okay, today is a super sad day. i knew this day is gona cum. i cried in sch. LOL. okay la, but now i feel better. i must try to accept it no matter what. it's kinda unfair and i tink the j1s squash pple agree with me? sumhow they hafta pick pple to get into nationals. i noe they are in a rush in picking but shldnt they be observing us for a few trg sessions and nt be based on 1 hr? maybe i m saying all these coz i didnt get into nationals and i hafta get out of the cca coz of tt. but it's really true la. everyone wasnt even prepared for this. they didnt tell us they are gona pick THAT early.



besides, i wont be complaining this much if i nv train. is like i did self-training with shuffy and vivien. and i noe some are training too. but for some, they arent even training? plus, so far, there were only 2 training sessions and we dun really learn much frm there?



okay, at least there will be another trial which is gona be the third trial. no idea how many times they wan to trial la. i m sick of this. and there is gona be another trial coz i asked for it? i was there arguing with them how unfair it is. and the others were like orh-ing there. i noe they are sad but i seem to be the only one arguing and i tink those pple hate me now.



yea, i shall stay positive. besides, i can always join another cca. *consoling myself* yupp, thks alot to those pple who comforted me(: you all are really nice(: and to those who are really troubled over some things, cheer up coz life is all abt ccas, studies wadever i tink. it's the love and care tt pple give u tt matter(: yupp, but i cant seem to get over this thing yet. i guess i nit more time. and i dun understand why this kind of things always happen to me. yepps, anw, thks agn pple!(: