slpt at 4 today this morn. was watching youtube. haha. cldnt slp agn. den woke up at 10 plus. is my bro woke me up de. he went hurry wake up, fish die liao. i was tinking which fish. den is the arowana, the 金龙鱼. den i juz jumped out of bed. saw it lying on the floor can. it committed suicide la, jumped out of the tank itself den nobody noes den die down there. i almost wan to puke la, first thing i woke up is to c tt big fish lying down there. it's like my dad reared it when it was 10 over cm i guess den now lke 40 over cm? eh my estimation sucks.



den i called on my dad lo. he asked me to put it back to the tank to c if it's still alive even though how much i insisted tt it's alrdy dead. den it was like i dun dare to put it back la. so big so heavy sumore i look at it i feel very scared leh. as if it's staring at me. den its tank is like maybe 1.5m high ba. so high sumore. den the net nt big enuf. use wat? hand? cloth? omg la. i attempted but i juz cldnt do it coz i very scared. den i called my mum, thot maybe today she gt no work today n was juz downstairs. budden she abit working. den she kept asking me to put it back. den sae if nt, den duno wat duno one. i felt damn stressed la. kept forcing me when i dun dare. even my bro dun dare la. he's a guy n if he dun dare wat makes me dare to put it. wadever la. was so scared n kena stressed by my parents till i duno wat to do n juz cried. sighs. even begged my bro to put it back but he dun wan.



lucky my dad came back budden he kinda scolded me la. sae wat slp slp slp till nv hear the sound or wat. BUT i on the aircon la, so it's like the door is closed? so cant hear. sigh, den i totally no mood la. okay lo, maybe it's my fault. shldnt haf slpt so late den perhaps can wake up earlier n sumhw save it. ltr still haf cip. it's like NO MOOD le la. den i watched tv, watch till i slp la. cry till tired. crazy de me. woke up tt time saw a frog in my rm den i ignored it den after a while, it died. almost stepped on it :/



den went for cip. today abit 5 kids came only. initially went over to the other side to tutor de. budden they damn noisy la, very rude sumore, command pple liddat. lame la. den i stood down there with jz lo, dun wan tutor them. irritating de leh. in the end we went back to the kidsread section. den taught them how make the frog hat. den today's story abit abt FROGS la. disgusting! morn c dead frog now the story abt frogs. sumore i very scared of frogs oso. den ya, today's cip is damn sian. maybe coz i no mood lo. den halfway i still felt hungry coz didnt have lunch. no appetite ><



after cip ended, stoned there for a while den left. didnt wan to go home so early so me, jz n sl went to popular. den we started looking at bks. kiddy bks and a bk abt teenage de or wat. abit saw 4 bks which tok abt or showed frogs. i went.. FROGS AGAIN.



today is such a bad day. pw tmr. SIGHS.