pick up lo. i called like 10 times? before he finally picked up. qi si ren le.

so went there. abit gt lost coz cant find the bkin counter. at first i thot was the same as squash n tennis de bkin counter den they sae no. den in the end, i tink is there lo >< den we played. den i suddenly c nj pple there. didnt noe they actually train in yck de?

played doubles. me n carrot agnst twin and wj. ended up me n wj hitting long dist and hard shots to each other. haha, we like targetting each other. haha, wj like very scared of me hitting so hard la. LOL! den yea, quite fun but my partner huh, stupid carrot, so lazy. i even hafta hit her shots. hmm, so was practically runnin back den front, right den left :/ in the end, my face damn red.

went for lunch at grassroots club. okay, den they serve like take forever one. coz twin nit to go sch for meeting so she ordered a brownie, tinkin it will cum fast. but in the end, she left for sch, the brownie still haven cum leh! abit her meetin ended up like 10 mins nia, so she came back find us. den brownie still haven cum? haha. had a full lunch. BUT broke ):

accompanied wj back sch for his hockey. ended up raining so we were stranded in sch while he went for his cca. HMM. so wj owe me n twin 103 ice cream cakes each n carrot 6(: oh, and in sch, twin n wj did something so wrong accidentally. sheesh. shall nt sae the whole thing but it's abt hockey stick, twin holdin it with 2 hands, wj behind, used 2 hands to snatch stick. HAHA.

in the end, walked in the rain coz duno when it will ever stop. reached home and ran on treadmill for 10 mins and glued myself to com till now. watched too many shows le. i laughed while watching horror movie, almost cried while watchin anime. weird me.

2007-11-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

it's OP today. and if pple are observant enough, you shld c tt my blouse nicely tucked in(: first time i tucked in my blouse leh! haha, actually is 2 days ago, i put in the string de, juz for OP :/

den my audience duty is 9am and 1pm de. den after watching the 9am de, we were still all crazy, quite high and stuffs. den we were still joking, complaining abt being the last grp of the day. den rehearsed. oh yes, i wan complain! one of my assessors is my gp tcher. WAHH.

den after watching the 1pm de, i was totally tired. duno why. maybe after lunch or wat. den after tt was my grp's OP! AHHHHH. at first i quite calm de. den ltr when we open our ppt, all the images like cant load. all crosses de. den we freaked out! lucky when open agn, den can work. phews. den start tt time, my heart started beating abit fast. den when goin to be my turn, my heart beating damn fast la. why? because before me was this video which the song is super fast tt kind, made me even more nervous!!

in the end, i went up and tok budden my legs all trembling la. LOL. for dry runs, i dun seem nervous but i sound nervous. this time is i seem nervous and sound nt tt nervous in comparison. den while i was speaking, was like nervous den nt nervous den nervous. duno wat's wrong with me. haha. den coz my speech is split into 2 parts de. so second time, i wasnt tt nervous le. den at least the audience laughed. phews. qna hmm okay i guess. but quite short :/

so PW is finally over! finally OUT of my life! haha. den ltr we went out. like girls' class outing. haha. den went bugis to eat long john coz soumya nit return some costumes. heh, while eating, i was being suaned by yh and jz like hell. so terrible. u 2 really had alot of fun suaning me hor? den after eating, jz, yh and me went to other places coz the others went with soumya to return the costume. den we cldnt decide where to go. at first sae wan go dhoby ghaut so we took the green den the red line. den half way sae wan go jurong. hmm, cld haf taken the green line lo!! faster. so we took like almost 1 hr travelling.

worst thing is..halfway like at yck, i needed to go to the toilet >< den sumore tt train was supposed to go to jurong east str de but becoz gt some stupid technical error den hafta stop at yishun. den wahh, so niao ji alrdy still so suay den hafta wait for nxt train which was like 6 mins ltr. den yh asked me why in the train, i so stable de, dunnit hold on to anything one? issit low cg or heavy base or wat? den i went YA, heavy base la. becoz of all the urine. LOL. so yea, reached jurong east den didnt want go the mrt de toilets. haha, so we walked to imm. we were planning to go there anw. den i was like walking so fast when we reached imm den pulling yh with me to the toilets. haha.

den walked daiso. coz jz's main motive in gg there was to get poker cards >< den we walked ard lo. haha. den i was super tired. legs damn tired too. den we waited for shuttle bus. and the signs in imm gt probs de lo. anw, played cards while waiting. den i was like saeing if pple noe tt we frm nj, mugger sch yet we are like playing in the public den they will laugh like hell. haha, den jz was saeing nvm la, we act as the jurong sch or wat coz all full grey oso mah. den in the end, in the bus, we abit toking abt sch work. haha.

reached home at ard 10. and wahh, kena bullied. gg play badminton with aj frens den they bully me ask me to bk the courts! HMM.

stomachache the whole day. sighs ):

2007-10-28T21:01:00.000+08:00

sth is wrong with me these few days. easily tired and my hand, finger and leg will juz get numb for no reason :/ den i will see some things when it's nt there. den scare myself. oh wells.

FRIDAY
today is super slack de though it's normal lessons. haha, coz it's the last day of sch so yea, all the normal lessons like nth de. first lesson was maths. and mr song was so nice. he actually bough a $5 popular voucher for every one of us. omg, so touched. haha, dun tink i wan use it ><

den use his lessons to celebrate bdae. FOUR mths de. haha. but the donuts ah, nt tt nice le as compared to those when u eat there. den ivy asked the class to sing bdae songs for 4 times since it's 4 mths. haha, den sing till the candle wax kept dripping >< den we took class pics(:

nxt was chem tutorial. haha, den mrs yeo kept toking to us abt how to improve chem lessons blah blah blah. den i was playing with jz's cube. haha. den ivy so blur, dropped camera den lucky dropped onto my shoe ah coz i was crossing my leg or else ahh.. duno wat will happen to her cam. haha.

slpt thru the entire maths lecture. as for econs lecture, the video they showed was quite interesting though was abt spore's hist. haha, at least it kept me awake. den no econs tutorial! so we gt a super long lunch till 1.20pm which is the principal's tok. den no gp after tt!(:

went out with jz and zy. ivy gt harmoc so cant ): den we went to orchard and walked. budden we ended up in mos burger eating n chatting n doing things. den walked abit den we went to coffeebean to drink. den in the end, zy went to haf dinner with her family, so left me and jz so we went to jz's hse. played com till 8 den we went down to northpt.

went northpt to celebrate xh's bdae in bk. haha, dun like bk :/ den me n jz suaned sk and sam alot(: till they speechless i tink. den sk's hand very long leh. haha. den after tt, quite bored. me n jz den stoned. coz the guys mah, den we join in abit weird so dun wan. and the cake was black forest. dun like agn :/ den after tt, went home. reached home at like 1030? super tired. till i didnt even switch off my laptop and dozed off.

SATURDAY
went to mich's hse to do pw. den saw my bus went off. if only i reached there like 1 min earlier. so reached there half hr late. poor yipeng haftta wait for me coz she dun wan go in alone first. den yea, do pw till 5 plus i tink. den we had nasi lemak for lunch. so nice(: den haha, me n mich ate till we sweat. i found the chilli spicy lo, maybe coz i didnt mix the chilli with the rice but eat the chilli alone. budden mich and yipeng sae chilli nt spicy, is the otah spicy but but the otah is nt spicy AT ALL! haha, my tastebud gt prob? XD

TODAY
slpt till 1230. ate lunch den watched tv till 3. den went out to shop. reached home at 730 den i on the com. surfed the net blah blah blah till now. slack alot. haha. and yea, quarrelled with my mum today agn ): coz she kept accusing me of doing things i didnt. so ridiculous la. ahh, forget it.

2007-10-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

wahh, feel damn bad today. ivy asked me yest wat time is jz's dry run. den i told her it was 1130 coz i rmb jz told me she wld end at 1230. den i totally forgt tt her grp hafta be audience for another grp hor. so i took it tt her dry run was 1130. in the end was 930 :/ den aiyo ivy's grp ah, 2 pple late. I M SUPER DUPER SRY! coz i lost my paper oso, den oso cant help check the time. so nxt time i shall nt assume things and i must confirm first before telling pple things. blur me :/

den i was late for my pw meeting. haha. like 45 mins late? woke up at 830 de. den i told myself slp 15 more mins will still make it in time de. in the end i slpt like 45 mins more! oops! den went SIM den stayed there for like 30-45 mins den jz called. coz her audience duty changed to 3pm so she cld go off. den i went off frm pw coz initially me n jz planned to go buy donuts for class de. shen yang tagged along too(:

den we went raffles city first budden the donut factory there, flavours so few only. so walked to suntec all the way to the carrefour there. so far! den i thot will haf alot of pple de den must queue like siao. like for hrs. coz tt time i went there, i saw a lot of pple queuing up, all the way to the back! lucky only gt a few pple. haha, like 5-6. phews. so bought the donuts den we decided to buy some for ourselves n eat too. me n shenyang ate one each and jz ate a set de.

den went to mo mo shop coz shen yang sae wan find her tcher there. but the shop was closed ): den we took shuttle bus back to mrt. the donuts damn heavy leh. den i took to yishun lo coz dun wan walk back frm khatib >< wonder how i m gona take to sch tmr. haha, den my mum so pro, managed to stuff them all in my small fridge. woah. haha.

came home den did inr while watching anime(: tt time i did inr while chatting. lol. no wonder my inr sucks. i gt 2 paras with alot of bad comments and no AE or GI. so lousy ): ohh, den i so damn clumsy agn. was watching anime den my parents pressed the door bell. pressed like continuous de so i hurry run to the door lo. den haha, tripped over the rocking chair and almost fell. lucky nv fall ah. and my leg.. haha, skin kena scraped off. stupid.

last day of sch le ): den soon op. sighs.

2007-10-24T23:37:00.000+08:00

today pw dry run 2. haha, let's see. as usual i reached sch at 910. den yh la sae go try try side gate, if nt open can walk in by construction gate. den i really alight at the busstop there la. crossed the overhead bridge den realised side gate closed den ltr realised construction gate closed oso. ahh, so walked all the way to MAIN gate. haha.

den rehearsed. den the actual dry run. omg, disaster la. i was so damn nervous tt i tripped over words. den coz my presentation is split into 2 parts de. den 2nd part, i wasnt nervous le. budden my first part was so screwed :/ den Q&A even worse. mr song asked me a qn, den i ans den i went ehhhhh... den paused den ermm.. till he posted another qn. den i answered. i thot i ans to the pt leh. when i asked yh if i ans correctly, she sae correct mah. den mr song sae i nv ans to the pt. >< den wah, i did the worst in the grp ):

den went to be audience for the grp. den the skit quite interesting budden the ppt. omg, made me doze off can. yh and yp oso sae they fallin aslp. den mrs poon? duno who haha juz came in liddat den she ltr commented tt she falling aslp oso. den the whole situation was so tense when she commented on the grp.

had lunch in canteen den ltr tok den stoned. den jz's pw grp came. den jz lent us the cube. so me n yp started playing with it. turn here turn there den still dun get it. in the end, under jz's guidance and the instruction bklet, we managed to finish the thing leh! wat an accomplishment(:

haha me n the completed cube(:
but look at my ugly hair ><

cut it like yest. haha coz super long le. den whole day complain too long but lazy to cut so finally i went to cut(: but but in the end.. eeeyer so short. haha. mushroom head la :/ haha. den like boyboy hair. LOL. den i today asked my bro my hair like mushroom hor? he sae grape la. den ltr sae grape+mushroom! ): so mean!

den me n jz went to northpt. wasted 1.5 hrs leh, hor jz? haha. so tired. den went home, watched tv till dozed off on the floor. den my dad n mum scolded me la. one ask me clear dog poo, one ask me go shower. i was like wait la, 5 more mins coz i was really really tired. den till my mum really shouted. den i xia dao n woke up. now awake((:

2007-10-22T20:29:00.000+08:00

the same thing AGAIN. overslpt. reached at like 10 when i am supposed to reach at 9? haha. the stupid bus trip took me 1 hr 20 mins la! coz raining mah den traffic jam. if gt no traffic jam, 1 hr 20 mins can be like to and fro nj le la. den was like i dozed off and woke up 5 times, still at yck. 45 mins frm khatib to yck. how pro!

did abit of pw den went for lunch. budden like no time le since we only gt 15 mins left to eat before tech run and all the queues were super long. so we juz grabbed a hotdog bun. den after tech run, i didnt haf the appetite to eat le. coz gona get promo scripts.

General Paper
Promo: E
Overall: E? no idea.
den they made those who didnt do well for GP to buy this stupid revision bk. which seems like pri sch revision bk can. very de waste money lehh. but so surprised i actually PASSED gp. lol. thot i will fail it la. coz totally crapped my way thru.

Mathematics
Promo: A
Overall: A
for maths, our class actually topped the cohort. so pro la. den everyone gt A for promos. haha, and my A is like a super low A can. even though it's an A. thot i deducted like 30 over marks. but apparently, i didnt. so yea, super low A.

Chemsitry
Promo: U
Overall: E
omg, U grade for promos can. U leh. wadever la, maybe is my first time getting U lo. so very de ): den moderate like siao? 2 grades leh. den i calculated my VA marks was like 10.8? if the marks for ct and promos remain constant tt is. 10.8 out of 10. LOL. okayy, quite disappointed with myself. i tink i really suck at chem. my chem is like CANNOT MAKE IT de. seriously need tuition.

Economics
Promo: D
Overall: D
juz touch grade D only. lucky me. was expecting a S grade only since my ct.. was horrible. so yea, no comments for econs.

Physics
Promo: D
Overall: C
again, my class was the top for the cohort with everyone getting an A or B overall except for 3 pple and yea, i m one of the 3. i knew how to do some of the qns i did wrongly. i knew it de lo. den everyone like get an A and B and me? a C. okay, maybe it is stupid to be disappointed over this small thing, but having a grade diff frm the majority really makes me feel very stressed up. it's like everyone is so smart! and me..sighhs.

den no mood no mood. didnt want to go home straight. so me ivy and zy went out. ivy wanted go popular budden we cldnt decide which popular to go. so we said watever bus cum first den board lo. 156- go j8, 852- go northpt, 74- go amk, 961- heck popualr and go queenstown. okay in the end, went amk.

den waited for 853 to go home. hate waiting for buses in amk coz they are super long. den reached my stop. after a while, it started raining. SHEESH. den i was all drenched. super duper drenched la. like can squeeze water frm my blouse de and water were all dripping from my hair >< den sth bad happened la when i reached home. irritating.

guess it's a bad day. yup, nit to work hard, nit tuition :/

2007-10-22T03:06:00.000+08:00

YAY blogging time. haha. yest went to mich's hse to do pw. and i was LATE agn. overslpt! haha. den reached at 11 when it was supposedly 1030. these few days kept overslping :/ haha, den they were alrdy doin things when i reached. den after tt, mich went upstairs to print some stuffs. so left me, rad n yp. we were supposedly searching for videos on telephones. den rad was searching 'The Ring' movie coz gt telephone inside? den we watched trailers but dun haf leh. haha, den some trailers so scary. yp totally didnt want to watch. den rad sae watch with me. but she cheat my feelings la! she covered her eyes den i didnt even noe. so i watched myself den ehh, gt some scary parts.. den haha! i covered my eyes using my bag den went eeeyer! haha i actually teared abit leh. haha, duno is scared or wat but i was laughing. LOL. den we ended up looking at horror movies de trailers and duno wat korean movie. budden watched the movie till halfway, we were screaming like siao. haha, so disgusting, the fingernail ermm actually came off? haha. den i wanted to continue watching but rad dun let! ): and yp agreed to lend me some horror movies wor!(:

so we did some filming before and after lunch. haha, first part was mich acting. i was trying nt to laugh when yp was filming but was too funny le(: oh yes, yh came when we were having lunch and made me walk out to fetch her >< den after lunch, went to film at the park nearby. haha, den rad being "the best director" went mad(: yup, so we did part of the video and came back. had apple pie with ice cream den started making the video. okayy, den me n yh juz fell aslp. very lazy de us. after eating den slp. haha, too tired le. i slpt at 430am and she slpt at 5am. tt's why :/ den i tink i slpt like an hr on the table. woke up tt time, mich n yp was kinda done. haha. den we walked out of mich's hse at 7. woah. and missed my bus AGAIN. reached home at 8.

after dinner was I&R ): wanted to start but kept chatting non-stop >< haha, so yea started at like duno wat time. den juz finished. YAY. TOTAL CRAP! wonder how mr song is gona mark. haha.

getting scripts back ltr. omg, i m so gona die. i tink i will see lots of failures. sighs. ltr will be a ~~NIGHTMARE~~

2007-10-21T02:55:00.000+08:00

yest, saturday. was supposed to meet pw grp at 10 at hostel de wor. den my dog woke me up at 7 plus coz it was barking for me to feed it >< haha den i went back to slp agn coz was way too early. den set alarm at 830. in the end, it like nv ring leh! duno is it nv ring or i off it. den i suddenly thot to myself, 45 mins gt so long de meh coz after feeding my dog was like ard 45 mins to 830 mah. den i jumped up and realised omg 945 le?! haha. in the end, reached hostel like at 1110. more than an hr late. lucky is rad and yp there. at least gt company.

den i reached den we went SIM coz rad sae wan charge. den we did abit of the script for op there den decided to have lunch. but so packed down there so we decided go poolside. cldnt finish my lunch ): den continued with the script. till i fell aslp. haha, after lunch mah.. so very tired :/ can see how lazy i m. den i tink i slpt for like alf hr w/o knowing. den woke up to tok crap(: den yp told me gt rumours sae our class everyone gt A for maths? i was tinking impossible la coz i abit deduct like 30 over marks, near 40 le leh. unless they moderate more than 10 marks la, or else impossible 24 of us get A. perhaps 23 of us ba. haha. and it's RUMOURS sumore la.

den called mich and she sae her meeting will end at ard 330. so we finished the script at like 240. den we stoned. tok crap like 'snow white and the 7 dwarfs' (LOL!)and they said i was super high? haha. den was yp's turn to slp. den i did abit of the graph. den near 330, we walked towards the hostel coz rad wan put her laptop in her room. coz we are goin to take pics at expo(: pw date(: haha.

budden ahh, waited for mich at nj there till 4 plus. she haven end her meeting yet. so we sae we go newton mrt first, at least there gt aircon. den we wait n wait till we went to buy ice cream.

our ice creams. can see how bored we are rite? actually took pics of icecreams. guess which one was mine? *look at the sizes of the ice creams(: haha, i tink quite obvious ba?

haha. waited till 5 plus. totally slacking >< den we set off! budden decided to go suntec coz nearer which i only noe when we were on the train. haha, i abit de slow. den i cldnt go with them coz thot initially go expo de and i nit reach pasir ris at 6 plus mah. so i psed them >< SO SORRY. and ya lo, abit thot nit to reach pasir ris at 6 plus. in the end was nt leh. this is where i was damn pissed la.

okay i called my mum at 545 and told her i gg to pasir ris le den will reach there at 6 plus den she sae okay den ask me call my dad. okay i did and told him i gona reach at 6 plus. den he sae okay lo. so i reached there at 620 n called agn and asked where they are. they sae still in yishun lehh. ask me go there myself first. venue was aranda ctry club. like how the hell wld i noe where it is? den my dad went take bus la. ya i oso noe take bus, take which bus la! den keep asking me go when i duno how? why they always force me to do things which i duno? den at tt moment, i feel like saeing i m going home le and tt's it lo. crap but i sae i wait for u at the busstop. u hurry come. so went to a busstop and stoned. den called agn at 645? den my mum told me they gona fetch my sis at 7 at bkt timah. i was like wat the.. u tell me earlier la den i cld haf gone with my pw grp to suntec rite? den keep insisting me to go first coz rush here rush there they will reach at 8. den i asked my mum issit near downtown east coz if it is, i noe how to go. den she sae duno. duno den like i noe meh? den she sae ni bu shi mei ci qu chalet de meh? den take the bus wat. den i went go chalet is take their bus la, nt normal bus. so i sae i wait. nvm i wait. i was super pissed le la. why didnt u tell me u are fetching my sis at 7! den when i told u all i reaching at 6plus u all still sae okay and abit tell me will set off frm yishun at 6 leh. like wat the.

so in the end i waited like 1 hr 15 mins for them? made me breathe in 1 hr 15 mins of polluted air la. made me wait down there like an idiot. coz there's only 1 bus service at tt busstop so when the bus cum, everyone will board it den only some idiot like me will stone at the busstop? den abit my fone goin no batt la, so cant listen to songs, cant play games, if nt ltr they cant contact me. oso cant go anywhere to walk coz i duno wat time they will reach and i oso cant keep making calls since goin no batt. so stoned there lo. den did experiment leh. see how long it takes for the bus to cum. i tink gt 20 mins ba when the board wrote 9-11 mins. cheat de lo! pissed pissed super pissed.

when they finally came, went in and started quarrelling la. sae my mum den she went sae my dad den ended up both of them quarrelling. dots. den i went wadever la, wo de cou okay? den she sae oso nv sae is my fault. but i tink my mum alrdy made it so obvious tt it's my fault? okay lo, so i admit lo, my fault. coz i dun wan to argue with her anymore coz wadever i sae, it WILL be MY fault. quarrelled even after we gt off the car. till we cant find where the venue.

we walked like here and there to find la. i tink we spent more than 15 mins finding? in the end, finally found it. then by the time, i oso nt tt pissed le coz canot show tt i m pissed in front of the pple there wat. anw, went there for my cousin de baby's one mth celebration. so okay lo. den went there eat den stone. den after a while, went to play mahjong with my sis and 2 uncles. den gt another uncle cum look at my tiles. haha, actually i wasnt even playing seriously coz i abit listening to songs using my bro's fone and looking ard. played it coz too bored le. den tt uncle cum help me. den everytime i wan to chi or pong, he like react faster than me, den shout so loud till xia dao wo. but he chao funny la. haha. den in the end, we won tt rd, den he ask me give him hi-five. LOL! den played another rd tgther agn but he left half way den i won agn. haha, chao funny.

den went off. den my mum sae wan go GIANT to buy things. den i went dun wan i wan go home. coz she like wasted my 1 hr plus at the busstop stoning le lo. den in the end, coz GIANT shun lu mah when go home, so my dad asked wan go anot. den everyone like okay with it EXCEPT me. i said i wan go home, den asked them send me to mrt or sth. den they started saeing me agn la. maybe there's sth wrong with me coz there shld be no reason why i shldnt go ba. maybe is coz i too pissed over the busstop thing. den i sae i wan go home do pw. den nw is my sis and mum target me lo. my sis went do wat pw. i sae do individual de which is I & R. den she sae tmr de do la. i sae tmr i gg out to do grp de. den she keep saeing tmr do tmr do. den i sae wadever i dun wan to argue with u anymore. okay lo, i quite pissed off. AGAIN.

in the shopping centre, i totally walked alone. didnt stick to them. i wandered ard ALONE den sat down sumwhere ALONE. rahhh, chao ji angry la. kept frowning. i even told my mum before tt i dun wan to buy anything, i wan go home coz she kept asking me to go get those things i wan. in the end, i really bought NOTHING. which is so unlike me. can see how pissed i m rite. reached home at like 1205. gosh. so eventually managed to qi xiao le. coz kept frowning, very easily get old de leh. LOL.

today is really a bad bad day. maybe it's sth wrong with me la. but sumtimes i wonder, do they realy care abt me? made me wait for more than an hr but none seems apolegetic abt it. if only i get sick, maybe then they will really care, but nope, i cant fall ill though alrdy feeling unwell! ><
sighhs, ran out of dog food agn. realised i quite random but still, sigh. broke. no money till nxt mon ba ):

2007-10-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

woke up n realised oh ya, didnt off my laptop. LOL! was using it to watch anime and lying on the bed. den watch till i fell aslp and didnt off it. and battery totally flat when i woke up. haha, den ya, the moment i woke up, was to charge it and on it and to WATCH anime. LOL.

den watched till 230. till i super sian den called jz. haha, den she ahh, SUPER DISTRACTED! NEVER pay attention to wat i was toking de ): so yea, den after tt went eat lunch which was maggi mee. haha. den before tt, i abit ate 2 slices of cakes and 1 garlic bread so i was struggling with my mee. damn bloated.

reached sch at 515. ehh, tt stupid 852 bus la. trip so uncomfortable. like move abit den stop move abit den stop. den the uncle can abit comb his hair while driving! LOL! stoned in bus ><

went find jz and zy den stoned down there. aiyo, i came to sch coz i bored at home. but end up in sch, sat down there.. which is even more sian! den walked ard the sch till 7. went to the hall for the party thing. den eeeeyer so boring one. all bands den i oso duno how appreciate. haha, i find it damn noisy >< ended up me zy and ivy went walk here n there.

hmm, the whole thing very boring leh. tt's wat i felt la. and ah, the fb de ah, kept asking us buy fries. haha, lucky i didnt coz after tt, they ownself sae wat their oil black de like choc. den the cooker black one den duno wat. even sl sae the oil dirty! LOL! haha. lucky only ate 2(: hahaha. den fries super salty! so much salt one. den we were like examining every single one of them la.

super boring so went home(: den i saw my bus went past me AGAIN! these few days damn suay one. keep missing my buses. den jz so nice took 852 with me till khatib(: and omg juz realised i ate too much today le. abit still eating 2 slices of cakes now. means i ate like 5 slices of cake? one at 12 plus am den 2 at 12 pm den 2 now! gosh. 肥死了!

2007-10-18T18:34:00.000+08:00

today hafta walk to the MAIN GATE AGAIN WOR. haha my grp wanted meet at 9 de. den yipeng reached so early like 848? den i reached there like 926. haha. den we started stoning coz hafta wait for rad's laptop and yh oso haven reach. den rad reached at like 950 and yh 10 sth. haha, den we did abit of ppt. like a TINY bit. den we were like, we ask mr song ltr if we can dun present la since we haven really prepare den mich oso down coz gt yr end. mr song said okay leh. so we sae forget it, dun do le. haha, so we went down to get some food. we totally heck care le la.

aiyo, den walked down the moment, xia dao. coz zy's frens huimin and jialin suddenly called out to me, asked me buy donuts. haha, so i bought one. den after eating, went find them coz yh oso wan one. den i went suan jialin sae nobody wans buy frm her. haha, den was so bored till we started taking photos. initially taking with yh de den jialin sae wan take oso den huimin oso. so ended up we took photos instead of selling donuts. haha. budden we take photos tt time den attract pple leh, they ownself cum buy w/o even having to ask them if they wan buy.

den went dry run. went in den was like super scary. coz is like exam conditions den whole rm so empty. den we were like telling mr song we nv prepare blah blah blah. okay, quite screwed la, nv do ppt, nv make scripts, nth! so we spent time toking abt how our new ppt will be like. den mr song sae nvm la, juz use the op wkshop de ppt to present when we are like nt gona use tt for the real op. so we juz presented. didnt noe we gona present la coz juz now asked mr song he sae it's okay nt to present or wat. so yea, no scripts(: and i practically forgt wat i said on the op wkshop day.

haha, den when it was my turn to speak. i noe i kept rolling my eyes coz i was tinking wat i said tt time. haha, in the end i only spoke for 2 mins plus. duno wat to sae la. haha. den mr song gave comments, sae i gt smile which is gd. haha, rubbish la! i smiled is coz i forgt wat to sae mah so i juz smile to him. haha.

haha, den went macs at the serene centre to eat lunch with jz and sl. haha, initially went coro den wanted to eat at ke ai ji den so many pple. den i sae i oso broke liao, dun wan eat too ex de, so we walked to serene centre(: haha, peeped into island cremery coz yangling, my senior like worked there. but too bad today nt her shift ): haha, anw oso nt close to her, juz wan to confirm it's really her lo. den after lunch, walked to busstop.

and i saw 855 and 852 went off while walking. so bad luck. den while waiting, saw FIVE bus service 74 leh. so unfair. den reached northpt at 430. waited for zy for 15 mins. haha. WAIT agn. i m so pro at waiting for pple(: haha, den went to look at the shoes we wanted to buy. den ask the person if there's other colours. den the 2 pple down there like blur blur one. i asked one, he went ask the other guy. den the other guy sae only gt tt colour when he nv check. den i asked if he can help me check. den he like walked one rd WITHOUT even checking. den came back tell us dun haf other colours. damn blur leh he. den we juz walked out of the shop lo. so stupid one. den we chatted till ard 6 den went home. haha.

2007-10-17T20:49:00.000+08:00

yest morn, waited like 15 mins for my bus. tt stupid bus juz dun wan cum lo. den my bus stop dun even haf a single nj student other than me. normally, there are quite a few de. den i was like ahh, forget it, sure late AGAIN. unexpectedly, i reached sch at 736. haha.

den maths lecture, me n ivy were practically drawing on each other's paper. nv pay attention >< den tcher skipped 2 pgs, we didnt even noe. den sl saw ivy draw on my paper, den oso started drawing. aiyo, my paper like for them to vandalise de! den maths tutorial became pw period. den last min let mr song flip thru our wr. den he went i wont give u any comments. wahh, sounds like he gt comments but dun wan sae. seems like BAD comments la. eeeyer. den after tt maths lesson, sk said sth very wrong leh. haha.

so after lunch, did pw till like 3 plus. took a break den went for chem lecture. den me and yh so extra, only the 2 of us sitting right in front when the whole class sat one or two rows above. den both of us dozed off during the lecture(:

den accompanied jz to northpt to buy her plane model. haha, it's like i nv go to the 'create and play' section in popular before leh. haha, den ohh found out that there is such a thing called cement glue. LOL, my childhood like deprived de, nv play with such model before. haha. anw oso nt very interested after jz sae must glue den wat nit to paint urself >< fell aslp on the floor after watching the 9pm show. LOL.

today, hmm... reached sch at like 910. which means i hafta walk by the MAIN gate. agn la! den went raintree for pw. till 12, ate lunch till 1. haha, den slacked n went for tok at 130. thruout the entire tok, wasnt listening(: den jz was like playing with her cube. haha. den went out to the toilet coz gt WEAK BLADDER. LOL.

pw pw and more pw after the tok. till 545. yawns. den hmm walked to the gate den saw my bus. ran to chase after it. den ouch, my arm and palm like brushed agnst the gate :/ okay den called my bro. told him i will be reaching nrthpt at 630.

den in the bus, when it stopped at hwa chong there. i saw a grp of hc pple. i was like tinking isnt tt guy frm my pri sch. and isnt tt gal frm st nicks. haha. den they sat behind me and tok and i overheard everything. nt i eavesdrop! is they tok so loudly. haha, anw i heard a guy saeing 2 st nicks gals= 1 market. i was like EHHHH. den they suddenly tok abt a gal called du qian. currently in nj de. den the gal went "she was frm st nicks de". the guy went "she gt a funny face and she was in the same class as me in pri sch". den i was like tinking.. LOL, i noe du qian de leh. though nt very close. but ya, she same pri and sec sch with me. DOTS. haha.

in the end, reached nrthpt at 630 and i waited for my bro till 7 can!! ahhhh, stood there like an idiot >< okay, took the cake coz it's my dad and bro's bdae. den he sae he hungry so bought some bread. haha, so damn broke!(: spent like almost 1 wk of my pocket money. like spending alot alot the past few mths. yup. i tink i SHLD WORK during the hols. den ah, wanted to take bus home le lo. den my mum called. she asked us wait for her to go home tgther. hmm, so we sat at the interchange there n waited. waited like 10 mins. so i practically wasted like almost 1 hr waiting for my bro n mum! LOL!

in the end, walked home. den halfway my mum's fren suddenly appeared frm behind. xia dao wo la. my mum was like saeing sth den i went pi la. LOL. okay went home den had dinner. ate red eggs and look at my hand(:

so bloody red(: den ah, light candles tt time, the stupid wax drip onto my finger and it's RED wax. haha.

op dry run tmr! AHH. and my grp haven really prepare leh ): so tmr dry run wont be a real dry run >< but nvm, we will make it de(: for the real op. pple, JIAYOU!

2007-10-15T19:15:00.000+08:00

slpt at 5plus this morn. haha, my pw grp discussion ended at ard 3 plus if i rmb correctly. initially was dozing off budden ltr cldnt slp. gt reasons one. so yea, went to watch anime till 5 plus till i gt a little tired and went to slp.

woke up at ard 815am. coz of stupid yh! coz we gt pw meeting at 1030 den yh wanted eat breakfast tgther at macs so decided to meet at 930. den called her and she sae she wan to slp. made me wake up so early for nth!! so went to on the com. i like whole day stare at the com.

so reached sch at 1030. waited at the busstop. first one to reach!(: haha, and yipeng ah.. super duper SLOW! haha. den we collated the wr coz everyone print separately mah. too many pgs le >< den den AHHHH realised we gt missing pgs and some pgs print wrongly. aiyo, lucky slpyhead yh is still at home so called her to print those. BUDDEN she ran out of colour ink. so HAIZ. den mich sae go her hse print la so i went to her hse with her. yup yup den printed. budden she gt yr end things after tt, so she wont be goin back to sch. initially thot i hafta walk in by the main gate alone ): lucky her mum drove me in(: YAY thks alot!(:

haha yay finally wr is SO done. tt bkshop auntie even commented tt our wr is so thick. LOL! anw, went to poolside to have lunch. den yh halfway ps us when she saw her bus cuming. this is like the 3rd time le, yh? haha. so yea, while eating, we thot of some crazy and LAME ideas for op. haha in the end, we still cldnt decide so went home. an hr trip home. so damn tired. even slpt in the bus.

den watched anime once i reached home. till now! haha. abit i cried while watching la. madness, cartoon only i still can cry. and this is nt my first time le wor. haha, but canot blame me la, so touching mah(: den aiyo, my mum's fren called n ask me things. haha, she is nice to tok to(:

normal lessons tmr. sighs.

2007-10-14T17:32:00.000+08:00

i dun wan to tink, maybe i m all wrong. but i cant help but have doubts. i feel betrayed but maybe it's nt you. well, guess i tink too much. well, i shld juz act like i know nth. seriously nth.

slpt at 4am. was slacking alot alot. den net gt probs so damn pissed n went to slp. woke up at 12 plus. den eat eat eat den feel damn sian. like nth to do. den kena scolded coz i dun wan to do hsework. why issit always me? ahh, forget it. it has always been like this. why m i complaining abt it again. so i sae i rather go clear my table coz everything in a mess. notes everywhere since promos. so yea, cleared everything which is under my table. den my mum oso like clearing alot of things. threw alot of things away. tt's abt it.

life is so sian.

2007-10-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY
phy lessons early in the morn and mrs teai went thru phy mcq. ahhhh, den was like omg omg omg i deducted like 11 marks le? budden she said none of us failed so woah wat a relief(:

and yh ahh so smart! didnt cum to sch leh. was at home slping den slp until like ard 1230, i called her den she woke up n came to sch. aiyo, slp so much de her. den after tt was op. such a long long day. was damn tired.

went to eat dinner at curry wok with jz, ivy, yh and sl. haha. so interesting den kept suaning jz!(: after tt, went to amk hospital to visit my ah ma. met up with my mum first den we walked to the hospital frm presbyterian high sch. quite far den was quite dark. haha, ate ice cream while walking there(: den my mum kept asking me issit the amk hospital when it was anderson pri. haha, den when we reached the hospital, we quite unsure den i abit still walked to the very front to verify tt it was amk hospital indeed.

okay dun quite like the hospital. there's this weird feeling >< den went to 4th lvl to visit my ah ma. den i ownself went to lvl 1 to go to the toilets. LOL! like the toilets only at lvl 1 for visitors can! den it's freaky far away, den i walked n walked. gt this scary feeling ><

reached home at 930, watched tv till 10 and juz dozed off on the floor! really cldnt stand it lo! haha, eyes damn dry, damn tired. sighs.

TODAY
no maths lesons so first period is chem tutorial. and yes, went thru chem mcq. omg, 6 out of 20 correct. fail like SHIT can. is like 4 whole pgs wrong wrong wrong. den totally no mood le, dun wan tok to anyone. but after tinking for quite some time, wo zhong yu xiang tong le. yup, so nt tt moody after tt. den watched alot of videos today durin econs lecture n tutorials. den dozed off for a while! >< den gp lecture i oso fell aslp when i was like right in front of the tchers. haha, so boring la!

den went back to aj with jz. den she pangseh me for a while! haha, so i went find my frens(: saw a lot of pple. let's see..ankita, priscilla, wendy, joan, wei hao, rong jing, kelvin, wenjie, twin, carrot, peihong, jess, mami, wal, weiqi, clement, eugenia and i forgt le >< jiu shi heng duo heng duo. hmm, den tt kelvin kept acting blur, sae duno me. haha. oh, den saw sk, xh and sam in aj oso. hmmms. haha, okay and they are SUPER weird(:

den went to northpt to have dinner with jz. both of us like dun wan go home lo. haha coz feel so sian ):

2007-10-10T20:05:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging for days. sigh everyday is like PW now. sun pw meeting at mich's hse. mon nj pw day. tues no sch for my class but i oso haf pw meeting at SIM. today there is this defence talk. i was like practically dozing off there. haha, den yipeng n shen yang tok to me, after tt den i can keep myself awake. oh den the tok ended at 1010 ard there. so early(: budden everyone went do pw. PW AGN.

den my bro forgt bring his keys and called me. in the end he waited for like an hr. coz suddenly rain so hafta go to interchange to change bus >< den ya came back watch youtube and do PW AGAIN! haha. well, dun feel like goin to sch tmr. gt the stupid op wkshop n normal lessons. SIGHS.

seriously no mood these few days. what can i do to help? ):

2007-10-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

pw today at mich's hse. haha, cldnt wake up! budden forced myself to. sigh so tired. den hafta walk all the way to yishun bus interchange to take bus. everyday oso walk walk walk. 15 mins walk to yishun interchange. nt abit sian only. frm my hse go to mrt station very the inconvenient leh. 15 mins to khatib. 15 mins to yishun. so can imagine me wakling frm khatib back home everyday. SICK. anw was walking den suddenly saw this big crowd at the place beside the hospital which is gona be built. eh so crowded den hafta squeeze thru them. i was like against the current ><

slpt in the bus since it takes an hr to get there. yawns. slp until i thot i missed the stop so i jumped up. den realised chey nv miss la. den ya, did pw till 530 or so. so damn tired la! do until almost fell aslp. haha, yipeng oso lo! den we both went crazy n crapped alot to try to keep ourselves awake. went totally mad(: den mich n rad gave us weird looks! haha. oh yes, i was trapped in the toilet lo! haha. after quite some time, den i cld open the door like FINALLY. haha.

ate alot alot today till i feel FAT. ate 5 diff types of fruits and 2 pieces of cakes. haha. for lunch, went adam food court to eat. my first time there(: den it started raining. i almost slipped. coz my slippers so lousy! so slippery de >< den i pulled yipeng's shirt. haha. lucky nv fall or it will be super maluating.

tired day today. even slpt in the bus on the way home. sigh today cldnt go out with aj frens ): coz of pw. wahh. den wj u very smart leh, call u den u orh okay den hanged up the phone on me! irritating! wahh, carrot n twin, miss u all leh, must go out one day k?(:

2007-10-06T19:39:00.000+08:00

slpt at 4 today this morn. was watching youtube. haha. cldnt slp agn. den woke up at 10 plus. is my bro woke me up de. he went hurry wake up, fish die liao. i was tinking which fish. den is the arowana, the 金龙鱼. den i juz jumped out of bed. saw it lying on the floor can. it committed suicide la, jumped out of the tank itself den nobody noes den die down there. i almost wan to puke la, first thing i woke up is to c tt big fish lying down there. it's like my dad reared it when it was 10 over cm i guess den now lke 40 over cm? eh my estimation sucks.

den i called on my dad lo. he asked me to put it back to the tank to c if it's still alive even though how much i insisted tt it's alrdy dead. den it was like i dun dare to put it back la. so big so heavy sumore i look at it i feel very scared leh. as if it's staring at me. den its tank is like maybe 1.5m high ba. so high sumore. den the net nt big enuf. use wat? hand? cloth? omg la. i attempted but i juz cldnt do it coz i very scared. den i called my mum, thot maybe today she gt no work today n was juz downstairs. budden she abit working. den she kept asking me to put it back. den sae if nt, den duno wat duno one. i felt damn stressed la. kept forcing me when i dun dare. even my bro dun dare la. he's a guy n if he dun dare wat makes me dare to put it. wadever la. was so scared n kena stressed by my parents till i duno wat to do n juz cried. sighs. even begged my bro to put it back but he dun wan.

lucky my dad came back budden he kinda scolded me la. sae wat slp slp slp till nv hear the sound or wat. BUT i on the aircon la, so it's like the door is closed? so cant hear. sigh, den i totally no mood la. okay lo, maybe it's my fault. shldnt haf slpt so late den perhaps can wake up earlier n sumhw save it. ltr still haf cip. it's like NO MOOD le la. den i watched tv, watch till i slp la. cry till tired. crazy de me. woke up tt time saw a frog in my rm den i ignored it den after a while, it died. almost stepped on it :/

den went for cip. today abit 5 kids came only. initially went over to the other side to tutor de. budden they damn noisy la, very rude sumore, command pple liddat. lame la. den i stood down there with jz lo, dun wan tutor them. irritating de leh. in the end we went back to the kidsread section. den taught them how make the frog hat. den today's story abit abt FROGS la. disgusting! morn c dead frog now the story abt frogs. sumore i very scared of frogs oso. den ya, today's cip is damn sian. maybe coz i no mood lo. den halfway i still felt hungry coz didnt have lunch. no appetite ><

after cip ended, stoned there for a while den left. didnt wan to go home so early so me, jz n sl went to popular. den we started looking at bks. kiddy bks and a bk abt teenage de or wat. abit saw 4 bks which tok abt or showed frogs. i went.. FROGS AGAIN.

today is such a bad day. pw tmr. SIGHS.

2007-10-05T22:29:00.000+08:00

games fest today. so we all hafta go to the grand stand. before tt, ivy showed us class photo(: haha. and so we walked frm parade sq to round table using the carpark tt route. den nit to bend down to pass the barrier thing to cross over to the other side. and the stupid me, accident-prone as usual, hit my head while crossing over. den gt this loud sound which jz n ivy heard. so damn loud. METAL leh. so pain ): and this morn on the bus, i abit hit the other side of my head while slping. so my head is like..OUCH?

den wu yuan wu gu kena dragged into playing fb. den when me, jz n ivy dun wan, samuel ah pushed us until we all almost fell >< den we tried to escape frm going to the courts twice but both oso unsuccessful one ): so played the game. i was like stoning down there. duno how play, only gt the ball twice. haha den i played for a while, i dun wan play le den i gave jz the stick n sae subt le la. den hurry sat down so i wont hafta play anymore.

den we went play cards after tt. wanted to play capt ball de but no guys to play with us since the rule states tt must haf 3 guys 3 gals. so we gt no choice but to play cards. played for hrs. den gt once, i abit still shuffling when there was a pe tcher behind me. xia si ren.

den went to zy's hse to get tennis racquets since we gona play tennis and anthony helped us bk tennis court le. den went northpt for lunch. den went to mrt there de busstop to wait for shuttle bus. abit the first shuttle bus came and everyone squeezed to get up. in the end, pushed us away den we hafta wait for another bus lo ):

reached there and abit gt lost. haha, walked until so close to the swimming pool which is near the tennis courts but we juz didnt c the pool. haha. when we reached the tennis courts.. woah super duper hot. so we started playing(: and something stupid happened to me. a source of entertainment for them. haha. lucky held on to the net den nv fall. budden friction! >< so my finger very pain ): play until ivy left at 5 plus. den we stopped playing at ard 545. coz sumone came up to look lo. haha, turned out tt guy is xh.so we packed up n everything n went down to the squash courts n laughed at him(: the way he plays is chao ji funny. haha. den went home.

was super thirsty so went fridge budden found only milk so i poured one cup for myself den poured another for my bro since he wans it. den in the end, he sae dun wan den pour half for me. in the end i drank like 1.5 cups? bloated. and i wan sae my bro n mum keep hitting my head! so today my head is like kena head concussion ><

2007-10-04T14:54:00.000+08:00

CHEM SPA today. haha. den abit my mum woke me up at 630. to do wat u noe? to help my bro iron his shirt leh! and iron mine oso. den after tt i went back to slp. den overslpt by 15 mins. so took a ltr bus. den reached nj busstop at like 9.08am. thot the sch gate might still be opened. so went to try my luck but turned out i no luck one. so walked all the way to main gate leh. so sian. and i m like the only stupid one frm the class who reached late n hafta walk in frm the main gate.

den physics spa kena delayed. den the stupid spa. made me light 7 matches, the stupid wick juz dun wan to burn. den i c mich like finish the 1st expt le i still trying to light up the stupid wick. den the flame abit going to reach my fingers le, the wick ahhhh, still dun wan to light up ): in the end i gave up n use lighter. and agn, i m like the only stupid one who cant get it lighted. initially was afraid i duno how light up the matchstick den ended up i strike so many matches and is the wick which dun wan to get lighted up. damn stupid.

yea, went home after lunch and playing cards in sch ><

sighhs. 我好烦.

2007-10-03T00:29:00.001+08:00

haha, went out with zy, jz and ivy
TO ORCHARD
didnt want to wake up initially
coz super tired
woke up den very giddy so went back slp
lucky wasnt late, reached there juz on time(:
den tok alot ><
den i keep having static with them
they sae 我一直出电! LOL!

haha, den ivy saw alot of her frens
JINGZHI saw one.
must emphasise it's JINGZHI!(:

den went to catch a movie
in the end duno wat to watch
so decided on 'nannies diaries'
the movie super boring can!
waste money, waste time.
so nt nice!

den went home
super duper tired
den immediately help my bro do art leh
so sian!!
yest he ask me do den i sae dun wan
now i feel so bad so help him do lo
haha den i do until like now?
haven finish yet, taking break!
or else can die
abit juz now while i was colouring, my bro still watching tv leh!
make me hafta triple-task
watch tv, chat and colour
haha!
well well, gona help him agn soon.
TIRED-

2007-10-01T16:04:00.000+08:00

YAY! last paper finished!
but i like going to fail for all my papers ><
but nvm, it's FREEDOM!

can finally watch hrs and hrs of tv
play games
go out with friends
ANYTHING(:

went for class lunch
after tt ivy wan go northpt
jz followed along too
so the 3 of us took 852 tgther(:

haha, duno wat to blog le ><
but jiayou for those who haven finish their exams(:

2007-09-28T16:31:00.000+08:00

let's see.. more than 2 wks nv blog le. haha. and this 2 wks ah, alot of things happened.

like 2 wks ago, on a sunday, i was doing my work. den i saw one insect juz fly towards the light. was buzzing away. den it flew to the table light and i saw like yellow and black strips de. i was tinking bee? but bee attracted to light de meh? at first i ignored it, coz i thot one only. budden it kept flying towards me so i juz ran to the other rm. den there was like one in there oso. so i ran to the living rm. there were 2! den was like everywhere oso gt at least one. so i juz sat at one corner. den more n more juz flew in. i was so scared tt i screamed to my mum la. asked her to chase them away. in the end, my mum n i lured some to a rm by swirching off the lights in other rms. den my dad was still ignorant. sae ignore them la, sae they will fly away. but i scared they cum sting me la. there were like more than 30 can! imagine the whole hse filled with so many of those things. den in the end, didnt manage to chase all away. there were still a few. so my mum n i decided to kill them ourselves using newspapers. den hafta climb to the light source there, hit them down n smack them dead. they were like flying so fast. in the end, i wasted one hr killing them. and my hands damn pain la, coz hafta hit very hard. initially, i thot those things fly into my hse only, but there were alot of dead ones outside my hse and there were alot at every level. so gross la. took some pics.

on the staircase.

near the lift.

in the lift.

close-up.

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and yea, i finally did filing! haha. all those notes were all piling everywhere. on my table, the computer tables, the dining table. practically everywhere! and to prepare for promos, decided to file them neatly. haha.

this is how messy i can get while filing.

so proud of myself after filing. actually spent like almost 5hrs sorting them out and filing them up. TIRING!

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sent my dog for grooming. haha. spent a total of 40 bucks. plus the dog food i bought, i spent like 65 bucks on the dog this month. when i gt like 120 bucks a month. spent more than half le. BROKE BROKE BROKE. so yea, full grooming so my dog was botak after tt. haha. but becoz it is botak, my mum den allowed it to run ard the hse(:

den in the end, coz parents juz came back frm shopping so all the things were still on the floor. so my dog thot those things for her de. den she guarded those food, didnt allow us to take. became so fierce! haha. had to use dog food to lure it frm those things.

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these few days.. PROMOS. sians. and i feel so screwed. econs case study screwed. maths, i made so many mistakes. actually plot 2 instead of -2 so the whole damn thing was wrong. den plot wrong graph so tt part oso totally wrong. and the most pro thing was, i wasted time exploring my gc during exam leh!! today was chem. totally gone case liao. whole org chem qn wrong! den left quite a few blanks. den mcq was totally tikam de? 5 more mins, i abit still gt like 3 pgs left plus a few qns which i skipped. omg la. if i can ever get a 'S' for chem, i will be satisfied. hope they moderate >< mon last paper phy! last paper! yay. but i haven touch a single bit yet and i have been slacking ever since my chem paper ended till now. sian la. exams suck. school sucks ):

2007-09-13T17:44:00.000+08:00

life is so fragile.
4 yrs ago, my grandfather,
yesterday his bro.
this poor man
who lived 8 storeys below my hse,
i kinda pity him.
when he was still ard,
his family doesnt even care abt him?
his children, his wife.
well,i m noone to criticise them.
but i cant help but say my family cared abt him even more than his?
sighs.
i juz cant stand the fact tt as u get older, more n more pple treat u as useless.
but this is life.

may he rest in peace.

2007-09-10T23:33:00.000+08:00

i have been a bad girl
overslpt
woke up at 630
bugged my dad to fetch me to sch
threatened tt if he dun i m nt gona go to sch
and tt's it.
they wanted me to take a cab to sch
coz my dad said tt he needs to meet sumone at 730
but i said no
coz i've gt a real bad experience hailing a cab when i was gona be late for sch when i was sec 1
in the end he sent me to sch
reached at ard 710
felt real bad and guilty
was tinking tt i shld have taken a cab
i shldnt have been so stubborn
coz of me, my dad was gona be late
coz of me, my dad even resorted to cutting lanes while driving
everything was coz of me.
sighh.
i shall nt overslp agn
esp during sch day.

fungus attack agn. was initially the right side of my face. now it's gona be the left. sigh. thot totally recovered le but apparently, it's NOT.

2007-09-09T21:57:00.000+08:00

haha, i m here to blog agn. went mugging with my aj frens yest n today(:

yest went to mug with wenjie and twin. initially wanted to meet at 2 de. budden haha, i overslpt! slp till 1245. den i went to bathe my dog. den gt out of the hse, walked to yishun interchange. den both of them kept hurrying me, sae fly there la. wenjie even offered to buy lunch for me coz i told him i haven eat yet and i planning to buy and eat at twin's hse. budden i scared he buy some rubbish food for me, so i dun wan. haha. den reached the bus interchange, was like 220. den i tink i juz missed the bus. so i waited and waited. quite long. and finally my bus came and u noe wat. the ez link tapping system spoilt de, so the bus driver juz chased us off the bus la, asked us wait for nxt bus. was like wth? wait so long den u chase me out the bus. nv even try to fix the thing. win le lo. so i waited for another 15 mins for the stupid bus. waste time sia.

reached there ard 310. and twin so NICE de lo. haha, dun wan cum down fetch me. asked me walk to her hse myself! haha. but lucky my memory quite gd. few mths nv go le still rmb how to walk. haha. and tt stupid wenjie so nice de, shout my name frm up there. made me so danm malu. den twin so lame de, stood at the lift there and pose and wait for me.

ate my lunch there and mugged while munching on the snacks tt wenjie bought. so nice of him(: haha. budden we ended up toking more than we mug. tok abt alot alot of interesting things(: haha, and i noe alot abt twin's things and wenjie BIG secret!(: den wenjie kept asking the both of us to shuddup coz we suan him too much but we werent so guai. kept suaning him non stop(:

haha, had dinner at twin's hse. den after dinner, asked her bro if he still recognise me. he sae no leh! NO LEH. haha, make me wanna cry ): anw, after dinner, we slacked abit and went mug. i was super unproductive ): mugged till 10. den i sae i wan go home le but before tt i asked them if they wan mug the nxt day. haha, den we called wal and carrot to ask them oso. den ah, must persuade them until SIAO. wal even scold me guo fen lo! haha. and carrot's voice was so high pitch. HAHAHA.

den walked out. i cld haf taken a str bus to khatib frm her hse but i chose to walk to the mrt with them. coz ah, i wanted to persuade twin to go mug with us all the nxt day lo. haha. den as i was persuading, wenjie went to tickle twin at her neck . den stupid twin almost fell and dragged me with her since we were holding onto each other. den laugh laugh laugh till her coconut head hit my cheek. damn pain leh! aiyo walk out to the mrt only, den will haf so many injuries. she even stepped on my slippers lo.

