yest after sch, went watch step up 2. haha, was qte nice(: and we realised gt a pillar 'chopped off' de. so weird n disgusting

we shall watch untraceable next! budden coz i nit to go aj dance concert, so cant eat dinner with them. so rushed off to raffles place there. abit duno how go vict theatre so carrot hafta cum fetch me. den i forgt to buy flowers there! LOL. and yea, nic was super late, came in only like for the last performance den he sit duno where. so thruout the whole concert, i was like watching by my own ): coz carrot only tok abit to me ): haha. so met up nic AFTER the concert end at the backstage where i found my twin and peihong (: started taking pics and nic very extra la, disrupt every pic! den twin pushed her flower towards my face while taking pic coz nic pushed it to her so she must revenge ON ME. so i ate flowers. lol.

den kena chased out coz they wanted lock up the place le. so my pae class and me n nic waited outside coz we waiting for duno who. haha. den nic abit cum spoil nj reputation by sitting on the floor.


den after tt, went crazy. palyed a trick on us den accidentally gt our saliva on his finger and he cum rub agnst MY shirt. used guitar hit us and esp ME. diao.

den we walked all the way to clarke quay to eat supper but for me n nic DINNER. lol. den they went rd n rd before deciding tt we eat at bk. so damn hungry. ate till qte late den we went home. some left by mrt, some by bus. leaving nic at bk coz he was toking on the fone for VERY VERY LONG. duno to who. HAHAHA. den made me pack fries for him. rahh!

reached home like almost 12 and i used com till 2 plus. slpt for few hrs den went out agn. TIRED.

im feeling abit sick
i feel like puking
im feeling stressed
i keep hafing nightmares
i feel sad at times for no reason
i feel like crying

take things at ur own pace, emily!
RELAX!

back frm ine camp. slpt more than 12 hrs straight after i came back. lol. the camp on the whole hmm, qte okay. juz tt we are so far ahead of time. haha. coz duno how plan camp, give each activity too much time le. but agn, initially thot 4 grps wat! oh well.

first day did ice breakers. so yea, my name so easy to memorise, keep kena called. in the end, those who lost did forfeit. so damn funny. the only thing i bu shuang is the captain's ball la. combined with it club. den the club, those who attended were all guys, only 1 gal. and tt gal didnt play cap's ball. at first was suggesting 7 vs 7. since it's juz nice half of our club. budden the it club gt 10 so half is 5. den we saeing sui bian la, anw they all guys den ours is like 4 gals 3 guys so qte equal. den they so kiasu, sae 1 more 1 more. den i tink during the game keep adding pple or wat. LAME LA. yi dian feng du dou mei you. den during the game, they keep pushing gals can. it's like when me or zhiyu gt the ball, they will hit our hand or push our hand away so they can get the ball. PLEASE! ARE U 'GUYS' PLAYING THE BALL OR HITTING GALS? ARE U ALL MEN!? or rather, i m referring mainly to ALOYSIUS. den can abit push me till i almost fell BACKWARDS. den continue playing. i hafta like keep pulling sumone's shirt so i can balance myself la. wth. den duno how, i gt hit by the ball. ard my eye there den my specs bent. lame la, duno who throw the ball de, wasnt even aiming at me yet the ball cum hit me. so ya, it was only after i gt hit, then pple cum ask me i okay anot. and those pple my cca de. where's the it club pple?! so it's only AFTER i complained to the it pres tt his guys were being very rough and AFTER the pres asked aloysius to sae sry to me i tink tt HE came to apologise to me. thrice i tink. but i was so angry tt i AP him. so nt like me ): i rolled my eyes, sae wadever, and turned the other side. so even after i gt injured, i continued playing coz i love cap's ball and partly i wanted to revenge. so i played very rough too since tt's wat they wan to play. my balls super hard la. den i accidentally hit zy in the nose. so sry! ): den i go snatch with them the ball. heck them alrdy. so happy i can jump as high as tt aloysius coz he's like super duper tall. YAY. but his hand longer than mine ): oh well, at least we managed to win a few balls. den after tt managed to chase the it club pple away since they are playing way too rough. den we played among the cca pple. lol, den siang ee and brian oso play till so rough but at least they noe they are in the wrong. they same grp sumore. den i keep knocking into tt siang ee coz we keep trying to snatch the ball. so malu :/

at nite, still gt war games with them. den they agn so kiasu. sae wat pillows nt in the middle. pls la, like we go measure where meh. nt in the middle only by abit oso wan to complain. den we were like wadever give in to they all. den i duno if i hear wrongly anot but i heard the opponents sae to each other sth like, " dun get caught by them, esp by tt gal". did they mean me? oh well, i cant be bothered. hate me all u wan, i oso hate u all! i oso dunit and dun wan u all to like me. gosh, i m so agnst it club now.

den we gals bathe in the guys' toilet coz the gals toilet ah, full of pple and FLOODED sumore! haha. den after shower, played bridge until yh came and played snapjack with us. played until our hands so pain. tink is yh's fingernails so sharp! haha. den played cards till 3 plus i tink and went slp coz super tired. den cldnt slp coz so cold. i frm chair till go to the floor, hug myself and slp. LOL. so cold ): so tired the nxt day. gosh.

woah, juz came back frm zhenghua camp and i'm gg for another camp ltr. fri went zhenghua str after sch. before tt, there was econs test which i practically screwed it up and spa. for spa, i actually duno how to set up tt stupid apparatus. must be connection error but I DUNO WHERE ): den i gt ELECTROCUTED. gosh. and after spa, so freaky scary ): see xh so xing ku there makes me feel so scared till i wanted cry. but lucky he alright after tt.

so he didnt go the camp so sl changed grp if nt poor yh's grp only haf 2 facils. OH YA, i forgt to charge my fone the day before and was so ): tt i only had like 3 batts left. anw, we started off by ice breaker games. those kids were all so shy. haha. den we went to make grp flag which my grp won the best flag award. YAY. CYBORG ROCKS :D at night, we went for the night hike. long and tiring but was qte fun(: after night hike was movie screening but jz sk sl yh and me all fell aslp! on the floor sumore.

supper den debrief. wanted to play ball but too noisy. wanted to go out but the gate duno close at wat time. so we decided to shower den play cards. n coz the gals bathe so long, me jz n yh hafta wait till like 245am to bathe. the water was so freaky cold till i kept screaming while i bathe. haha, noisiest shower ever :D and yh bathe so long! haha. den we played cards till 445 and decided to slp coz really bui da han liao. took 3 benches and 2 pple share. den others slpt on their own coz no space. slpt an hr and hafta wake up. so cold n tired.

nxt day hafta walk to zhenghua sec. abit slping while walking. and the journey so long! they still sae wat 10 mins. i tink gt 20 mins la! den at zhenghua sec, i hafta facil the whole grp myself coz jz n sk same comm ): so i brought them to the high elements. at the challenge pole, they were so scared so i cheer for them, and oso ask the rest cheer. one person even cried den i hafta console her. HAIYO. den at rock climbing, hafta wait so long becoz one boy frm duno which grp abit stuck there for THIRTY MINUTES coz he duno where to climb. everyone frm below abit teaching liao he still sae he scared when he was like only how metres frm the ground nia. LAME la. while he was hanging down there, my grp alrdy gt like 2-3 pple finish the entire thing le la. plus the waiting time. lol. den nxt was the team building games. i was totallyy dehydrated and tired. shout too much le plus the weather was so hot. so no more strength left.

went back. lunch. a few of us slpt immediately after lunch, too tired. den was station games after tt. me n sl in charge of flour game :D and we abit shouted alot la. coz the kids were far too noisy. shout till i sore throat. and i tink i nv did shout so loudly before? so yea, samuel and radhika visited our station and we messed one another with flour. but nt as much since they hafta rush off to another station. last grp was my grp. so after the entire game, me sl and sk started playing flour fight :D and our hair all full of flour. shirt oso and i was wearing BLACK sumore. at first, the mess created by the kids was better than i expected. but after we played, it was WORSE than i expected. FAR WORSE. and sl's white hair was so cool(: unlike sk's. had fun cleaning up. 5 pple to clean up the whole mess. haha.

so while the kids were playing water games, we were clearing up the BIG mess. den sl took a waterbomb frm sumwhere and wanted to bomb sk. sk siam, sam siam and i was the stupid idiot who stood down there and didnt even realise sl was holding on to a water bomb. so yes, KENA ME! ): so i took a waterbomb too and burst it on sl's hair. HAHA. flour+water= DOUGH! so sl's hair was full of dough. at first i was still laughing at him, but after playing captain's ball, my hair oso haf dough. but is flour+SWEAT=dough. sk's hair oso. den i started scratching mine and alot drop off frm my hair. and it's ALOT ALOT. if ask any of our class pple, they will SURE agree with me. like dandruffs liddat. so ): den sk oso started scratchin his coz influenced by me and the hall had alot of our dandruffs. LOL.

den was quest where kids supposed to find lightsticks and facils supposed to patrol. but we ended up looking for lightsticks instead XD so can help our grp mah. me n jz found alot and sk cant find. lol. and he was so desperate to find one. LOUSY. after the camp, all went to eat cup noodles at 7-11 except for yh rad n louis who hafta go off. and yea, we were like refugees sittin at some corner of a shopping centre eating. slpt on our way home n i slpt at 1 plus am. really enjoyed zhenghua camp :D

so tired yet hafta get out today to get camp stuffs for ine. camp ltr yet i still haven pack yet. and worst still, haven slp. sigh, dun feel like going ):

i feel very stressed now coz i gt alot of work undone or rather i shld feel pissed coz my workload is piling up when there's alrdy alot now because of SOMETHING.
so now i dun even noe if i m pissed off or stressed.
i feel like killing pple now but i oso feel like crying.
i cant even get my emotions right.
wat m i supposed to do?
im so short of time, i nit to complete so many things in a day. i cant possibly split into alot alot of pple okay. can u get this right. and why shld i do things when i DUN EVEN haf to do it. it's NOT my job. NOT.
i tink i very AP now but who cares. u forced me to be like this.

i juz feel like hecking everything but can i?