where is the emily,
who used to be cheerful and free of problems?
why is the present emily having so many problems,
which nobody can see?
why issit tt she has a sucky family,
where nobody cares about her?
for wadever things which had happened,
it will always be her fault.
even if she duno where her bro and sis has gone,
it will be her fault.
she is sick and tired of being accused and used.
she trys to defend for herself,
but she will always back off,
coz she didnt want to quarrel on.
she can only show the bu shuang face.
she is like a slave
who has to help to do things.
even when the phone rings,
nobody will want to pick up,
and she will be the one doing it.
why is she helping pple ard
yet when she asks for help,
pple will hesistate.
she is undergoing so much stress,
yet she can only laugh it off.
everyone will go " u so free, help me do this do tt"
but is she really tt free?
she is one who will cry almost everyday
on her bed high up there
where nobody can see her tearing.
she is sick of this life.
her life is so screwed.
she sucks.
played squash with vivien and shuffy today. kena hit by squash ball on my right eye. ouch. -swollen-
i gt this feeling, no matter how hard i m practising, i will still be kiked out of the cca eventually. wat's the pt of trying so hard? i feel that i m deceiving myself all the while.