today, initially wanted to meet at 10 at amk library. ended up everyone gona be late. i abit woke up at 940. called twin to wake her up but she told me she wan go back to slp. msged wj and he woke up. haha. den i reached the library at 1030. i abit alighted frm the bus n fell la. duno tripped onto wat on the grass. den juz fell. wahh, so malu de. and this once agn prove tt i m the legendary injury-prone gal(:

den i was the first one there. cldnt find any table. so i waited for wal to cum. he abit still go find for tables when i told him there wasnt any! haha. den he went to a table and asked one uncle if he cld sit at the nxt table. haha, so malu de. den we waited super long for the rest to cum. haha. while waiting, we started on econs. den after a while, he bo liao and took my fone and sent one rubbish msg to wj la! so er xin! haha. den i took his fone to send one even more er xin msg to wj. haha. den he played with his metal ruler till he accidentally scratched his fone with tt. he was like so xin tong den i was down there suaning him abt it.

den carrot came, followed by wj and twin. haha. den we mugged abit and went out to have lunch. den they keep toking abt one person. sae until so mean. took a photo before wal went home. den mugged maths. aiyo, den carrot and twin were playing with carrot's jacket. so act cute one! actually we kept calling each other act cute today. haha, coz all of them are lo except me!(: and tt wal very de zi lian, whole day take his own pic den keep showing us. LOL! anw, they play and play den me n wj went wo bu ren shi ni. haha.

den carrot went off. left the 3 of us agn. den mugged and mugged maths. at first kept bombarding wj with maths qns. i asked him one qn den he tink for 1 hr la. in the end sae he gif up, sae my fault, made him brain dead. in the end, he found the solution in his tys. den look at the solution le, both of us still dun understand. den i kept suaning him dun look le la, ltr spend one more hr tinking. haha. den in the end, they cum bombard me with maths qns. haha, do until i duno wat i was doing intially before they cum ask me qns.

den wj took out his eom and asked us to look thru lo. omg la, they still haven hand in their eom when stupid nj keep chasin us for it. haha. and yea, left the library at 7 plus. den twin so lame de, we left the library and she saw lightning. den pple were taking pics. den she sae she wan to look at the lightning. haha. and sae scared it will strike her. but i sae her strike oso nt strike her first(:

haha, nice meeting all of them. esp carrot. nv c her for like super long! YAY. today so nice. hahaha. hope we can meet up soon agn. let's all jiayou for promos!(:

2007-09-07T22:48:00.000+08:00

maths mock paper today and becoz of tt i mugged and mugged yest. den mugged till duno wat time, mugged till slp. tink overall slpt like 4 hrs? haha, quite siao la. though i kinda expected tt we will mark the paper ourselves or wat coz mr song cant possibly mark all the scripts! haha, or he will go siao(:

during the maths paper, very funny one. soumya dropped her paper den i picked it up for her. den a few secs ltr, shen yang dropped hers n i picked up agn. haha. den i do tt stupid paper do till very sian.

after paper, waited for side gate to open den went to poolside to have lunch. saw one boy with his shorts worn the wrong side! haha. den went to jz's hse AGAIN! and yes, suaned yh agn lo. was like telling jz we canot suan yh except her height. quite mean of me, i actually said sry lo but she didnt care. den me and jz like conspired and wanted to sabo yh and sl. but failed. i wanted to go press the lift first so jz and me can go up her hse first, leaving both of them behind. but so stupid, i ran and overshot. thot the lift de button at the other side. HAHA. and well, today slightly more productive but nt tt productive oso.

after tt went to watch movie with my MUM and BRO. must caps de lo. was like i went home first den came out agn in like 15 mins. den it was like pouring quite heavily. i almost fell down a few times coz of tt stupid slippers. haha. went to watch "Ratatouille". haha. before tt, bought burger king and we managed to smuggle all of them in(: well, the show was quite a nice one. haha. but i c so many rats, den i felt disgusted! haha. and abit this morn like 6 plus when i was slping, i dreamt of a rat in my hse la. YUCKKKS. initially was tired de budden the show was so interesting tt i didnt fall aslp. amazingly. but my mum beside me ahh, like dozing off lo.

have been slacking since i came home(:

2007-09-05T14:30:00.000+08:00

haha, i m like blogging everyday. since it's hols. well, gp at 8 today. in the morn, walked to busstop and saw my bus but i cant be bothered to run. haha. so yea, juz watched it go off. den on the nxt bus, fell aslp almost immediately after i sat down. haha, and i duno how i slpt, slp until my head hit the seat de handle. so pain la. and oso since i sat with my legs crossed, so when the bus swerved, i almost fell off frm my seat! haha, and to prevent myself frm falling, i accidentally kiked the person in front of me. lucky he was slping too(:

reached sch at exactly 8. and the tcher haven cum yet. LOL. lucky i didnt chase after tt bus la. waited for the tcher for more than 10 mins lo. while waiting, we were still saeing if she dun cum by 820, we shall go off. haha. in the end, tcher blur blur de. sae book the classrm le budden duno why the door still locked de leh. so went lt2. no aircon de. felt so stuffy and almost fell aslp while listening to her.

after tt was gp test which is so damn sian la. so stuffy and tired, still do test. thot i was gona fall aslp but i didnt. instead, i stoned. haha. and during the test ah, my pen no ink den i keep changing pens. haha, den i still slowly changed the pen refill lo. can see how sian i m, dun even wan do the test. haha den i abit left 12 mins to do AQ wor. so smart. den when the tcher sae test over, i abit wrote 1 pt for AQ only when we are supposed to write 3. den after the test, lucky she nv collect the test. instead she went thru sth before collecting the test. haha, so i spent the 9 mins while she toked to write the remaining 2 pts. tink i very de pro lo. haha. first pt write 1 pg, second n third pt write 1 pg. but actually, didnt hafta rush lo coz even when the test is over, there were still pple doing and she oso dun care de. sighh, gp sucks la. haha(:

den went to amk hub with ivy since she nits to go amk. went to have lunch there. and we met weird pple there. all weird weird one. so yup, after tt took bus home. and frm amk to khatib only short trip but i can still slp lo. slpt till sumone's tennis racquet hit my head. zhen shi de. sighh, so damn tired.

2007-09-04T23:08:00.000+08:00

yest n today, went to jz's hse, supposedly to go and mug. sl and yh went too. but ya lo, always ended up nt mugging instead. haha, quite unproductive leh ): but i had fun there.

yesterday, we went to j8 to eat at subway. haha, though i was having this slight stomachache, i didnt care much. and it was like my first time eating subway leh! haha. den i kept asking jz how order ahh. tink those pple standing in front of us ah, if they noe i keep asking how to order, sure laugh at me de lo. haha, and oh yes, i saw kelvin the CHIO in subway. haha, so qiao la. and i went sae hello to him. den he with one bunch of aj de, so scary. haha. den he sae he duno me lo! haha, purposely act he duno me. so mean de! haha. den after he left, he cum msg me and suan me! haha.

den "mugged" until hmm 8 plus i guess. haha, apparently me n jz was playing the webcam with my snr lo. coz my snr was online den we used webcam to look at each other. haha, so interesting and me n jz kept asking her abt her PRIVATE things. HAHA. alot alot of her things and we kept suaning her abt it. haha. long long time nv c her le ): and so went home and i fell aslp after dinner. slpt frm like 10 till 8 in the morn today. haha. so super long!

as i said i slpt till 8 today. was supposed to meet yh and sl at 8 in sch de. wanted to mug tgther but yea, i didnt want to wake up! too lazy. haha, so reached sch at like 11. and when i met them in the library and wanted to sit down, they all sae wan go eat lunch. aiyo, nv tell me earlier. waste my time walking in and den out agn!

went for econs lesson. quite interesting(: and after lesson, wanted to pass mr song the chao belated tchers' day gift so i asked sk to call him since he maths rep mah. den he super duper mean lo. went to tell mr song tt i miss him and wan meet him. so wrong la! den the first thing mr song asked me when i met him was why ah, u sae u miss me ah? sth liddat. gosh! i was like NOOO! haha.

after lesson, went jz's hse agn(: and yes, i find myself quite mean today. kept suaning yh, made fun of her. haha, but i dun tink she mind. rite yh?(if u ever visit my blog) haha. i was like making fun of her height leh. coz she walked in front of me and jz and tried to block our way. coz me n jz holding hands mah, den i suddenly gt this idea. i told jz juz cross our hands over her head la. and we really did. den we did more than once. and we even tok across her la, like over her head. haha, den yh ah, tried to cum out with some story abt dwarfs and giants. so funny la. and her car joke oso made me laugh alot la. and wat she said in the bus to bishan oso made me laugh till i cry. yh ah, so funny. haha.

and i didnt mug much today oso ): and till 7 plus, went to eat dinner at long john. den coz there very squeezy den yh happened to sit at the position where the workers down there nit to walk abt quite frequently. den she damn pissed coz gt one worker down there quite rude de. but i kept quiet when they toking abt tt person. coz i ate so slow la! they eat finished le den i still gt like one fish on my plate! haha. and yes, went home n my mum sae go eat chicken leh. coz they bought kfc and still gt some left so asked me go eat. super bloated la. ate like 3.5 pieces of chicken and 1 piece of fish today.

tt's abt it(: and wahh, tmr gt gp. gp test sumore leh. siannnnn. tink can fall aslp while doing it AGAIN. haha.
AND..
this is specially for my fan leh. fan of my blog. he ownself sae de. and that person is... samuel.
haha, he asked me dun blog abt him lo, coz he scared he becum famous after tt. budden hor, he where gt will becum famous de, nobody wans noe him lo! HAHA. kidding la. and he funny de lo. at first asked me nt to blog abt him den ltr asked me blog abt him. weird weird one. and he still wan me to blog abt him in every post lo coz he sae he will only tag if he sees his name in my post. so zi lian one!(: so yup, u c ur name le, rmb to tag hor! haha.

2007-09-02T21:28:00.000+08:00

went to play badminton with my bro in the morn at 10 plus. wasnt supposed to play coz canot sweat or else my face ahh.. but i still didnt care. so yup, there was the hot sun plus my sweat and after playing for a while, it started raining! sun+sweat+rain, i was screaming la coz i was so scared that my face will rot AGAIN!haha. den the angry thing is i was all drenched la but by the time i reached home, it STOPPED raining. 气死我了.

needed to get to IKEA in the noon so i checked the net AGAIN and it says tt 855 nits 1hr 45 mins to get to IKEA frm yishun. decided to take 855 instead of 961 coz it takes a shorter time(: and i dunit to travel all the way to woodlands. haha(: needed to reach there at 3 and it was like 130 when i checked the net so i hurry ran out of my hse. den who noes the bus trip took only 45 mins la! tink i checked the net wrongly lo. so i reached there super early. 2.37pm! oh yes, coz i nv go to IKEA by bus before, i was like asking the uncle to tell me when reach IKEA. den he was like 脸黑黑 one. so scary. den reached alrdy nv call me leh! lucky i saw IKEA den alight. haha.

so i waited for 某某一号 and 某某一号 arrived at 320! haha. so i stoned at the busstop for ard 45 mins. haha. so we went in and went walk ard. den we went "so cute" here and there. haha. even went to the children section. all the toys there den ahhh, all the toys so cute la! den we went to the cushions' section. tt was when 某某二号came(: haha, so we chose the cushions and went walk ard. den went to choose some scrap cloth. haha. den 某某一号 took the cloth and we wanted to go pay for them le. on our way, we juz looked ard. den 某某二号suddenly asked us where's the cloth. haha, 某某一号 la, was doing 动感超人action, so funny la, den do until the cloth gone lo. haha, duno where 某某一号 left it la. so the 3 of us went to look for it. so comical, looked ard the area juz for a piece of cloth! den cldnt find. hmm, went to take another piece which was slightly more ex budden on our way to the cashier, 某某一号 found it! haha.

den we went to eat. den gt one stupid uncle knocked me and my food almost dropped. phews. and yup, when we finished eating tt time, there was sumone waiting for our table. 某某二号 went to buy food for family den 某某一号 asked me take 某某二号次bag. i was tinking wasnt 某某二号's bag billabong den the bag on the chair nt billabong de lo. 某某一号 still ask me take but i really took leh, tinking tt 某某二号carried another bag today. den the auntie who was waiting for our table told us tt one wasnt our bag, is her bag. gosh, i was damn malu la, keep saeing sry. all 某某一号's fault!

den we went home. followed 某某二号cross the overhead bridge. den me and 某某一号 kept waiting for our bus. den i went to look at the board den realised no 855 de leh. i still went behind the board to look la. so stupid den realised ya hor, we didnt come by this busstop! haha, quite lame leh, waited there for a few mins den realised it. haha. so we walked to our busstop. and gosh, on our way there, i saw my bus went past. wahh! den i told 某某一号 can go to the shopping centre le coz 某某一号 wanted to go there to look at some things. den after i said tt, we saw 961 went past too. den 某某一号 told me can go shopping centre with me le. so lame one and gosh, we super siao today(:

went to look at shoes coz ahh wanted adidas shoes den 某某一号 oso wan. so we went to a few shops. and there are alot of shoes shops there la! after a while, we came out and walked to the busstop and yea, juz nice. 某某一号's bus came followed by mine behind. so qiao one, our buses like come tgther de. went home and there was a slight traffic jam. was supposed to meet online for econs va at 7 but reached home at 8 plus. late by 1 hr plus. IM SO SRY!

den went eat some cereal and damn funny. eat until i choked on cereals! tt's the funniest thing tt can ever happen.

haha, wonder why i wrote 某某一号 and 某某二号? coz samuel la, thot i go out with duno who lo. so i purposely write it in such a way tt it's really secretive(: haha.
anw, 某某一号 is ivy la and 某某二号is jz. haha, we went to buy belated tchers' day gifts. so samuel ahh, SEE u shld believe me de lo, told u nth secretive le mah. HAHAS(:

2007-08-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

went back st nicks with jz and zy yest. reached st nicks ard 420 i tink and at first we were thinking mrs koh sure nt in sch le since she normally leaves sch quite early de. so nvm la if she's nt in coz we went back to meet our junior(: den we were told by a tcher tt all the tchers having a workshop and it will end at 630.i was thinking we quite heng leh, finally can c mrs koh le. coz we went back a few times and everytime mrs koh wasnt in sch de due to some courses or wat. so we waited and waited and meanwhile went teach our junior chem. yups. zy went off early coz she nits to go. so left me and jz and we waited till 630. at 630 i msged mrs koh and and and she told me she left sch at 530 le!! WAHHH. den i totally no mood. left sch at 7plus. and reached home ard 8. yawns. felt aslp right after shower and dinner. and my hw were all UNDONE! haha. and didnt study for chem test today(:

today kept slping and slping even though i slpt so much yest. duno why these few days i kept slping. and maths tutorial today, louis sat in front of me AGAIN! 3rd time le! den he super tall den block poor me. haha. well, ling n boring day today.ended at 445. den zy sae wan go coro buy FBT so we went. and reached there alrdy closed. so went to eat sth instead. den jz n zy went to amk hub to buy FBT while i decided to go home. waited at the busstop for 852. waited for like half an hr, the bus finally came. AND U NOE WAT! the uncle dun let me in lo!! den i was damn pissed off. wait for long le den dun let me in. wahlao! den i waited and waited agn. this time for like 10-15 mins. lucky nt half hr agn or else i seriously can go hang myself. den abit started waiting at the bustop at 540 and reached home at 7! GOSH. haf been stoning till now. haha. and i tink i gona fall aslp soon.. duno why. like some kind of illness liddat, keep slping n slping. sighhhhhhhs.

tchers' day celebrations tmr! haha, and ivy is receiving award! service with honour award ba i tink. haha. and canot go back stnicks lo coz tmr gt wat massive power failure den st nicks no sch. aiyoo.

2007-08-28T22:39:00.000+08:00

today first period was pe! last lesson on basketball leh, sumore play full court de. but but i cant play! ): wanted to go for pe de lo, den sl they all sae the sweat ltr touch my face den ltr rot even more. made me so scared la so i decided nt to pe. haha. but wahh, i wanted to play de ): so i juz sat down there and watch my class play(: super interesting. den i was consoling myself, "nvm la, today full court leh, play half court can fall alrdy den if i play today, sure gt accidents de." haha, coz last wk played half court den kept snatching the ball den gt pple wanted snatch it frm me den squeeze me, squeeze until i fell. LOL! haha. fell twice sumore. hmms. and they even gave me a nick MONKEY! coz i whole day go snatch ball de(: haha, but pple were alrdy calling me tt since sec sch when we were playing balls so it's okay(: anw, i thot i wont get hurt today but tt vivi ahh, played with the ball den duno how her ball juz hit my head lo. i didnt even c wat happened coz was in front of her. wahh, damn pain la! head concussion ah. maybe this is the reason why i kept slping during maths lecture n pw today. HAHA. felt giddy for a few seconds. haha, but it was okay(: nt blaming u UGLY!(: play games sure kena injured de especially for an accident-prone girl like me. but i like nv play today leh. haha. in the end, i still went to play basketball for a while. haha, nt exactly play but juz stand down there and shoot.

ah, n my face kept itching during the whole day today lo but cant scratch. at first thot rashes de until i went to c the doc and he told me it seems like fungus to him. AHHH. and he like didnt want tell me he thot was fungus until i asked him. duno why. eeeyer, felt so disgusted when he told me tt la. den i asked him how long it will take to recover and i duno if i gt hear wrongly anot. i heard 6 wks?! if fast, 4 wks. i was like tinking omg, i have to survive so long with those eeeyer fungus on my face?! sighh, and the stupid cream wasnt tt cheap? 16 bucks leh. oh yea, went to polyclinic and i almost gt lost in there? like yrs nv go le though it's like damn near my hse only, like 2 minutes' walk? haha, shows how guai i m(: sick oso dun go visit doc de unless when it's chao serious and i nv did go there to get MCs purposely de(:

sigh, supposed to do hw now but apparently i duno how to do every single piece of hw. HOW TO PASS PROMOS LIDDAT!

2007-08-24T23:43:00.000+08:00

haha, today is NJ OPEN DAY! so lessons ended at 1140. haha. we had only 2 tutorials and 2 lectures today! maths tutorial was fun(:

so ended at 1140 and my duty starts at like only at 4? so i haf gt plenty of time to slack. and and i m really really touched today(: i only told my aj frens abt NJ open hse this morn and asked if they wan cum visit me. and they really did come! and they actually pon lesson to come visit me! AWWWW!

at first they told me they will nt miss any lesson coz their tcher nv cum. den after tt i heard tt they gt pe but duno at wat time, so i told them dun cum! haha, budden they alrdy on the way le. and wal ah, still scold me mei da mei xiao when i asked them to go back and dun cum. haha. den in the end, they pon civics. still they pon lesson for me(: nad yea, sad tt carrot didnt come. coz too busy with her (m_ _)^2? HAHAHAHA.

ahh, and it's like i nv see them for mths! almost wanted to cry when i c them! when we gt to the canteen, everyone was practically staring at us. some dun even noe tt's aj, still promote their ccas to them. so funny la. and yea, managed to tell nic tt they are coming to visit ME. haha. jealous, nic? den nic was so nice for the first time, actually treated them to drinks. den shun bian treat me oso. and we tok alot of crap. HAHA! den i was quite amazed that they didnt hit my head? first time sia!

and wj n wal kept showing off huh. still went play hockey n netball. haha. gona be late for pe lesson le still play sumore. in the end they cabbed back which made me feel even more guilty. though was only for an hr, i m seriously touched. they actually rushed here rushed there de. wonder when we can meet agn ):really miss the good old days back in aj.

THANKS ALOT twin, wj, wal and nic. u all really made my "life more vibrant". haha.

managed to stone till 4 and went for duty. den quite sian there leh. den stoned till 6. saw quite a few juniors. waited for jz till 7. den we went to eat at j8(: saw sirui on our way there. haha. at j8, we tok alot of crap. haha, den we bought a card for mrs koh! haven gone back to stnicks for quite a long time le.

shall end off here. quite (: today. haha, pw showcase and cip tmr! gona go c those kids agn. haha.

2007-08-19T18:20:00.000+08:00

friday, there was class dinner. i joked and laughed too much till i gt sore throat. LOL. and i told my mum nt to cook my share of dinner, she actually forgt! so i went home and ate dinner AGN. slpt on the floor like right after dinner? gosh!

ahh, this wkend sucks :/ yest went for the last squash match. glad tt's over. so reluctant to go every wk la. and tt thing started at 10 and i was late. reached there at 1030. thot it was okay coz vivien always reaches there early and she was always the first one to play. but to my HORROR, i was the earliest there? despite being so late. LOL.

den the person in charge called shawn i guess? he came and asked me if i m frm nj. i said ya. den he started asking me where's my other team members and where's the guys team? who is the captain of the guy's team? i was like i m calling the rest of my grp but i duno who's the guy captain. den he asked why i everything oso duno. at tt moment, i felt like saeing i quitted the squash team, im no longer in squash! does tt answer ur qn? im alrdy in a bad mood, he still cum irritate me. den the day before, one of my grp members alrdy sae she nt coming. the other one oso. so i thot vivien was coming since she didnt tell me a thing but when i called her, she said she cldnt cum coz she gt flu ):

so i was the only nj person there. den my opponent's team. one approached me and asked if i cld play first. den i went tell her whole team i dun haf my racquet with me now so i cant play. den one of their team members very bu shuang, like scolded me. she asked wat sch are u frm? do u noe the match starts at 10? den she juz slammed the door at me. it's like wth. MY FAULT ISSIT? damn pissed la. if i m them, i will oso bu shuang la, but dunnit to slam the door right at other pple's face rite. den tt shawn oso kept asking me. he even scolded THAT WORD. den i m damn pissed la. all oso my fault. i shldnt haf come la. i oso sick de can. to tink i m so nice, actually go for tt stupid match. so i cldnt stand it and went downstairs to wait for shufen who agreed to play for my team. i stoned downstairs for quite a while and i rather stone den be upstairs and see all the bu shuang lian la. actually i oso very bu shuang la.

so when shufen came, i played without even warming up. they all spoilt my mood la. den i anyhow anyhow play lo. dun even haf the mood. den when 1 game ended, my opponent asked me if i wan to rest. but i was so damn blur, actually told her tt shufen is playing nxt. wat was i tinking la! only one set finished and i thot the whole match ended le. i still gt like at least 2 more sets before the whole match ended? blur me. den i play n play until i almost twisted my ankle? sheesh.

and since yest my team only had 2 pple. how pathetic. me n shufen decided to play twice. and i told the opponents le lo, and they smart la. walked off when only 2 matches finished. DIAO la, wat kind of attitude is tt! maybe is me la, coz i alrdy pissed and i dun haf the mood. damn screwed la.

den i juz went for cip lo. supposed to met at 145 de and i reached tpy at like 1240? sumore i purposely missed like 3 to 4 trains coz i didnt want to reach tpy so early. den yh ah, kept taking the wrong bus so ya lo, cant meet up with her. reached tpy and went to library to stone. luckily jz's pw grp was there or i really hafta stone for a long long time.

went to macs to eat. den the macs damn messy la. den tt stupid auntie didnt even cap my milo properly so when i tilted it slightly, the milo juz leaked out from my cup den spilled on my fone. for a moment, i thot my fone was gona haf the same fate as my previous fone. damn heng it didnt spoil. YESTERDAY WAS DAMN SCREWED LA, DAMN SUAY. duno wat's wrong with me la.

my mood was slightly better when we reached the tpy cc. the kids were so cute la. den all of them were so shy. i had to even persuade them to play the games? lol. den when they sae everyone hafta attach himself to one child so i went to find one. duno how spell his name >< den initially he was super shy, dun even wan to participate in the musical chair until i hong ta. haha. den gt this spelling game. i asked him to go up to spell snake or seal. he told me he dun wan, he only wans lion. LOL! so funny la. budden i tink he gt problem writing letters leh. so i gave him 'private tuition'. LOL. overall, quite fun la. juz tt i was feeling unwell? haha. but nvm la.

haha, went home den went out for dinner agn. den after dinner, went home to do pw till 6am! woke up at 930am and continued to do pw till like NOW? haha, actually supposed to do hw la, but i feel so damn stressed tt i dun even haf the mood to do. oh well, shall end off here. this shall be the longest post ever i tink(:

2007-08-09T00:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

yesterday had ndc in sch. well, the 3 minutes of fame category was kinda special and some are entertaining. so yup, after the ndc, went to watch movie. since we are gona watch "secret", we thot the tix will be selling fast so we went early to buy. even went off first w/o ivy coz she gt her pw meeting. apparently we were wrong. haha, the tix werent selling fast. initially wanted to watch with sl de but in the end he cldnt make it. and since we alrdy bought his tix, zy asked her fren opy to watch instead.

we bought the 545 movie tix coz at first we thot sl was coming. so in btwn we haf gt 5 hrs before the movie starts. went eat, tok rubbish and went kino. haha, den me, zy and opy juz slpt down there coz we were super duper tired. tt was the first time i slpt with SO MANY books. haha. slpt until my neck so pain. so i slpt like 2 times. den while the 3 of us were slping, the person in charge down there came and went, " excuse me, you are nt allowed to slp in the store." aiyo, we were totally embarrassed la, but luckily we were at the children's corner there so all the pple there are kiddies. so it was alright. haha, but we were seriously tired la. so to keep me awake, i started reading childish children's bks. den i anyhow grabbed a pokemon book too and in the book, i m supposed to spot some pokemons. haha, very childish but while i was spotting them, yh, ivy, zy and opy all joined in. haha, we were chao crazy(:

so went to watch the movie. was late by 3 mins i guess. the show ah, was quite okay la but after tt, me n yh were busy discussing abt the loopholes. haha while ivy was down there pitying the father. den we went take neoprints. haha, and we were being so noisy there(: but who cares! haha. yea, nice knowing opy but ahh, she joined in when they all were suaning me! haha.

haha, zy's frens are all so funny(:

2007-08-01T00:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a bad day. bad bad bad day. kinda argued with my gp tcher during my gp va presentation lo. why do i always have this feeling tt she is agnst me de. issit she or issit juz my prob? and almost fell down like twice yest, bu kui shi accident-prone gal. haha, lucky ivy was there for me to grab on to when i almost fell(:

so after sch, i suddenly felt so alone. jz de pw grp went for some interview den yh and ivy hafta go for harmoc. den i had to walk out of the sch alone. guess i isolate myself frm the class too much le. and the first thing i reached home was to on the com and search for articles for EoM. sighh, in the end slpt at like 3 plus. haha, coz i had a hard time searching for articles. plus, i was dozing off while doing tt stupid EoM. i tink i slpt like only 12 hrs for the past 3 days. haha.

so tired today. slpt in the bus while standing. slpt in oasis before assembly. slpt during chem lecture. slpt during pw lecture. slpt in the noon. haha. slp alot! sumore during pw lecture, i drew sth while dozing off la. so pro. haha, woke up only when yp told me she saw an ant crawling into my shirt. eeeww.

oh yes, played ball during pe. and we are gona play like basketball for the rest of the term i guess. sian la, i duno how play basketball! i rather play captain ball. haha. and during pe ahh, so many pple fell, gt injured. aiyo. like jz ahh, i c her fall like so scary liddat. but the game was nice(:

oh well, tt's abt it. sighh, dropped my calculator and half of the screen like cracked? so is like i totally cant use it now. cant even on! ): my CALCULATOR ):

2007-07-27T20:29:00.000+08:00

kept wanting to blog, but find no time to blog. finally a friday! haha. and yea, alot of things happened this wk.

on tuesday morning, there was pe and we played badminton in the rain. in the afternoon, went swimming with zy and jz on tuesday. quite weird to swim on a wkday but we still went. haha, so the 3 of us brought so many things to school. so HEAVY! so yea, went to bishan swimming complex after sch. it has been yrs since i last wore swimming suit?! so i tink i looked super weird(: and i kinda forgt all the strokes and how to swim properly. so at first, the water kept going into my nose but after some time, it's okay le. and yes, i went try out the diff styles and i kept pulling my own muscles. den i even knocked my head agnst the wall when i tried backstroke. so stupid la, lucky nobody saw it. and so there was a bump on my head(: and there were even more stupid things like getting a leg cramp halfway! haha, lucky i was quite near to the edge so i swimmed to the edge to rest. continued swimming even when it was drizzling. and i felt SUPER DUPER cold when jz n zy werent ):

went home and didnt read for SPA. read it like in the morning. so wednesday, there was chemistry SPA. before tt was pe and we played badminton agn. haha, so in the end, ivy was the only one who kept moving and i tink she played till quite qi coz jz, yh and i all didnt want to move(: didnt bother to move coz we didnt want to sweat. and yes, tt day, i was like totally not feeling well. LOL, gt muscleache, stomachache, neck pain, sorethroat and blocked nose. haha.

thursday, which was yesterday, was such a long day. ended lessons at 430. so super duper tired but jz, yh, ivy, sl and i decided to be guai n went to mug after tt. ate and went to the library to mug maths(: and i realised i tend to get quite siao in the library. haha. i mugged till 7 and went home with sl. and sl was saying if my bus ever comes before his, he will 笑死. coz i always hafta wait very very long for my bus and his bus comes in like an interval of 10 mins? so when we stepped out of the gate, my bus came. nice timing(: haha, but sl nv 笑死 coz he is in sch today! haha, okay, i m being too lame here(:

today is a super cold day. it was raining and the aircon in lt5 was so cold. maybe only ivy and i felt tt it was cold. and ivy was like nt feeling well. totally scare me la she. before maths lecture, she told me she was feeling dizzy and she felt like vomitting. so i went to the toilet with her and she was like stuck in the cubicle for so long. so i kept asking her if she was okay anot. den ivy was like replying she was okay until when i asked her again for the duno how many times, she didnt respond. at tt moment, i thot she fainted la! 吓死人! and duno wat is wrong with her. she isnt having a fever but kept feeling nauseous. sighh, and she like vomitted during lunch break. lucky at the end of sch, she was feeling much better(: haha.

alot of work due on monday. shall go do now ):

2007-07-17T23:34:00.000+08:00

long time nv blog. sigh, no mood sia after getting back all my CTs results except for econs. dun wan to tok abt them le. and dun wan to tink. haha, can only sae i nv study hard enough! ):

YESTERDAY.
kept dozing off during lessons la. didnt slp at all coz was chionging pw. only gt to slp during the bus trip to sch. haha. so yea. yh slpt for ard 1 hr. jz slpt for 1 hr plus. ivy slpt for 5 mins. so during lessons, me, ivy and yh kept on dozing off. super funny. den yh was like so funny when she slps. and yes, must sae i was said by my gp and phy tcher for like dozing off. they didnt really sae that i was dozing off they implied tt and i gt their meanings. but unfair!! yh and ivy were practically slping le and i only dozing off. but they nv sae yh and ivy, cum shoot me only! always liddat de. sighh.

TODAY.
slpt 4 hrs only! was doing maths va stuffs and today is the submission for maths va. haha and guess wat, my grp only finished it at 3 plus woah! haha. so last min work. and we all do until quite pissed. haha, for me, so much pasting! haha. and yh and sl did the colour coding did until they said 'anything la, dun wan care. mr song oso wont look at every card de lo'. sth liddat. haha. yh and i had a 'quarrel'. haha, damn funny, she dun wan to believe wat i said lo! den in the end, she realised she was wrong. haha.

and coz of the maths va, we practically didnt eat till we finished the proj at like 3 plus. and i was super hungry la. and i almost fainted. LOL! was pasting those things and halfway thru, i suddenly felt like everything was spinning? den when i stood up, i was like swaying. too hungry le la. den i almost fell down oso. stupid stair! haha, first time i felt so so so hungry(:

and YAY, tmr is community service day and wat does tt mean? NO LESSONS! haha. tmr my class will be interacting with old folks. haha, but i prefer children!(: haha, but it's okay. as long as there is no lessons. coz i haf so much hw to catch up. was writing my list of hw in the afternoon and i went omg la, how m i gona finish all these. haha.