long time nv blog le. coz of the stupid CTs, had been mugging. but wat's the pt man. i m so prepared to fail my phy n chem. for other subjs ah, shld be either fail or juz pass la. duno why, i tink i m juz stupid la. if only i m abit smarter, abit is enuf, and if only i didnt slack for the first few wks of june hols, i might haf known how to do the papers? but i tink even if i had mugged harder, i will still fail de coz i m juz S-T-U-P-I-D.



alot of pple keep telling me every yr, ard 50-75% of the cohort will fail CTs. hmm, so actually failing isnt tt scary BUT failing in this class is super scary. everyone is SO smart. i seriously haf no idea why i gt into this class. AHH, maybe is to be the bottom cushion la. why did i choose to come nj?!? i tink i haf cum to the WRONG sch.



anw, glad tt CTs is finally over. have been like slping for only 5 hrs for the last 1.5 wk. sumore gt a slight fever like yest? coz of the stupid aircon! den i heck care and still went to sch today to take the phy ct today though i seriously felt like puking. but after the last paper, sl, jz, yh, ivy and i went to coro to eat. walked to coro under the sun so sweated alot so yea, sweat till nt so feverish le.



yea, so we tok alot n took a long time to decide where to go. eventually, went to jz's hse. den jz, yh, sl and even jz's bro made fun of me! HMM. jz and yh ah, still duno do wat yest ah. blahh. phy spa tmr. sighhs, but after tmr, will be FREEDOM(: