sth is wrong with me these few days. easily tired and my hand, finger and leg will juz get numb for no reason :/ den i will see some things when it's nt there. den scare myself. oh wells.



FRIDAY
today is super slack de though it's normal lessons. haha, coz it's the last day of sch so yea, all the normal lessons like nth de. first lesson was maths. and mr song was so nice. he actually bough a $5 popular voucher for every one of us. omg, so touched. haha, dun tink i wan use it ><



den use his lessons to celebrate bdae. FOUR mths de. haha. but the donuts ah, nt tt nice le as compared to those when u eat there. den ivy asked the class to sing bdae songs for 4 times since it's 4 mths. haha, den sing till the candle wax kept dripping >< den we took class pics(:



nxt was chem tutorial. haha, den mrs yeo kept toking to us abt how to improve chem lessons blah blah blah. den i was playing with jz's cube. haha. den ivy so blur, dropped camera den lucky dropped onto my shoe ah coz i was crossing my leg or else ahh.. duno wat will happen to her cam. haha.



slpt thru the entire maths lecture. as for econs lecture, the video they showed was quite interesting though was abt spore's hist. haha, at least it kept me awake. den no econs tutorial! so we gt a super long lunch till 1.20pm which is the principal's tok. den no gp after tt!(:



went out with jz and zy. ivy gt harmoc so cant ): den we went to orchard and walked. budden we ended up in mos burger eating n chatting n doing things. den walked abit den we went to coffeebean to drink. den in the end, zy went to haf dinner with her family, so left me and jz so we went to jz's hse. played com till 8 den we went down to northpt.



went northpt to celebrate xh's bdae in bk. haha, dun like bk :/ den me n jz suaned sk and sam alot(: till they speechless i tink. den sk's hand very long leh. haha. den after tt, quite bored. me n jz den stoned. coz the guys mah, den we join in abit weird so dun wan. and the cake was black forest. dun like agn :/ den after tt, went home. reached home at like 1030? super tired. till i didnt even switch off my laptop and dozed off.



SATURDAY
went to mich's hse to do pw. den saw my bus went off. if only i reached there like 1 min earlier. so reached there half hr late. poor yipeng haftta wait for me coz she dun wan go in alone first. den yea, do pw till 5 plus i tink. den we had nasi lemak for lunch. so nice(: den haha, me n mich ate till we sweat. i found the chilli spicy lo, maybe coz i didnt mix the chilli with the rice but eat the chilli alone. budden mich and yipeng sae chilli nt spicy, is the otah spicy but but the otah is nt spicy AT ALL! haha, my tastebud gt prob? XD



TODAY
slpt till 1230. ate lunch den watched tv till 3. den went out to shop. reached home at 730 den i on the com. surfed the net blah blah blah till now. slack alot. haha. and yea, quarrelled with my mum today agn ): coz she kept accusing me of doing things i didnt. so ridiculous la. ahh, forget it.

wahh, feel damn bad today. ivy asked me yest wat time is jz's dry run. den i told her it was 1130 coz i rmb jz told me she wld end at 1230. den i totally forgt tt her grp hafta be audience for another grp hor. so i took it tt her dry run was 1130. in the end was 930 :/ den aiyo ivy's grp ah, 2 pple late. I M SUPER DUPER SRY! coz i lost my paper oso, den oso cant help check the time. so nxt time i shall nt assume things and i must confirm first before telling pple things. blur me :/



den i was late for my pw meeting. haha. like 45 mins late? woke up at 830 de. den i told myself slp 15 more mins will still make it in time de. in the end i slpt like 45 mins more! oops! den went SIM den stayed there for like 30-45 mins den jz called. coz her audience duty changed to 3pm so she cld go off. den i went off frm pw coz initially me n jz planned to go buy donuts for class de. shen yang tagged along too(:



den we went raffles city first budden the donut factory there, flavours so few only. so walked to suntec all the way to the carrefour there. so far! den i thot will haf alot of pple de den must queue like siao. like for hrs. coz tt time i went there, i saw a lot of pple queuing up, all the way to the back! lucky only gt a few pple. haha, like 5-6. phews. so bought the donuts den we decided to buy some for ourselves n eat too. me n shenyang ate one each and jz ate a set de.



den went to mo mo shop coz shen yang sae wan find her tcher there. but the shop was closed ): den we took shuttle bus back to mrt. the donuts damn heavy leh. den i took to yishun lo coz dun wan walk back frm khatib >< wonder how i m gona take to sch tmr. haha, den my mum so pro, managed to stuff them all in my small fridge. woah. haha.



came home den did inr while watching anime(: tt time i did inr while chatting. lol. no wonder my inr sucks. i gt 2 paras with alot of bad comments and no AE or GI. so lousy ): ohh, den i so damn clumsy agn. was watching anime den my parents pressed the door bell. pressed like continuous de so i hurry run to the door lo. den haha, tripped over the rocking chair and almost fell. lucky nv fall ah. and my leg.. haha, skin kena scraped off. stupid.



last day of sch le ): den soon op. sighs.

today pw dry run 2. haha, let's see. as usual i reached sch at 910. den yh la sae go try try side gate, if nt open can walk in by construction gate. den i really alight at the busstop there la. crossed the overhead bridge den realised side gate closed den ltr realised construction gate closed oso. ahh, so walked all the way to MAIN gate. haha.



den rehearsed. den the actual dry run. omg, disaster la. i was so damn nervous tt i tripped over words. den coz my presentation is split into 2 parts de. den 2nd part, i wasnt nervous le. budden my first part was so screwed :/ den Q&A even worse. mr song asked me a qn, den i ans den i went ehhhhh... den paused den ermm.. till he posted another qn. den i answered. i thot i ans to the pt leh. when i asked yh if i ans correctly, she sae correct mah. den mr song sae i nv ans to the pt. >< den wah, i did the worst in the grp ):



den went to be audience for the grp. den the skit quite interesting budden the ppt. omg, made me doze off can. yh and yp oso sae they fallin aslp. den mrs poon? duno who haha juz came in liddat den she ltr commented tt she falling aslp oso. den the whole situation was so tense when she commented on the grp.



had lunch in canteen den ltr tok den stoned. den jz's pw grp came. den jz lent us the cube. so me n yp started playing with it. turn here turn there den still dun get it. in the end, under jz's guidance and the instruction bklet, we managed to finish the thing leh! wat an accomplishment(:




haha me n the completed cube(:
but look at my ugly hair ><



cut it like yest. haha coz super long le. den whole day complain too long but lazy to cut so finally i went to cut(: but but in the end.. eeeyer so short. haha. mushroom head la :/ haha. den like boyboy hair. LOL. den i today asked my bro my hair like mushroom hor? he sae grape la. den ltr sae grape+mushroom! ): so mean!



den me n jz went to northpt. wasted 1.5 hrs leh, hor jz? haha. so tired. den went home, watched tv till dozed off on the floor. den my dad n mum scolded me la. one ask me clear dog poo, one ask me go shower. i was like wait la, 5 more mins coz i was really really tired. den till my mum really shouted. den i xia dao n woke up. now awake((:

the same thing AGAIN. overslpt. reached at like 10 when i am supposed to reach at 9? haha. the stupid bus trip took me 1 hr 20 mins la! coz raining mah den traffic jam. if gt no traffic jam, 1 hr 20 mins can be like to and fro nj le la. den was like i dozed off and woke up 5 times, still at yck. 45 mins frm khatib to yck. how pro!



did abit of pw den went for lunch. budden like no time le since we only gt 15 mins left to eat before tech run and all the queues were super long. so we juz grabbed a hotdog bun. den after tech run, i didnt haf the appetite to eat le. coz gona get promo scripts.



General Paper
Promo: E
Overall: E? no idea.
den they made those who didnt do well for GP to buy this stupid revision bk. which seems like pri sch revision bk can. very de waste money lehh. but so surprised i actually PASSED gp. lol. thot i will fail it la. coz totally crapped my way thru.



Mathematics
Promo: A
Overall: A
for maths, our class actually topped the cohort. so pro la. den everyone gt A for promos. haha, and my A is like a super low A can. even though it's an A. thot i deducted like 30 over marks. but apparently, i didnt. so yea, super low A.



Chemsitry
Promo: U
Overall: E
omg, U grade for promos can. U leh. wadever la, maybe is my first time getting U lo. so very de ): den moderate like siao? 2 grades leh. den i calculated my VA marks was like 10.8? if the marks for ct and promos remain constant tt is. 10.8 out of 10. LOL. okayy, quite disappointed with myself. i tink i really suck at chem. my chem is like CANNOT MAKE IT de. seriously need tuition.



Economics
Promo: D
Overall: D
juz touch grade D only. lucky me. was expecting a S grade only since my ct.. was horrible. so yea, no comments for econs.



Physics
Promo: D
Overall: C
again, my class was the top for the cohort with everyone getting an A or B overall except for 3 pple and yea, i m one of the 3. i knew how to do some of the qns i did wrongly. i knew it de lo. den everyone like get an A and B and me? a C. okay, maybe it is stupid to be disappointed over this small thing, but having a grade diff frm the majority really makes me feel very stressed up. it's like everyone is so smart! and me..sighhs.



den no mood no mood. didnt want to go home straight. so me ivy and zy went out. ivy wanted go popular budden we cldnt decide which popular to go. so we said watever bus cum first den board lo. 156- go j8, 852- go northpt, 74- go amk, 961- heck popualr and go queenstown. okay in the end, went amk.



den waited for 853 to go home. hate waiting for buses in amk coz they are super long. den reached my stop. after a while, it started raining. SHEESH. den i was all drenched. super duper drenched la. like can squeeze water frm my blouse de and water were all dripping from my hair >< den sth bad happened la when i reached home. irritating.



guess it's a bad day. yup, nit to work hard, nit tuition :/

YAY blogging time. haha. yest went to mich's hse to do pw. and i was LATE agn. overslpt! haha. den reached at 11 when it was supposedly 1030. these few days kept overslping :/ haha, den they were alrdy doin things when i reached. den after tt, mich went upstairs to print some stuffs. so left me, rad n yp. we were supposedly searching for videos on telephones. den rad was searching 'The Ring' movie coz gt telephone inside? den we watched trailers but dun haf leh. haha, den some trailers so scary. yp totally didnt want to watch. den rad sae watch with me. but she cheat my feelings la! she covered her eyes den i didnt even noe. so i watched myself den ehh, gt some scary parts.. den haha! i covered my eyes using my bag den went eeeyer! haha i actually teared abit leh. haha, duno is scared or wat but i was laughing. LOL. den we ended up looking at horror movies de trailers and duno wat korean movie. budden watched the movie till halfway, we were screaming like siao. haha, so disgusting, the fingernail ermm actually came off? haha. den i wanted to continue watching but rad dun let! ): and yp agreed to lend me some horror movies wor!(:



so we did some filming before and after lunch. haha, first part was mich acting. i was trying nt to laugh when yp was filming but was too funny le(: oh yes, yh came when we were having lunch and made me walk out to fetch her >< den after lunch, went to film at the park nearby. haha, den rad being "the best director" went mad(: yup, so we did part of the video and came back. had apple pie with ice cream den started making the video. okayy, den me n yh juz fell aslp. very lazy de us. after eating den slp. haha, too tired le. i slpt at 430am and she slpt at 5am. tt's why :/ den i tink i slpt like an hr on the table. woke up tt time, mich n yp was kinda done. haha. den we walked out of mich's hse at 7. woah. and missed my bus AGAIN. reached home at 8.



after dinner was I&R ): wanted to start but kept chatting non-stop >< haha, so yea started at like duno wat time. den juz finished. YAY. TOTAL CRAP! wonder how mr song is gona mark. haha.



getting scripts back ltr. omg, i m so gona die. i tink i will see lots of failures. sighs. ltr will be a NIGHTMARE

yest, saturday. was supposed to meet pw grp at 10 at hostel de wor. den my dog woke me up at 7 plus coz it was barking for me to feed it >< haha den i went back to slp agn coz was way too early. den set alarm at 830. in the end, it like nv ring leh! duno is it nv ring or i off it. den i suddenly thot to myself, 45 mins gt so long de meh coz after feeding my dog was like ard 45 mins to 830 mah. den i jumped up and realised omg 945 le?! haha. in the end, reached hostel like at 1110. more than an hr late. lucky is rad and yp there. at least gt company.



den i reached den we went SIM coz rad sae wan charge. den we did abit of the script for op there den decided to have lunch. but so packed down there so we decided go poolside. cldnt finish my lunch ): den continued with the script. till i fell aslp. haha, after lunch mah.. so very tired :/ can see how lazy i m. den i tink i slpt for like alf hr w/o knowing. den woke up to tok crap(: den yp told me gt rumours sae our class everyone gt A for maths? i was tinking impossible la coz i abit deduct like 30 over marks, near 40 le leh. unless they moderate more than 10 marks la, or else impossible 24 of us get A. perhaps 23 of us ba. haha. and it's RUMOURS sumore la.



den called mich and she sae her meeting will end at ard 330. so we finished the script at like 240. den we stoned. tok crap like 'snow white and the 7 dwarfs' (LOL!)and they said i was super high? haha. den was yp's turn to slp. den i did abit of the graph. den near 330, we walked towards the hostel coz rad wan put her laptop in her room. coz we are goin to take pics at expo(: pw date(: haha.



budden ahh, waited for mich at nj there till 4 plus. she haven end her meeting yet. so we sae we go newton mrt first, at least there gt aircon. den we wait n wait till we went to buy ice cream.




our ice creams. can see how bored we are rite? actually took pics of icecreams. guess which one was mine? *look at the sizes of the ice creams(: haha, i tink quite obvious ba?





haha. waited till 5 plus. totally slacking >< den we set off! budden decided to go suntec coz nearer which i only noe when we were on the train. haha, i abit de slow. den i cldnt go with them coz thot initially go expo de and i nit reach pasir ris at 6 plus mah. so i psed them >< SO SORRY. and ya lo, abit thot nit to reach pasir ris at 6 plus. in the end was nt leh. this is where i was damn pissed la.



okay i called my mum at 545 and told her i gg to pasir ris le den will reach there at 6 plus den she sae okay den ask me call my dad. okay i did and told him i gona reach at 6 plus. den he sae okay lo. so i reached there at 620 n called agn and asked where they are. they sae still in yishun lehh. ask me go there myself first. venue was aranda ctry club. like how the hell wld i noe where it is? den my dad went take bus la. ya i oso noe take bus, take which bus la! den keep asking me go when i duno how? why they always force me to do things which i duno? den at tt moment, i feel like saeing i m going home le and tt's it lo. crap but i sae i wait for u at the busstop. u hurry come. so went to a busstop and stoned. den called agn at 645? den my mum told me they gona fetch my sis at 7 at bkt timah. i was like wat the.. u tell me earlier la den i cld haf gone with my pw grp to suntec rite? den keep insisting me to go first coz rush here rush there they will reach at 8. den i asked my mum issit near downtown east coz if it is, i noe how to go. den she sae duno. duno den like i noe meh? den she sae ni bu shi mei ci qu chalet de meh? den take the bus wat. den i went go chalet is take their bus la, nt normal bus. so i sae i wait. nvm i wait. i was super pissed le la. why didnt u tell me u are fetching my sis at 7! den when i told u all i reaching at 6plus u all still sae okay and abit tell me will set off frm yishun at 6 leh. like wat the.



so in the end i waited like 1 hr 15 mins for them? made me breathe in 1 hr 15 mins of polluted air la. made me wait down there like an idiot. coz there's only 1 bus service at tt busstop so when the bus cum, everyone will board it den only some idiot like me will stone at the busstop? den abit my fone goin no batt la, so cant listen to songs, cant play games, if nt ltr they cant contact me. oso cant go anywhere to walk coz i duno wat time they will reach and i oso cant keep making calls since goin no batt. so stoned there lo. den did experiment leh. see how long it takes for the bus to cum. i tink gt 20 mins ba when the board wrote 9-11 mins. cheat de lo! pissed pissed super pissed.



when they finally came, went in and started quarrelling la. sae my mum den she went sae my dad den ended up both of them quarrelling. dots. den i went wadever la, wo de cou okay? den she sae oso nv sae is my fault. but i tink my mum alrdy made it so obvious tt it's my fault? okay lo, so i admit lo, my fault. coz i dun wan to argue with her anymore coz wadever i sae, it WILL be MY fault. quarrelled even after we gt off the car. till we cant find where the venue.



we walked like here and there to find la. i tink we spent more than 15 mins finding? in the end, finally found it. then by the time, i oso nt tt pissed le coz canot show tt i m pissed in front of the pple there wat. anw, went there for my cousin de baby's one mth celebration. so okay lo. den went there eat den stone. den after a while, went to play mahjong with my sis and 2 uncles. den gt another uncle cum look at my tiles. haha, actually i wasnt even playing seriously coz i abit listening to songs using my bro's fone and looking ard. played it coz too bored le. den tt uncle cum help me. den everytime i wan to chi or pong, he like react faster than me, den shout so loud till xia dao wo. but he chao funny la. haha. den in the end, we won tt rd, den he ask me give him hi-five. LOL! den played another rd tgther agn but he left half way den i won agn. haha, chao funny.



den went off. den my mum sae wan go GIANT to buy things. den i went dun wan i wan go home. coz she like wasted my 1 hr plus at the busstop stoning le lo. den in the end, coz GIANT shun lu mah when go home, so my dad asked wan go anot. den everyone like okay with it EXCEPT me. i said i wan go home, den asked them send me to mrt or sth. den they started saeing me agn la. maybe there's sth wrong with me coz there shld be no reason why i shldnt go ba. maybe is coz i too pissed over the busstop thing. den i sae i wan go home do pw. den nw is my sis and mum target me lo. my sis went do wat pw. i sae do individual de which is I & R. den she sae tmr de do la. i sae tmr i gg out to do grp de. den she keep saeing tmr do tmr do. den i sae wadever i dun wan to argue with u anymore. okay lo, i quite pissed off. AGAIN.



in the shopping centre, i totally walked alone. didnt stick to them. i wandered ard ALONE den sat down sumwhere ALONE. rahhh, chao ji angry la. kept frowning. i even told my mum before tt i dun wan to buy anything, i wan go home coz she kept asking me to go get those things i wan. in the end, i really bought NOTHING. which is so unlike me. can see how pissed i m rite. reached home at like 1205. gosh. so eventually managed to qi xiao le. coz kept frowning, very easily get old de leh. LOL.



today is really a bad bad day. maybe it's sth wrong with me la. but sumtimes i wonder, do they realy care abt me? made me wait for more than an hr but none seems apolegetic abt it. if only i get sick, maybe then they will really care, but nope, i cant fall ill though alrdy feeling unwell! ><
sighhs, ran out of dog food agn. realised i quite random but still, sigh. broke. no money till nxt mon ba ):

woke up n realised oh ya, didnt off my laptop. LOL! was using it to watch anime and lying on the bed. den watch till i fell aslp and didnt off it. and battery totally flat when i woke up. haha, den ya, the moment i woke up, was to charge it and on it and to WATCH anime. LOL.



den watched till 230. till i super sian den called jz. haha, den she ahh, SUPER DISTRACTED! NEVER pay attention to wat i was toking de ): so yea, den after tt went eat lunch which was maggi mee. haha. den before tt, i abit ate 2 slices of cakes and 1 garlic bread so i was struggling with my mee. damn bloated.



reached sch at 515. ehh, tt stupid 852 bus la. trip so uncomfortable. like move abit den stop move abit den stop. den the uncle can abit comb his hair while driving! LOL! stoned in bus ><



went find jz and zy den stoned down there. aiyo, i came to sch coz i bored at home. but end up in sch, sat down there.. which is even more sian! den walked ard the sch till 7. went to the hall for the party thing. den eeeeyer so boring one. all bands den i oso duno how appreciate. haha, i find it damn noisy >< ended up me zy and ivy went walk here n there.



hmm, the whole thing very boring leh. tt's wat i felt la. and ah, the fb de ah, kept asking us buy fries. haha, lucky i didnt coz after tt, they ownself sae wat their oil black de like choc. den the cooker black one den duno wat. even sl sae the oil dirty! LOL! haha. lucky only ate 2(: hahaha. den fries super salty! so much salt one. den we were like examining every single one of them la.



super boring so went home(: den i saw my bus went past me AGAIN! these few days damn suay one. keep missing my buses. den jz so nice took 852 with me till khatib(: and omg juz realised i ate too much today le. abit still eating 2 slices of cakes now. means i ate like 5 slices of cake? one at 12 plus am den 2 at 12 pm den 2 now! gosh. 肥死了!

today hafta walk to the MAIN GATE AGAIN WOR. haha my grp wanted meet at 9 de. den yipeng reached so early like 848? den i reached there like 926. haha. den we started stoning coz hafta wait for rad's laptop and yh oso haven reach. den rad reached at like 950 and yh 10 sth. haha, den we did abit of ppt. like a TINY bit. den we were like, we ask mr song ltr if we can dun present la since we haven really prepare den mich oso down coz gt yr end. mr song said okay leh. so we sae forget it, dun do le. haha, so we went down to get some food. we totally heck care le la.



aiyo, den walked down the moment, xia dao. coz zy's frens huimin and jialin suddenly called out to me, asked me buy donuts. haha, so i bought one. den after eating, went find them coz yh oso wan one. den i went suan jialin sae nobody wans buy frm her. haha, den was so bored till we started taking photos. initially taking with yh de den jialin sae wan take oso den huimin oso. so ended up we took photos instead of selling donuts. haha. budden we take photos tt time den attract pple leh, they ownself cum buy w/o even having to ask them if they wan buy.



den went dry run. went in den was like super scary. coz is like exam conditions den whole rm so empty. den we were like telling mr song we nv prepare blah blah blah. okay, quite screwed la, nv do ppt, nv make scripts, nth! so we spent time toking abt how our new ppt will be like. den mr song sae nvm la, juz use the op wkshop de ppt to present when we are like nt gona use tt for the real op. so we juz presented. didnt noe we gona present la coz juz now asked mr song he sae it's okay nt to present or wat. so yea, no scripts(: and i practically forgt wat i said on the op wkshop day.



haha, den when it was my turn to speak. i noe i kept rolling my eyes coz i was tinking wat i said tt time. haha, in the end i only spoke for 2 mins plus. duno wat to sae la. haha. den mr song gave comments, sae i gt smile which is gd. haha, rubbish la! i smiled is coz i forgt wat to sae mah so i juz smile to him. haha.



haha, den went macs at the serene centre to eat lunch with jz and sl. haha, initially went coro den wanted to eat at ke ai ji den so many pple. den i sae i oso broke liao, dun wan eat too ex de, so we walked to serene centre(: haha, peeped into island cremery coz yangling, my senior like worked there. but too bad today nt her shift ): haha, anw oso nt close to her, juz wan to confirm it's really her lo. den after lunch, walked to busstop.



and i saw 855 and 852 went off while walking. so bad luck. den while waiting, saw FIVE bus service 74 leh. so unfair. den reached northpt at 430. waited for zy for 15 mins. haha. WAIT agn. i m so pro at waiting for pple(: haha, den went to look at the shoes we wanted to buy. den ask the person if there's other colours. den the 2 pple down there like blur blur one. i asked one, he went ask the other guy. den the other guy sae only gt tt colour when he nv check. den i asked if he can help me check. den he like walked one rd WITHOUT even checking. den came back tell us dun haf other colours. damn blur leh he. den we juz walked out of the shop lo. so stupid one. den we chatted till ard 6 den went home. haha.

yest morn, waited like 15 mins for my bus. tt stupid bus juz dun wan cum lo. den my bus stop dun even haf a single nj student other than me. normally, there are quite a few de. den i was like ahh, forget it, sure late AGAIN. unexpectedly, i reached sch at 736. haha.



den maths lecture, me n ivy were practically drawing on each other's paper. nv pay attention >< den tcher skipped 2 pgs, we didnt even noe. den sl saw ivy draw on my paper, den oso started drawing. aiyo, my paper like for them to vandalise de! den maths tutorial became pw period. den last min let mr song flip thru our wr. den he went i wont give u any comments. wahh, sounds like he gt comments but dun wan sae. seems like BAD comments la. eeeyer. den after tt maths lesson, sk said sth very wrong leh. haha.



so after lunch, did pw till like 3 plus. took a break den went for chem lecture. den me and yh so extra, only the 2 of us sitting right in front when the whole class sat one or two rows above. den both of us dozed off during the lecture(:



den accompanied jz to northpt to buy her plane model. haha, it's like i nv go to the 'create and play' section in popular before leh. haha, den ohh found out that there is such a thing called cement glue. LOL, my childhood like deprived de, nv play with such model before. haha. anw oso nt very interested after jz sae must glue den wat nit to paint urself >< fell aslp on the floor after watching the 9pm show. LOL.



today, hmm... reached sch at like 910. which means i hafta walk by the MAIN gate. agn la! den went raintree for pw. till 12, ate lunch till 1. haha, den slacked n went for tok at 130. thruout the entire tok, wasnt listening(: den jz was like playing with her cube. haha. den went out to the toilet coz gt WEAK BLADDER. LOL.



pw pw and more pw after the tok. till 545. yawns. den hmm walked to the gate den saw my bus. ran to chase after it. den ouch, my arm and palm like brushed agnst the gate :/ okay den called my bro. told him i will be reaching nrthpt at 630.



den in the bus, when it stopped at hwa chong there. i saw a grp of hc pple. i was like tinking isnt tt guy frm my pri sch. and isnt tt gal frm st nicks. haha. den they sat behind me and tok and i overheard everything. nt i eavesdrop! is they tok so loudly. haha, anw i heard a guy saeing 2 st nicks gals= 1 market. i was like EHHHH. den they suddenly tok abt a gal called du qian. currently in nj de. den the gal went "she was frm st nicks de". the guy went "she gt a funny face and she was in the same class as me in pri sch". den i was like tinking.. LOL, i noe du qian de leh. though nt very close. but ya, she same pri and sec sch with me. DOTS. haha.



