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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

YESTERDAY, didnt blog coz busy reading for chem test today. abit fell aslp while reading so nth goes into my brain. hmm, what happened yest.. i kinda forgt. but i know i kena hit on my head alot of times. becoming more stupid. and i know i kena kicked. lucky nicholas didnt come to school or it wld been even worse. but we have a new bully. NAT. and yes, wallace likes my pencilcase man. snatched it during lunch break and during physics lecture. haha, and i managed to squeeze wallace(:



pe is terrible. dun even have the mood for pe. ran 8 rds. and i first rd alrdy kena stitch. sian. after 8 rds, still have situps blah blah blah. OH YA, BIG SOTONG OWES US 10 PULL UPS(((:



TODAY phy lecture first period. was sitting behind the guys. so nth happened(: no kiking of chairs. NOTHING! coz we girls are juz too nice(: chem lecture next. and it's chem test. then i was freaking cold. and ya, the qns i c le, wan faint. gt a lot of qns i duno how to do. tink i will fail or maybe juz pass? sighh.



break time and yes, the usual thing. phy tutorial nxt. followed by econs tutorial. econs tutorial ah, nicholas, big sotong and siao sotong so NOISY. haha, and our econs tcher wanted to separate nicholas and big sotong ah. and nicholas SO NICHOLAS, duck and duck rice complementary gds. LOL! u buy duck and duck rice home and u use to duck to make duck rice. EH! and carrot more extreme. duck is used to make CHICKEN rice. haha(:



lunch break! and big sotong siao sotong and i were kiking one another's legs. den i kept aiming at big sotong's shoes budden kept missing so ended up kiking his legs. quite a lot of times. haha. den he kiked me too la. pain leh. oh yes, i fell. i tink nobody will ever believe tt i fell agn except for some. on wednesday again sumore. fell in the canteen and so malu one. gt guys there :(



and coz it's raining, carrot and jessica decided to wait until the rain stops before going home. guess what? it never did stop. it's still raining now. so i went for cca and both of them watched me. pressurize me. haha. and they laughed at me :( after my cca, it was still raining. so we went to sit outside dance studio. den we started making our own cards. paper cards. haha, we too desperate to play. and my clubs so ugly XD carrot's sotong oso dun look like sotong. haha. i m so proud of our creation! (: gona show our creation to siao sotong tmr. haha(:



MAHJONG TMR! hope ariana dun cheat us again. haha.

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Monday, February 26, 2007

another 'bully emily day' again. why why why me? :( big sotong and blur sotong sat behind me. ahhh! horror! lucky nicholas nv sit near me ah. so big sotong kept on kicking my chair during the whole lecture. i was half dozing off den he kept kicking. so mean. den when carrot hit my head, big sotong saw it and pulled my hair :( pulled 2 times i tink. den siao sotong duno how, she snatched big sotong's pencilcase! yay, den can revenge and put rubbish paper into it. we even put sweet wrappers in!(: den cute sotong started tearing paper, into small bits. she didnt even have the intention to dump them into big sotong's pencilcase den big sotong went to snatch those papers. and started throwing them at me. during lecture sumore. wallace also threw at me too i tink. den he missed! haha, went hit other pple sumore. LOL! den i stole big sotong's highlighters(: den he whole lecture come fan2 me for his highlighters. so noisy! when i returned him his highlighters, he didnt even realise the caps are with me so he juz threw his highlighters in his pencilcase. so kuku! and ya, WALLACE HIT MY HEAD 2 TIMES! one with my pencilcase, one with his powerful hand. i only hit his head with my weak left hand. haha(: i m stupid now!



break tt time, usual thing again. almost kena caught ah. tcher walked past our classrm den we were still shouting "win alrdy la". so loud sumone. heng, nv kena caught.



chem tutorial.. everyone must answer one qn. den carrot so mean. coz we hafta write the definitions for isotope and isotopic mass. den coz we both duno the definition for isotopic mass, carrot went snatch to write for isotope. so mean! maths tutorial, i fell aslp when tcher going thru some qn.



speak ez thingy for gp. was hungry and slpy. siao sotong was like so happy, thot at first she dunnit to speak. in the end whole class must finish speak ez today. so she happy for nth. big sotong did a life story of himself. haha(:



after school, me siao sotong and cute sotong went j8 for lunch! but i went j8 like yest! wadever! haha. den we played cards in mos burger and in food court. guess i addicted to cards le. all siao sotong's fault!! ariana cheated us :(

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Friday, February 23, 2007

woke up with the whole body aching: neck; back; ankle; leg; arm; abdomen. tired coz slept late juz to finish doing my physics and chem tutorial. omg, i m chao guai can!



econs lecture the first period. thot it was physics lecture first, so was like dragging carrot to LT4. haha((: oh ya, siao sotong, big sotong and stupid nicholas late for lecture!



break time and i was playing mahjong on cute sotong's phone. mahjong is so addictive!



after that was chem. big sotong so kuku one. nicholas and wallace go hit his chair den big sotong thot is i kik his chair one. den ask me watch out!! :( and both wallace and nicholas act innocent la, den pushed the blame to me. coz for chem, the lecturer only went thru the tutorial and she finished like 15 mins earlier. and so she left. that was such a big mistake, BIG BIG BIG mistake! coz nicholas so mean to me, so i went kicking his chair. den duno how he punched me, my poor specs :( den after tt, he grabbed my leg and den together with big sotong, pulled my shoes out la. they love my shoes too much. LOL! they all so mean one la! den wallace oso mean, keep scolding me with words :( carrot and siao sotong oso kinda bully me! but big sotong and nicholas are the meaniest! only cute sotong the nicest(: today is like 'bully emily day'. i m so sad :( haha.



physics lecture still in LT4. and they bullied me again. stupid nicholas drew on my eraser! wahh, now my eraser is so er xin. and big sotong and nicholas..THEM AGAIN, started throwing rubbish in my pencil case. den was like saying how nice they are, to make my pencil case full. crap la them!



lucky it was a break after that. or else lil sotong can really DIE. seriously DIE. den when i finally picked a bench to sit in the canteen, i realised the 3 big bullies are sitting at the bench opposite ours la. and they so GAY! haha, all 4 of us- me, siao sotong, cute sotong, carrot have their GAY photo in our phones! haha((:



went to audi for civics. first time sit at the gallery. so COOL! and sat so near the 3 big bullies again. and all 3 of them started suan-ing me again. AHH! hope i dun end up in the SAME og with nicholas if we get to NJ. and wallace, dun come nj to act noble and spread the word 'emily', dun go to MOE! haha((: kidding la XD



looking forward to monday((:

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Thursday, February 22, 2007

when i woke up, both my ankles were in pain :(, must be coz of yesterday's fall. so sian and there was gona be pe in the first period. today's pe was terrible. ran 2 rds for warm-up. den proceeded on to do some inclined pull-ups. everything was okay until the push-ups. hafta do the female type of pushups on ROUGH ground sumore. the skin of my knees peeled off :( I RATHER DO THE GUY TYPE OF PUSHUPS CAN! den do some more exercises. the skin on my arm almost peeled off. thot pe was over since only 10 mins was left. BUT, the tcher wanted us to run 6 rds. THAT WAS LIKE SO INSANE! we complained and luckily, we hafta do 3 rds only(:



break time! and guess what. me, siao sotong, cute sotong and carrot were doing what siao sotong loves the most. siao sotong still nt scared of kena caught again!



maths tutorial next. and i hafta present 3 qns. stood in front like 20-30 mins. legs tired sia! can sleep down there la! so freaking tired. and stupid nicholas drew an ugly girl again. UGLY CAN! haha((: nth much abt gp. i was tinking abt food.



maths lecture, it was TEST! BIG SOTONG and NICHOLAS KEPT KICKING MY CHAIR! haha(: at first, i was freaking out coz i didnt really read partial fractions and there were so many qns i didnt noe how to do. in the end, luckily i managed to finish. phews-



after the test, can go home! was pestering ariana to tell me all the da pai for mahjong. coz i cld only list out 7 and she kept saying there were 8! haha. in the end, realised there were only 7!! haha. ariana, u bluff me!



youtube is currently down, so i haf gt nth much to do now :(



"SIAO SOTONG, I BLOG ABOUT U AH!" and i really did! bold somemore leh!

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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

YESTERDAY was doing chem tutorial, so didnt have time to blog, i felt so guai(: anywayys, in the morning at 10, went to jz's hse to play MAHJONG! long time nv play le. and it was super funny. there is one time, i threw away the 'bai ban', then when it was my turn to draw, i actually drew a 'bai ban'. i was like ahhh, den jz said "nvm la, the chances of u drawing another one is so low" coz she had one 'bai ban' with her. and you noe wat! when it was my turn to draw again, i drew another 'bai ban', i was so angry! the same thing happened again to me. haha, but it oso happened to jz and zy i tink(:




we started off with $5.50 but those money were jz's one(: den i won 2 times with 'pin hu' and all of them say wan to bash me up :( esp jz's bro. say if at the end, i haf over $10, he sure bash me one. yay! in the end gt $11.15. haha! but they didnt bash me(: but so sad, nt my money. haha(:




TODAY school starts again! yay! budden was so tired in the morning. during physics lecture was dozing off..but was more awake during chem lecture. STUPID WALLACE ASKED ME GO DIE :( during physics tutorial, i was half aslp. mr woo was going thru the kinematics tutorial and i was there trying to copy the ans. but i was nt really listening coz zzzzzz le. finally when he asked for volunteers to go up to present, i went up! i so guai. haha, actually i did so so tt i can stop falling aslp XD




so when lessons all ended, wanted to get to the canteen to eat. and i actually fell down the stairs :(. so stupid one, walk oso can walk till fall. and yea, injured my arms, legs, spine and butt! damn pain la! haha. and i ended up laughing myself. den siao sotong so mean, oso laugh at me. haha, maybe coz she saw me laugh then she laughed too. and both siao sotong and cute sotong called me AH MA SOTONG :(




then after eating, wanted to go LT3 to support ariana for the speak ez thing. then someone so mean tried to trip me and siao sotong. and tt mean person was big sotong. at tt moment, i thot i was gonna fall again :( haha, den siao sotong went chasing after big sotong. super funny! den we went to LT3 yet the speak ez thingy haven start. ariana decided to pon. so naughty! haha(: i decided to nt go cca too. was thinking how to play when i am all injured! so went home and slpt 4 hrs! lazy me!




I WANT SOTONG CLUB OUTING! I WANT PLAY MAHJONG AT ARIANA'S HSE!

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Monday, February 19, 2007

well, in the morning, was preparing to go to my uncle's hse. but i juz cldnt wake up. woke at 9 plus but fell aslp agn till 10 plus. maybe is coz was playing online mahjong n pool with big sotong till 230 am in the morning. haha((: anw, took only a while to prepare to go, so started watching tv. was watching this show which they will purposely make the pple laugh and if they laugh, they will be kena beaten on their butts. i was imagining if i were in that show, i tink i can nv ever stop laughing man! same goes to big sotong(:

den reached my uncle's hse at ard 1 plus? apparently we gt kinda lost on our way there. den i went there to eat and then play with my cousins(: played boggle? sum kind of word games which was fun! haha, den i ended winning them. and they sae i was pro! haha(((: den played reversi with my cousin. den we tried to let each other win coz they said the winner will have to compete with my uncle, which i dun wan to XD
when i had a chance to take one of the corner, i purposely didnt want to. in the end, still won by 2 pts. then managed to siam! at least today's activity was more okay than yest. yest dad didnt allow me to gamble with the other uncles so i juz sat down beside him. realised one of my uncles can invent his own fengshui of gambling. super funny!

then after playing those games with cousins, went to watch 2 and a half movies. first one was some hokkien show. watched halfway den others dun wan watch :( den watch 'i do i do'. quite nice. after tt was 'i not stupid 2', which i watched duno how many times le! but still watched coz nth to do!

ended up spending ard 7hrs in my uncle's hse? super tired!

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Sunday, February 18, 2007

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! though it doesnt seem like chinese new year to me. this yr like so sian one :(

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Friday, February 16, 2007

2 sotongs didnt come to school today :( first lesson was econs lecture. and before it even started, nicholas was already blowing balloons. big sotong oso blew 1. ended up there were 4 balloons. and stupid nicholas started drawing on a pink balloon. drew an ugly girl and wrote 'so emily'. that's you okay, nicholas, nt me! end of lecture, he was like hitting me with the balloons and even made my hair stand up twice!! kept messing my hair, so ahhhhhhh! and siao sotong really siao. went chasing after him coz she wanted hit him. LOL!

gave the balloons to jurong island fren(: and he actually treated a green balloon as his baby. acted as if he is pregnant. LOL! abandoned another 2 into the dustbin. he drew 2 faces for his baby. spongebob and patrick i suppose? ltr he played hide n seek with his baby and placed him in the bush. so many sharp sharp branches there and when i juz touched his baby, it burst! haha, baby gone. he felt so hurt. played cards in reading room XD and i realised i m nt the blur one. jurong island fren is so wallace((: he actually put the trump card as the first card.

wasnt paying attention to the chem lecture XD after the lecture, we took a few pics(: even took with our econs tcher! SIAO SOTONG SEND ME THE PICS! and sumone's hand so heavy, put on my back. SUMONE.. and den we went to the hall for cny celebration. honestly, it wasnt very nice. felt like slping. oh ya, and i went home alone. so sad. everyone like gt outings or a trip back to their sec schs. SO LONELY :(

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Thursday, February 15, 2007

total defence day today(: but j1s were especially noisy today and we didnt listen to announcements and total defence day msg thruout the assembly. probably coz we were too excited abt giving and receiving chocs and sweets(: and we have not met one another for like days. CARROT'S VDAY PRESENT IS SO CUTE, CANT BEAR TO EAT XD. pe the first lesson. so sian, why is there pe on such a happy day :( and so we ran..2+6 runs. and i abit have stitch for the last rd, so stupid. while for the guys, alot were like sitting there listening to instructions. no wonder big sotong always find pe so slacking! break after that and went to class to play with balloons. yay, and i have a golden balloon which i named 'the golden egg' but wendy burst it during maths tutorial when trying to colour it. wahh :( during gp, was so sian. so sian that i took wendy's phone to look. LOOK ONLY and the tcher asked me to keep it. LIKE WAT DID I DO? he thot i was using the phone... after gp was another break. and there were pple giving chocs and pple playing balloons(: yay, gt chocs and cuttlefish frm sotong club. haha. siao sotong and i were like saying cuttlefish is nt sotong when big sotong was giving us the cuttlefish. but now, i tink they are the same(: coz the wrapper of the cuttlefish wrote 'sotong' oso, so they shld be the same? i went ard hitting pple with shujing's blue balloon. went to hit nicholas, wallace, siao sotong, shujing, carrot and lots and lots of pple. and stupid nicholas blew a bigger one juz coz he wan hit me :( ltr, he blew another balloon but was such a failure. haha, so decided to use my balloon pump. ended up my pump was full of HIS SALIVA! eew.. he even wanted to compete with shujing to see if he blew faster or if shujing can pump the balloon faster. ended up he gave shujing a balloon with holes so obviously shujing lost. we all laughed(: den coz i was so sad that my golden egg was gone, shujing pumped another balloon for me(: this time 'the silver egg'. haha! oh ya, big sotong tried to burst a balloon by throwing the balloon towards the fan. but again and again he failed! when he tried to burst it with a pen. he failed again. the balloon is juz too strong. haha. nicholas and big sotong den threw 2 balloons down and one pe tcher saw it and took it. he seemed so excited. so funny! after a while, wallace threw another. he was like saying the balloon is as determined as he is and may even end up 'bouncing' to his hse. so crap! maths lecture after tt. big sotong, siao sotong and me were practically laughing for half of the lecture? the 2 sotongs' faces juz made me laugh non-stop and i didnt noe why. after the lecture was the revealing of angels and mortals. went out when my angel was revealed budden he didnt come. it was super malu-ating for me la! when wallace and 'snorlax''s name were called, 'snorlax' was so fierce, actually threw wadever thing to wallace. so fierce, kinda pity wallace. both classes then played a game. ended up me and big sotong in the same grp. 2 sotongs in the grp plus we can laugh non-stop, sure canot win one. haha. nicholas and wallace so mean, during the game keep saying 'emily, dun be so wallace/emily' :( then we went home((:

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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

HAPPY VDAY EVERYONE((: vday today yet there's no sch, so boring! anw, crash vj early in the morning with siao sotong. SEE SIAO SOTONG, I AM SO NICE(: surprisingly, we were NOT LATE(: vj is further than nj, so much further yet we were not late. maybe it's coz we took a taxi! haha. today gt one taxi driver so irritating one. thot he wanted to stop for us, but ended up he didnt. but luckily we managed to get onto one taxi or we will be seriously late. reached vj and i didnt really see my frens:( den siao sotong gt like so many frens liddat. made me feel so lonely :( then before their first lesson, i only managed to see 2 of my frens. so sad! yea, and we crashed siao sotong fren's tutorial. her class was like super nice, some give us vday presents. but some so funny, actually believed tt we were frm vj and we juz joined their lessons for fun. quite surprising the tcher actually let us crash her lesson. she is so nice budden we had bio lessons. i almost felt aslp. haha, but at least they were doing enzymes, which is quite okay, dun really seem difficult. luckily i noe the basics, or else i m seriously gonna fall aslp. lessons seem so long and finally after like 1 plus hr, it was BREAK! but the break is so long that we dun even noe wat to do. but at least then, i saw more of my frens! or maybe half of the pple in my sec class only? :( then, siao sotong and i, we went to the treehse. played cards until there were pple coming up. den decided to stop playing. and ya, SOMETHING VERY FUNNY! when there were pple crossing over frm one treehse to another, the whole treehse both of us were in, was like shaking and you know what? siao sotong was so scared the whole treehse was gona collapse! HAHAHA((: n ltr i saw one of my frens, but siao sotong so mean, dun wan go with me. haha. in the end she did. haha. plus, siao sotong is so bad. her fren pon lecture juz for her. haha. and at times, siao sotong abandoned me. and she almost wanted to abandon me when she told me she wanted go out with her fren and tt i hafta go home myself. i was so hurt:( anw, in the end, she didnt. haha. after lunch, went visiting the whole sch with a 'tour guide'. and yea, vj toilets really stink except for one. in the end, we went home. went to the busstop and wanted to take bus 55 but stupid uncle didnt stop for us. another one, juz like the taxi! den we decided to take bus 31. the bus was so kuku la, travel a short dist den it broke down? no aircon, no tv for entertainment. den tv came back and went off again. bus went on and stopped agn. what kind of bus is this man! den i decided to slp and ignore all these things. if nt, i tink i will be complaining like shit to siao sotong. haha. so both of us slept. apparently, siao sotong said i slept until i fell on her shoulders twice and eventually woke her up. but i didnt noe, i had no feelings at all. haha(: SORRY SIAO SOTONG FOR WAKING YOU UP! and yea, we realised that the air con was back. budden both of us were like sweating like hell when we woke up. ahh, the bus journey was so long! like almost an hr! so tiring. den we went shop shop agn in tpy for a choc for siao sotong's fren. and den we went home. yay! tmr going back sch. i tink i schsick le. so happy(: gona haf chocs frm sotong club tmr. and i was so tired tt i went home to slp for 4 hrs! AND YES, SIAO SOTONG, MY ENTRY SO LONG STILL SAE I ALWAYS WRITE VERY SHORT!

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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

could see stars today. yea, felt like puking and fainting in the morning la. this is the first time i felt tt way. and now i truly believe that one can really see STARS when they wan to faint. could even feel heat coming out from my ears and i feel cold and warm at the same time. think i m sick but i still went crash nj! i m really a big sotong, coz crash sch oso late. haha! and me n siao sotong had a hard time meeting with cute sotong. eventually we met at the bridge. there, we were deciding if we still wan crash nj coz we didnt want get caught by the security guard. in the end we decided to walk to nj to see if there were any gates for us to climb. in the end, we realised that the security guard wasnt there at the gate. so heng ah! managed to meet up with my frens. and meanwhile when my frens were having lessons, we the 3 sotongs were in the library. talking, playing cards and laughing(: tink we are one of the few who play cards in nj? haha, and i laughed for 5-10 mins non-stop coz of siao sotong. oh well, can train my cheek and abdominal muscles. stayed in nj till 1 plus and we went to shop in amk hub for vday! hahas((: tmr SHOULD BE crashing vj! haha, siao sotong i noe u will scream when u see "SHOULD BE"!

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Monday, February 12, 2007

another sian day today. coz no sch so whole day at home. guess what? more housework. hafta pin those stupid curtains and then hang them up. i m kinda toot coz initially duno where to hook those pins XD then must wait till my mum comes home to teach me. yupps, doing those curtain stuffs while watching tv. den hafta climb up the ladder to hang. wadever la, shldnt it be guys doing this? ask my bro to help but he juz wont help. rahhh. noone helps. poor me hafta hang those curtains all by myself. so heavy can! and hafta hook those pins until my hand almost get a blister. how i wish i cld fall off the ladder den i wont hafta do all these but luckily i didnt XD. okay dinner time, almost fell off the chair and almost had my face land on a bowl of soup. den ltr realise there's a fly in my soup. wat a bad day! anw, crashing nj tmr! yay! juz tt tmr they haf only 1 lecture and a maths test during the lecture. cant crash tutorials too. sighhs!

I LOVE SOTONG CLUB! BIG SOTONG, LIL SOTONG, SIAO SOTONG, BLUR SOTONG, CUTE SOTONG!

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Sunday, February 11, 2007

today is so sian. frm the moment i woke up, i have been doing housework, housework and more housework. NON-STOP! until now. all those things are tiring me out. anw, aj have this 3 day break! so i can go crash other jcs! haha, so excited. BUT nt gonna celebrate vday in sch coz of the break. sighh. i bought chocs rdy!! but they are so mini-sized(: BUT the pt is i bought le. aiyahh.. anw, i haven decide wat to buy for my closer frens. having a big headache, especially when i have nt much $$. oh well, since i m those last minute pple, i shall leave it till tmr to decide? hahas(:

TO SOME OG MATES: YOU ALL ARE SO MEAN, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. MAKE FUN OF ME :( HAHAHAS

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Friday, February 09, 2007

wahlao, eat shit la, sum freaking idiot juz scolded me for nth. anyhow used my fren's msn acc scold me. i noe is nt u ivy! pls la, so obvious nt my fren coz my fren dun speak any vulgarities la. this is what tt idiot said..

dream believer says:
u sucka
dream believer says:
bloody ass hole
emily(: i'll miss you all ))): says:

dream believer says:
fuck off
dream believer says:
!!!
emily(: i'll miss you all ))): says:
.
dream believer says:
mother fucker
emily(: i'll miss you all ))): says:

emily(: i'll miss you all ))): says:
like wadever
dream believer says:
I said fuck off
emily(: i'll miss you all ))): says:
u are nt ivy
dream believer says:
!!
dream believer says:
shut up
dream believer says:
i m ivy
emily(: i'll miss you all ))): says:

dream believer says:
dont piss me
dream believer says:
i 'll kill u
dream believer says:
fucka
dream believer says:
fuck ya bitch...........
emily(: i'll miss you all ))): says:

dream believer says:
wwhat the fuck
dream believer says:
y dont u just go away
dream believer says:
lemme do my workj
dream believer says:
work
dream believer says:
i m not in gud mood
dream believer says:
plz lemme do ma work
dream believer says:
u lesbian fuck off
dream believer says:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dream believer just sent you a nudge.

dream believer says:
before i kill you!
emily(: i'll miss you all ))): says:

emily(: i'll miss you all ))): says:
shuddup la

pls la duno is who disturbing who lo. plus i frm girls' sch doesnt mean i les can. go die la!
*edited my post* decided not to be so vulgar but actually it wasnt really vulgar in the first place XD

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my blog is finally created, on this day when we received our olvl results. freaking scared this morning. coz apparently i msged my junior today n she told me only 60 pple frm the cohort gt 6-10 pts. is like how cld tt be! it's totally impossible la. at first wasnt tt scared, it's only when she told me 60 pple, i started to freak out. asked her quite a few times to confirm and she said ya, is 60 pple. scary sia. was tinking how cld i ever be one of the 60!?!? den she called me to tell me was 125 pple. more comforting but wasnt of much help. was still scared. den went to sch and one tcher said our cohort did much better than last yr's. was like so many info spreading ard and all are like so different! so so so different. assembled in the hall for results. den they start announcing the cohort's results. and i realise is 61.2% of cohort cld get into top 5 jcs. ehh, my junior scared me out of my life. yea, then tcher started announcing the pple who gt 7, 8, 9, 10 A1s. i was so scared rdy they still announce, they making me feel even more scared. and guess what? one of the 4 pple who gt 10 A1s is my fren. woah, she is so smart! den we proceed on to get our results. ehh, was the 6th one to get results frm my class. kinda scary. when the person in front of me was receiving hers, i saw my results on the table. and the first thing i saw was a C! like wadever! when i received my results, my hands were like trembling non-stop. quickly counted and i gt an 8! was super happy but what sucks is that my eng gt a B and my lit a C. those are like super ugly? i cried. i didnt noe why i did. i juz cried. tink is coz i quite happy and coz of my B and C. anw, managed to console myself, at least i cld get an 8. that's enough(: yea, i cld finally get into nj! but i'll miss aj :( so much happy memories there. sighhs. quite sad for some of my frens la. oh well, is finally over! yes! no more olvls!

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