YESTERDAY!
was so S-C-R-E-W-E-D.



1 LATE FOR SCHOOL.
it's nt even my fault la. i walked in the rain and chased after my bus which will reach nj at ard 8 de. but becoz of a stupid traffic jam, i gt late! and reached school at like 850. can c how serious the traffic jam is la. can get jammed for like 50 mins. RAHH. so damn angry la. it's not even my fault!



2 NEVER BRING TUTORIAL
duno why i forgt to bring phy tutorial when i was still reminding myself the nite before to bring. ahh, sth is really wrong with me.

3 SO SUAY
eeeyer i juz put the whole stack of notes on my table and it so happened that my ceiling leaks de coz of the rain. den yea, some of my notes gt wet.



4 SICK
felt so sick. was feeling cold den hot for the nxt moment. stupid. must be coz of the rain. ):



TODAY!
i was feeling super cold the whole day. and my body feels hot. fever? haha. i oso duno. super no mood during tutorials. sian diao la, was so freezing cold tt i didnt even wan bother wat the tcher was toking abt. den econs test. haf this feeling i m gona fail agn. sighh, i shldnt haf gone to school. only me so stupid, feel unwell still come to sch.



after sch was squash trg. and today was quite okay, or shld i sae abit slack la. haha. but i tink i improved a bit but i m stil so lousy. >< and yea, they told us there will be another selection test and tink those who nv get in may be kicked out? i tink i sure one of those few who will get kicked out de la. eeeyer, so fan, must go find another cca to join. why didnt they tell us earlier. RAHH.



and yea, coz of the trng, cant go back to st nicks spots' day. wahh, so sad. but lucky gt zhiyu to accompany me till 6 plus. haha, thks! and yea, we went directly for the class dinner at AMK hub. but ended up ivy, jingzhi, zhiyu, isabel and i tok among ourselves. so yea, abit class dinner la. haha. but yea, quite fun la, made me high. haha. budden they keep going to phones shops den made me tink of my poor phone. sighh.



den when we wanted to go home tt time, isabel wanted to buy sth frm 7-11 den coz of tt, made me n ivy miss our buses. haha. den i hafta wait for like 15-20 mins for my bus. den she kept saying sry. haha. it's okay de la.(:

was alone at home in the afternoon with a big frog jumping ard the hse. eeeyer.



anw, today is a bad day. bad bad super bad day. morn phy tutorial, classrm was super er xin. tables were wet, there were food like choc bar and oreos on chairs and worse still, ants la. was feeling disgusted during the whole tutorial.



pe lesson. had sit n reach duel with xiao di and yea, i really won him. muahaha. but the best thing was tt both of us broke our own records. he reached 61cm and i reached 63.5cm. yay! nxt wk competing again. haha, and i will prove to him one day that i will reach 70cm, the max! but i tink tt's abit too impossible ><



den yea, was super suay during chem pract. was juz standing there queuing to get chemicals and i kana sodium carbonate on my whole leg >< den kana hydrochloric acid on my hand but few drops only. den yea, when filling the burette with HCl, den duno wat's wrong with me, fill until it overflowed and spilled onto my whole hand. RAHH!



den was titrating and wanted to lift the conical flask frm the white tile. who knows that the conical flask de bottom was wet and was like stuck on the white tile. so when i lifted it up, the white tile dropped and broke into half. aiyo, whole chem pract was totally screwed. tink ah, if they grade me in terms of safety, tink i can fail liao. seriously duno wat the hell is wrong with me today. and yea, the scary thing was tt if u break alot of chem apparatus, u hafta do CWO. eeeyer. lucky broke only a white tile. must be more careful XP



the rest of the day was quite okay. haha. and this fri st nicks sports day! thot cld go earlier but last min know tt there is trng this friday. wahh. but nvm la, at least can go back for class dinner. sighhhhs.

pe today was captain ball using a rugby ball. LOL, damn funny la, ball keep bouncing here and there. den u can c pple running after it and i m one of those siao pple chasing after it. HAHA.



den the rest of the day was quite okay juz tt i cant keep myself awake during maths lecture. haha. den GPP ppt today. wahh, i nv prepare de so duno wat to sae. den words like all cant cum out. haha.



den ivy was damn funny today. cant help but laugh. she wanted to board the bus but bus uncle juz closed the door and went off w/o her. so she took 852. haha, den yea, when she wanted to alight, same thing happened. so yea, she had to walk a longer dist back to amk central. haha, damn funny la.



came home n slpt ALOT ALOT. and yea, duno why the frogs my dad uses to feed the fish keep on jumping out frm the container. worse still, always jump to my dog de area and hide there. den was clearing dog shit and saw 2 frogs there. freaked out! haha. er xin la, and i immediately ran away. haha. the frogs all those big types de, nt those tiny weeny ones!



den was using the com den one stupid cockroach (xiao di's fren) came flying and landed right in front of me. LOL! and then i whacked it! and it's DEAD. who ask it to re wo. irritating, keep flying here n there. haha. so disgusting la, first frogs and cockroaches. I HATE THEM! SHOO.



PE tmr, xiao di and i gona do sit n reach and compete.



I MUST WIN HIM! HAHA.

LONG TIME NO POST! haha. so busy these few days.



and yea, gt physics test today. and i noe i m gona fail. i juz noe it. den this will be the second test i fail. my mind was all blank when i was doing the test? i forgt wat i read for my test or rather i didnt really read. was visiting my ah ma in the hospital yest. so glad tt she's okay. so yea, fail den fail ba. at least my ah ma is okay can rdy(: and yea, after the test, i realised actually the test was quite easy de. juz tt i duno how do. why ah! i duno why. but anw it's over. duno why come to nj fail all the tests but in aj topped almost all the tests. LOL, wat a great diff!



and today, 2 tchers said i dun make sense XD. duno wat's wrong with me today. haha. school was okay today xcept for tt stupid test. YAY. haha.



rushed PI and GPP! okay, now tt i finished and wanted to help YH but cant. haha, since we haf no idea how combine the slides if i do the animation and she do the design >< so yea, jiayou YH. haha.



YAY, PE tmr. but i predict another sian pe lesson like last wk. sighh.

CRAPPY.
haf been trying to get over my fone. was tinking, sell away le at least still can get some money back. but it's even worse now. sent in tt time still can use, not LIKE TOTALLY CANT EVEN ON. abit can sell now??



IDIOT.
now hafta repair the whole thing which costs like maybe ard 200=300 bucks which is so nt worth it. so yea, tink shall try to sell it to some 2nd hand shop. and the word here is TRY. dun even noe they accept spoilt fones anot.



THIS SUCKS.
okayy, wadever. i made up my mind. i shall nt be sad over a phone. i shall nt let it ruin my mood. i cant do wadever crap.



COUNT MYSELF UNLUCKY.



NOKIA REALLY SUCKS LA.
deny all responsibilities liddat la when they caused my fone frm can on to cant on. frm a value of 200+bucks to like almost 0 bucks if i sell it la. wadever la, i m really suay lo. and this teaches me a lesson. nt to buy NOKIA phones anymore. and to be more careful.



SIGHS.

NAPFA 5 items today. overall had As for everything except jump and 2.4. quite okay la. juz tt my jump is only 5 cm away frm A. i juz cant reach tt 5 cm more. but forget it, shall nt complain so much.



okay, den today mum told me tt the nokia person called to tell that fone cant be fixed. like wadever crap la. major probs can fix, minor probs cant fix. good lo, now my mum is gona sell my fone away. good lo. i dun deserve to haf such a gd phone anw.



why are so many probs bothering me. the world is so unfair.what does everyone seems like they dun give a damn about how i feel. and all of a sudden, i realised that i suck. i m mean, i m evil, i m irresponsible. wadever it is, i juz suck. okay, i m so down now. my phone gone, everything is gone. i m so screwed. i hate myself. i cry for watever small thing and i dun understand why. haf been bottling up my feelings for yrs and i tink i m gona explode soon. so when i m on the verge of crying, juz leave me alone. dun tok to me. sry if i have freaked u out or wadever, coz i juz cant ctrl my emotions any longer. i m soon to explode.

WEDNESDAY!
wasnt feeling well in the morning, felt like puking. LOL and i actually went run 2.4. quite dumb de me. in the end improved by only 5 secs? abit gt use la! shld nt haf run! haha. anw, THANKS to jz who paced with me thruout the 6 rds. u cld haf run faster u noe. and also to louis who kept on encouraging me for the last rd.



THURSDAY!
forgt le.



TODAY!
NO MOOD. coz xiaodi keep suaning me. plus, slpt less than 4 hrs. super tired.

YESTERDAY!
decided not to put my personal blog's link onto my gp blog. coz i wan tok bad abt the gp tcher. HAHA. yesterday i damn pissed off la. first period gp. den ya, did my gp essay on like fri. den she like said those pple who did their essays. den sae as if i nv do la. she oso sae ivy nv do when she did too. but mine was like posted it on fri. PLS LA. know why she sae i nv do? coz she duno how navigate my blog. LOL la. crazy.



so ya, she visited all the blogs. den was like saying mine "so complicated, duno how use" RAHH! den she said mine and ivy's blog dun haf the comments fcn for invidual entry. den she juz said sth like no choice, hafta change the whole blogskin. haf she ever thot how long me n ivy did the blogskin. like one whole day can. crap la. i dun like this gp class la. and i m trying to like it but she gave me no choice but to kinda hate or maybe dislike her.



also damn suay la. during gp, nit to post some entry. den i was like finishing my pts le, gona post it on blog. den eeeeyer, my leg accidentally kiked the switch den i switched the main switch off. den wat i wrote are ALL GONE angry. haha, den hafta retype. crap!!! den ya, i almost fell agn. den today received new timetable and tink mine is the only one which is highlighted la. yesterday is fei chang de QI la.