in the end, reached nrthpt at 630 and i waited for my bro till 7 can!! ahhhh, stood there like an idiot >< okay, took the cake coz it's my dad and bro's bdae. den he sae he hungry so bought some bread. haha, so damn broke!(: spent like almost 1 wk of my pocket money. like spending alot alot the past few mths. yup. i tink i SHLD WORK during the hols. den ah, wanted to take bus home le lo. den my mum called. she asked us wait for her to go home tgther. hmm, so we sat at the interchange there n waited. waited like 10 mins. so i practically wasted like almost 1 hr waiting for my bro n mum! LOL!



in the end, walked home. den halfway my mum's fren suddenly appeared frm behind. xia dao wo la. my mum was like saeing sth den i went pi la. LOL. okay went home den had dinner. ate red eggs and look at my hand(:




so bloody red(: den ah, light candles tt time, the stupid wax drip onto my finger and it's RED wax. haha.



op dry run tmr! AHH. and my grp haven really prepare leh ): so tmr dry run wont be a real dry run >< but nvm, we will make it de(: for the real op. pple, JIAYOU!

slpt at 5plus this morn. haha, my pw grp discussion ended at ard 3 plus if i rmb correctly. initially was dozing off budden ltr cldnt slp. gt reasons one. so yea, went to watch anime till 5 plus till i gt a little tired and went to slp.



woke up at ard 815am. coz of stupid yh! coz we gt pw meeting at 1030 den yh wanted eat breakfast tgther at macs so decided to meet at 930. den called her and she sae she wan to slp. made me wake up so early for nth!! so went to on the com. i like whole day stare at the com.



so reached sch at 1030. waited at the busstop. first one to reach!(: haha, and yipeng ah.. super duper SLOW! haha. den we collated the wr coz everyone print separately mah. too many pgs le >< den den AHHHH realised we gt missing pgs and some pgs print wrongly. aiyo, lucky slpyhead yh is still at home so called her to print those. BUDDEN she ran out of colour ink. so HAIZ. den mich sae go her hse print la so i went to her hse with her. yup yup den printed. budden she gt yr end things after tt, so she wont be goin back to sch. initially thot i hafta walk in by the main gate alone ): lucky her mum drove me in(: YAY thks alot!(:



haha yay finally wr is SO done. tt bkshop auntie even commented tt our wr is so thick. LOL! anw, went to poolside to have lunch. den yh halfway ps us when she saw her bus cuming. this is like the 3rd time le, yh? haha. so yea, while eating, we thot of some crazy and LAME ideas for op. haha in the end, we still cldnt decide so went home. an hr trip home. so damn tired. even slpt in the bus.



den watched anime once i reached home. till now! haha. abit i cried while watching la. madness, cartoon only i still can cry. and this is nt my first time le wor. haha, but canot blame me la, so touching mah(: den aiyo, my mum's fren called n ask me things. haha, she is nice to tok to(:



normal lessons tmr. sighs.

i dun wan to tink, maybe i m all wrong. but i cant help but have doubts. i feel betrayed but maybe it's nt you. well, guess i tink too much. well, i shld juz act like i know nth. seriously nth.



slpt at 4am. was slacking alot alot. den net gt probs so damn pissed n went to slp. woke up at 12 plus. den eat eat eat den feel damn sian. like nth to do. den kena scolded coz i dun wan to do hsework. why issit always me? ahh, forget it. it has always been like this. why m i complaining abt it again. so i sae i rather go clear my table coz everything in a mess. notes everywhere since promos. so yea, cleared everything which is under my table. den my mum oso like clearing alot of things. threw alot of things away. tt's abt it.



life is so sian.

YESTERDAY
phy lessons early in the morn and mrs teai went thru phy mcq. ahhhh, den was like omg omg omg i deducted like 11 marks le? budden she said none of us failed so woah wat a relief(:



and yh ahh so smart! didnt cum to sch leh. was at home slping den slp until like ard 1230, i called her den she woke up n came to sch. aiyo, slp so much de her. den after tt was op. such a long long day. was damn tired.



went to eat dinner at curry wok with jz, ivy, yh and sl. haha. so interesting den kept suaning jz!(: after tt, went to amk hospital to visit my ah ma. met up with my mum first den we walked to the hospital frm presbyterian high sch. quite far den was quite dark. haha, ate ice cream while walking there(: den my mum kept asking me issit the amk hospital when it was anderson pri. haha, den when we reached the hospital, we quite unsure den i abit still walked to the very front to verify tt it was amk hospital indeed.



okay dun quite like the hospital. there's this weird feeling >< den went to 4th lvl to visit my ah ma. den i ownself went to lvl 1 to go to the toilets. LOL! like the toilets only at lvl 1 for visitors can! den it's freaky far away, den i walked n walked. gt this scary feeling ><



reached home at 930, watched tv till 10 and juz dozed off on the floor! really cldnt stand it lo! haha, eyes damn dry, damn tired. sighs.



TODAY
no maths lesons so first period is chem tutorial. and yes, went thru chem mcq. omg, 6 out of 20 correct. fail like SHIT can. is like 4 whole pgs wrong wrong wrong. den totally no mood le, dun wan tok to anyone. but after tinking for quite some time, wo zhong yu xiang tong le. yup, so nt tt moody after tt. den watched alot of videos today durin econs lecture n tutorials. den dozed off for a while! >< den gp lecture i oso fell aslp when i was like right in front of the tchers. haha, so boring la!



den went back to aj with jz. den she pangseh me for a while! haha, so i went find my frens(: saw a lot of pple. let's see..ankita, priscilla, wendy, joan, wei hao, rong jing, kelvin, wenjie, twin, carrot, peihong, jess, mami, wal, weiqi, clement, eugenia and i forgt le >< jiu shi heng duo heng duo. hmm, den tt kelvin kept acting blur, sae duno me. haha. oh, den saw sk, xh and sam in aj oso. hmmms. haha, okay and they are SUPER weird(:



den went to northpt to have dinner with jz. both of us like dun wan go home lo. haha coz feel so sian ):

haven been blogging for days. sigh everyday is like PW now. sun pw meeting at mich's hse. mon nj pw day. tues no sch for my class but i oso haf pw meeting at SIM. today there is this defence talk. i was like practically dozing off there. haha, den yipeng n shen yang tok to me, after tt den i can keep myself awake. oh den the tok ended at 1010 ard there. so early(: budden everyone went do pw. PW AGN.



den my bro forgt bring his keys and called me. in the end he waited for like an hr. coz suddenly rain so hafta go to interchange to change bus >< den ya came back watch youtube and do PW AGAIN! haha. well, dun feel like goin to sch tmr. gt the stupid op wkshop n normal lessons. SIGHS.



seriously no mood these few days. what can i do to help? ):

pw today at mich's hse. haha, cldnt wake up! budden forced myself to. sigh so tired. den hafta walk all the way to yishun bus interchange to take bus. everyday oso walk walk walk. 15 mins walk to yishun interchange. nt abit sian only. frm my hse go to mrt station very the inconvenient leh. 15 mins to khatib. 15 mins to yishun. so can imagine me wakling frm khatib back home everyday. SICK. anw was walking den suddenly saw this big crowd at the place beside the hospital which is gona be built. eh so crowded den hafta squeeze thru them. i was like against the current ><



slpt in the bus since it takes an hr to get there. yawns. slp until i thot i missed the stop so i jumped up. den realised chey nv miss la. den ya, did pw till 530 or so. so damn tired la! do until almost fell aslp. haha, yipeng oso lo! den we both went crazy n crapped alot to try to keep ourselves awake. went totally mad(: den mich n rad gave us weird looks! haha. oh yes, i was trapped in the toilet lo! haha. after quite some time, den i cld open the door like FINALLY. haha.



ate alot alot today till i feel FAT. ate 5 diff types of fruits and 2 pieces of cakes. haha. for lunch, went adam food court to eat. my first time there(: den it started raining. i almost slipped. coz my slippers so lousy! so slippery de >< den i pulled yipeng's shirt. haha. lucky nv fall or it will be super maluating.



tired day today. even slpt in the bus on the way home. sigh today cldnt go out with aj frens ): coz of pw. wahh. den wj u very smart leh, call u den u orh okay den hanged up the phone on me! irritating! wahh, carrot n twin, miss u all leh, must go out one day k?(:

slpt at 4 today this morn. was watching youtube. haha. cldnt slp agn. den woke up at 10 plus. is my bro woke me up de. he went hurry wake up, fish die liao. i was tinking which fish. den is the arowana, the 金龙鱼. den i juz jumped out of bed. saw it lying on the floor can. it committed suicide la, jumped out of the tank itself den nobody noes den die down there. i almost wan to puke la, first thing i woke up is to c tt big fish lying down there. it's like my dad reared it when it was 10 over cm i guess den now lke 40 over cm? eh my estimation sucks.



den i called on my dad lo. he asked me to put it back to the tank to c if it's still alive even though how much i insisted tt it's alrdy dead. den it was like i dun dare to put it back la. so big so heavy sumore i look at it i feel very scared leh. as if it's staring at me. den its tank is like maybe 1.5m high ba. so high sumore. den the net nt big enuf. use wat? hand? cloth? omg la. i attempted but i juz cldnt do it coz i very scared. den i called my mum, thot maybe today she gt no work today n was juz downstairs. budden she abit working. den she kept asking me to put it back. den sae if nt, den duno wat duno one. i felt damn stressed la. kept forcing me when i dun dare. even my bro dun dare la. he's a guy n if he dun dare wat makes me dare to put it. wadever la. was so scared n kena stressed by my parents till i duno wat to do n juz cried. sighs. even begged my bro to put it back but he dun wan.



lucky my dad came back budden he kinda scolded me la. sae wat slp slp slp till nv hear the sound or wat. BUT i on the aircon la, so it's like the door is closed? so cant hear. sigh, den i totally no mood la. okay lo, maybe it's my fault. shldnt haf slpt so late den perhaps can wake up earlier n sumhw save it. ltr still haf cip. it's like NO MOOD le la. den i watched tv, watch till i slp la. cry till tired. crazy de me. woke up tt time saw a frog in my rm den i ignored it den after a while, it died. almost stepped on it :/



den went for cip. today abit 5 kids came only. initially went over to the other side to tutor de. budden they damn noisy la, very rude sumore, command pple liddat. lame la. den i stood down there with jz lo, dun wan tutor them. irritating de leh. in the end we went back to the kidsread section. den taught them how make the frog hat. den today's story abit abt FROGS la. disgusting! morn c dead frog now the story abt frogs. sumore i very scared of frogs oso. den ya, today's cip is damn sian. maybe coz i no mood lo. den halfway i still felt hungry coz didnt have lunch. no appetite ><



after cip ended, stoned there for a while den left. didnt wan to go home so early so me, jz n sl went to popular. den we started looking at bks. kiddy bks and a bk abt teenage de or wat. abit saw 4 bks which tok abt or showed frogs. i went.. FROGS AGAIN.