TODAY!
today pe first period. and our 2.4 run is tmr. YUCKS! haha. okay den today's pe quite slack ba. did sprinting. and SOMEONE cheated me la, made me sprint extra 40m. haha, so malu!! whole class saw it la :(



eeeyer, den jz today keep saeing me agn. made me crash into rubbish bin :( den made my leg so dirty. HAHAHA.



ponned today's make up lectures and tutorials. quite bad la me. but i rdy learnt those topics before. okayy, den i went home and slpt. ponned make ups juz to slp? haha.

YESTERDAY!
was so guai yest. haf been doing hw since morning till 4am this morning. woah! managed to finish phy report, dynamics I which i gave up halfway, chem bonding I, econs tutorial. yay! was listening to music from the com while i did them. so yea, was wasting electricity. LOL.



so went slp at 4am. abit at 645, my sis returned home. she called and woke me up juz to open the door for her. den at 9 plus, my bro's fren called. RAHH. why cant i juz haf a proper slp? esp when i slpt at 4!



TODAY!
went to my dad's office. wanted to print the lecture notes and photostat sth. ended up i cant print. duno why. it juz hanged whenever i wanted to print. so came home and yea, cant print too. stuck halfway. siann.



quite slack today compared to yest. only finished up maths summation.

YESTERDAY!
GOOD FRIDAY
wasnt exactly good yest. gt back my phone which i sent it for repair. apparently my mum didnt want to return me back until yest. so yea, thot whole phone is okay le. was quite happy at first but NO! still the same probs la. batt still draining and dictionary fcn nt added back. what's the pt of sending it in for repair tt time? isnt it still the same? they cheat me one la! plus, i discovered even more probs. i cant on the bluetooth and my phone cant detect the headset. my whole phone is like screwed! sent in to repair LCD screen, reception, camera, blackout probs. now my batt, bluetooth, fcns and headset. is like totally the whole phone can! crap la, when can my phone be totally repaired? it's like going to be a mth le? now hafta send in again for the FOURTH time.

and yea, went out shopping with family. bought a new bag which i going to use it as my sch bag(: den i saw squash racquets which are super light de made of titanium. den it costs like $199! LOL. tink i shall buy cheaper ones :(

TODAY!
hafta chiong alot of hw. okay, juz drank coffee. shall slp late today to finish up my work. but i doubt i can. since it's like a pile? and i duno how do ALOT.

YESTERDAY!
was xiao di's bdae. and my bdae gift for him was TO DAO HIM. what a mean gift but apparently i failed :( wanted to act zhi bi den oso failed. i m juz TOO noisy. canot dun tok for a min de. haha(:



pe was 2.4km. but was so hot la. plus, my legs rdy aching le. so yea, my timing wasnt tt gd :( wahh, cries. haha. shall run more.



den had maths makeup tutorial. thot it started at 340 but when i went in at 335, it was like ALREADY STARTED? abit it started at 310 la. didnt even noe. so ended at 4. was dozing off there.



went for the first squash trg. and i suck at it. i missed like all the balls. duno why tt time trial, i only missed 1 or 2 balls. but now, i TOTALLY cant hit? i shall go practise more!! ahh.



was such a bad day, must be xiao di's bdae caused me to have bad luck la.



TODAY!
every step i walked was such a torture for me.



i haf gt so many scandals.



i m scandalous.



i m screwed.



all thanks to whoever who created those scandals.



but i m so wei da



sacrificed myself



juz to make everyone laugh



anw, gt to noe tt im so so so great. i made the class so HIGH. i heard tt jz and xiao di used to be STONES haha, i m so great. i changed them. duno if this is gd? but i tink i haf been so noisy so naughty in classes. shall act zhi bi again(:

BAD DAYS
SATURDAY!
sent phone for repair the 3RD time
forgt take back warranty card or rather the person forgt



SUNDAY!
spent whole day doing PI
top record: used the com frm 10am to 2am



MONDAY!
missed a step and kinda fell
ankle pain
bullied by xiao di
he almost drew my face with PERMANENT MARKERS
edited PI for so super long



TODAY!
failed chem test as expected ><
stupid pe
makeup lectures till 610
stupid traffic jam when on my way home



having real bad days ):



LOVE TMR(:
can get back my phone



HATE TMR):
dun wan run 2.4km ):
fear tt my warranty card will be lost
fear tt i cant get into squash



a BIG sigh.