today is such a bad day. pw tmr. SIGHS.

games fest today. so we all hafta go to the grand stand. before tt, ivy showed us class photo(: haha. and so we walked frm parade sq to round table using the carpark tt route. den nit to bend down to pass the barrier thing to cross over to the other side. and the stupid me, accident-prone as usual, hit my head while crossing over. den gt this loud sound which jz n ivy heard. so damn loud. METAL leh. so pain ): and this morn on the bus, i abit hit the other side of my head while slping. so my head is like..OUCH?



den wu yuan wu gu kena dragged into playing fb. den when me, jz n ivy dun wan, samuel ah pushed us until we all almost fell >< den we tried to escape frm going to the courts twice but both oso unsuccessful one ): so played the game. i was like stoning down there. duno how play, only gt the ball twice. haha den i played for a while, i dun wan play le den i gave jz the stick n sae subt le la. den hurry sat down so i wont hafta play anymore.



den we went play cards after tt. wanted to play capt ball de but no guys to play with us since the rule states tt must haf 3 guys 3 gals. so we gt no choice but to play cards. played for hrs. den gt once, i abit still shuffling when there was a pe tcher behind me. xia si ren.



den went to zy's hse to get tennis racquets since we gona play tennis and anthony helped us bk tennis court le. den went northpt for lunch. den went to mrt there de busstop to wait for shuttle bus. abit the first shuttle bus came and everyone squeezed to get up. in the end, pushed us away den we hafta wait for another bus lo ):



reached there and abit gt lost. haha, walked until so close to the swimming pool which is near the tennis courts but we juz didnt c the pool. haha. when we reached the tennis courts.. woah super duper hot. so we started playing(: and something stupid happened to me. a source of entertainment for them. haha. lucky held on to the net den nv fall. budden friction! >< so my finger very pain ): play until ivy left at 5 plus. den we stopped playing at ard 545. coz sumone came up to look lo. haha, turned out tt guy is xh.so we packed up n everything n went down to the squash courts n laughed at him(: the way he plays is chao ji funny. haha. den went home.



was super thirsty so went fridge budden found only milk so i poured one cup for myself den poured another for my bro since he wans it. den in the end, he sae dun wan den pour half for me. in the end i drank like 1.5 cups? bloated. and i wan sae my bro n mum keep hitting my head! so today my head is like kena head concussion ><

CHEM SPA today. haha. den abit my mum woke me up at 630. to do wat u noe? to help my bro iron his shirt leh! and iron mine oso. den after tt i went back to slp. den overslpt by 15 mins. so took a ltr bus. den reached nj busstop at like 9.08am. thot the sch gate might still be opened. so went to try my luck but turned out i no luck one. so walked all the way to main gate leh. so sian. and i m like the only stupid one frm the class who reached late n hafta walk in frm the main gate.



den physics spa kena delayed. den the stupid spa. made me light 7 matches, the stupid wick juz dun wan to burn. den i c mich like finish the 1st expt le i still trying to light up the stupid wick. den the flame abit going to reach my fingers le, the wick ahhhh, still dun wan to light up ): in the end i gave up n use lighter. and agn, i m like the only stupid one who cant get it lighted. initially was afraid i duno how light up the matchstick den ended up i strike so many matches and is the wick which dun wan to get lighted up. damn stupid.



yea, went home after lunch and playing cards in sch ><



sighhs. 我好烦.

haha, went out with zy, jz and ivy
TO ORCHARD
didnt want to wake up initially
coz super tired
woke up den very giddy so went back slp
lucky wasnt late, reached there juz on time(:
den tok alot ><
den i keep having static with them
they sae 我一直出电! LOL!



haha, den ivy saw alot of her frens
JINGZHI saw one.
must emphasise it's JINGZHI!(:



den went to catch a movie
in the end duno wat to watch
so decided on 'nannies diaries'
the movie super boring can!
waste money, waste time.
so nt nice!



den went home
super duper tired
den immediately help my bro do art leh
so sian!!
yest he ask me do den i sae dun wan
now i feel so bad so help him do lo
haha den i do until like now?
haven finish yet, taking break!
or else can die
abit juz now while i was colouring, my bro still watching tv leh!
make me hafta triple-task
watch tv, chat and colour
haha!
well well, gona help him agn soon.
TIRED-

YAY! last paper finished!
but i like going to fail for all my papers ><
but nvm, it's FREEDOM!



can finally watch hrs and hrs of tv
play games
go out with friends
ANYTHING(:



went for class lunch
after tt ivy wan go northpt
jz followed along too
so the 3 of us took 852 tgther(:



haha, duno wat to blog le ><
but jiayou for those who haven finish their exams(: