Wednesday, April 30, 2008
the weather is so hot these few days. even after i cut my hair, it's still so hot!! den now no hair to tie. sigh. shldnt haf cut my hair, shld haf just tie it up :/ and yea, yest me, jz, zy and ivy went to get free ben n jerry icecream at united sq. zy's class went too and they are TOTALLY INSANE. they ran so fast juz for the ice cream. gosh! and zy was like trying to take a video of her insane class. LOL. they took the stairs when there's escalators. but the s08 pple which is the 3 of us, being more high-tech decided tt we shld take the escalator.
so we queued up. qte fast though. and i chose choc theraphy. when the person gave me my ice cream, i was totally stunned la. it's like so BIG. like gt double scoop liddat. and the ice cream was like gg to drop off alrdy when she gave it to me. she even asked me to jiayou in eating. gosh. so everything was like dripping. onto my fingers, my whole hand. ahh. duno if i shld thk her for giving me such a big scoop anot coz there's alot of pple queuing up for the second or third time juz to get more ice cream den i only nit to queue up once to get double scoop. haha but i certainly enjoyed eating my BIG icecream. but jz zy and ivy sae i eat until my hand liddat very gross but not my fault mah! the person chose to give me such a big scoop. haha. den they took pics of my gross hand. and acc to them, i eat until very unglam. LOL coz big icecream mah! eat until when i wash up i realised my nose oso gt abit of choc. and oh ya, saw winnie there. but didnt sae hi coz she was like one lvl abv us when we saw her. and den we went home (:
oh gosh, my buckle on the skirt came off today. until my skirt like gona drop ): den i cldnt stand it and folded it 3 times instead of the normal 2 times. thot will becum super short den will kena caught but lol, it's still ard the same length as i normally wear. and it's still like gona drop off! den the gals cum tease me why i m gg on a diet, until my skirt gona drop off. LOL.
den there's hse session today which i dun like. sigh. maybe the first part was still qte interesting. asking who've gt the longest hair, smallest palm etc. and our class won. haha. den cum to cheering, sian diao le esp when there's no aircon. yea, i really feel VERY HOT. haha. den my class guys zi high and vivi laughed till cry.
looking forward to tmr. SCHOOL HOLIDAY. YAY! tink my mum bringing us to buffet. she did sae so but whether it's true, i duno. as long as there's no sch, YAY. esp when tmr is a super long day with all PCME ttrs.
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let it out___4:46 PM
Saturday, April 26, 2008
another 16 hrs spent outside. the ratio of me doing work is to slping is 4:1. gosh. super tired. spa in the morn and miraculously i cld finish it. YAY, THAT'S THE LAST SPA. NO MORE SPA(: den went to pack bks for the cambodia cip. my grp gt exactly 50 bks. haha cant be bothered. den we finished packing ours, thot can go off but we hafta help other grps pack. when they slacking down there. DOTS. packed till we sweated alot :/ den jz dragged me somewhere. LOL! den went for class cip. cip and cip, i feel so helpful today. lol.
but cip was so sad. nobody wants me to teach. okay, maybe coz the kids all taken le, den left stephanie who used to be guai. BUT today decided to be an independent learner. lol. so was practically stoning down there. yea and i was being called SCARY ): lol.
so tired tt i wanted to slp at the cip place but was so noisy. den slpt in the bus. slpt in popular while waiting for zy and while jz was reading magazines. almost dozed off during tuition but thks to zy who kept jerking me. almost dozed off in the train. walked home with my eyes closed. lol, can c how tired i m.
now i m so scared of crossing the zebra-crossing. coz apparently pedestrians nt given priority to cross? almost gt knocked by a car yest. like wat the. i was alrdy crossing the zebra crossing halfway le so it's like common sense tt the driver who was still qte far away shld stop when he saw me crossing. but he didnt?! lucky i stopped walking la. den stared at the driver. wahlao. den my dad's car was behind tt car so he saw everything den he cum sae me so careless, sae wat i didnt notice the car which i did!! i thot it's gona stop wat so i crossed lo. how i noe the driver didnt? wat a noob driver ><
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let it out___10:31 PM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
the crazy emily who always searchs high and low for food is BACK! yes, i gained my appetite! i finished my dinner yest, nt a single bit left. haha. and i was so excited yest tt i finished it. LAME ME.
today chem spa. took the same bus as normal and reached sch like super duper early. after chem spa, went shen yang's hse tgther with yipeng. and shen yang gt this super big golden retriever. haha. so guai de! and yipeng was so so so scared of it. haha, lousy. so we slacked abit den went down to mug. but mug abit only coz super distracted by the cute dog. haha. den went to cip after tt. before there went long john and had lunch coz yipeng like gt this HUGE CRAVING for long john. LOL! and i choked on lemon tea thks to ugly. haha.
cip as usual. but it's getting more sian. SIGHS. den went to lib with vivi since i still gt like 2 hrs before tuition. den gt this uncle came to ask us if we are sec 3 or 4. haha see we look so young :D i wanted to mug there yet i ended up dozing off. abit pressing my gc until it slipped off my hand and dropped onto the table. lol, so malu den i decided NOT to mug anymore.
den went tuition after tt. so so so tired. eyes were so pain ): but managed to survive tt 2 hrs. gosh. reached home at like 1030. 16 hrs spent outside. GOSH. almost fainted XD
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let it out___11:39 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
gosh, there is this viral thing spreading ard tt alot of pple keep falling sick. class gt like 4-5 le? yea, and i m one of them. lol. like 2 days ago, puked out my whole dinner. and i was so stupid to puke in the bathtub instead of the toilet bowl. so everything gt choked so i hafta pump the freaky thing. and puked twice sumore. sigh. den was feeling so cold tt 2 blankets werent even enuf for me. but i chose to go sch still coz i dun wan to be alone at home ): den today oso no appetite for dinner. eat a few grains of rice den dun wan eat le. only gt appetite for fruits. weird me.
today napfa 5 items. and yea, almost didnt get a gold. was struggling with inclined. mr sham was so strict after the 7th one. he was like 8 9 9 9 9. wahh. i keep tinking 2 more to C!!!! den in the end i tried agn. den was like 9 10 still 10. ahhh last one yet i cant pull it up. i went up abit den in the end tink he said he give it to me(: yay. and standing broad jump, i was so freaky scared. coz tt time during pe, i tried and hardly passed. must be leg muscleache. lucky today can jump. 3 more cm to A but cant be bothered to retry. haha. and oh ya, today i was the first to do for the 5 items coz yipeng sick ): her illness is like mine yest. take care everyone! :D
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let it out___9:13 PM
Friday, April 11, 2008
gt back pw results. before tt, was tinking B is good enuf since last yr only 20% over gt A. but after hearing tt 82% gt A and i m one of those who gt B, i feel qte sad. yea, it's my fault tt i didnt do well for OP but still sigh. ltr was distracted by some pple.
this paragraph is dedicated for a particular sumone.
i noe tt ur class get all A for pw but it doesnt mean tt u can cum kaypo abt our class pw results. okay, asking abt the no of Bs in my class is okay but u DUN HAF TO ASK WHO THEY ARE. and ya before u asked ivy, u alrdy knew i gt a B coz u overheard it. yea, maybe u are happy abt it, who cares. u dun hafta ask for the names who gt B. though ivy didnt state out my name to u agn since u alrdy noe, ivy stated out the others. like as if u noe who they are. u arent tt popular okay. and pls can u haf a heart towards tt grp. IF U EVEN HAF A HEART. and it's coz of this i find tt u are kinda teasing those who gt B and u are very kaypo in case u didnt noe. so sad i wasnt beside ivy when u asked. if not, i will attitude u. (fyi i only attitude those i haf sth agnst) yea, i may suck coz i gt a B for pw but u really SUCK EVEN MORE. why did i even try to change my attitude towards u? why did i even try to be nicer, tinking tt i might be too mean towards u previously? why m i so stupid? why. and I SHALL TELL U IF U ARE READING THIS. tt i pon cca NOT coz i m feeling unwell. is coz of YOU. (and fyi agn, i nv do pon cca) and i m really sry to brian for fa xieing all the anger i gt coz of tt person, on him. who ask him to chase after us and ask us if we really cant go cca. how cum it wasnt u who chased after us. how cum u nv msg to ask y we nt gg cca. how cum u nv call to ask abt it. how i wish all these cld happen so tt i can really attitude u and hang the fone on u. i may be bitching ard now but i haf gt reasons. and i m nt the only one who feels this way. i shall not be the guai emily anymore if not i will juz get bullied agn. if u are reading this, pls reflect. pls really do.
okay set aside this issue. anw, me n zy decided nt to get the clique bag after tinking for a long long time. and yea, i was qte sian diao over my pw results though i expected a B but after looking at the pple ard me. i feel really damn sian. i appeared rather okay in front of pple, rather sad in front of closer frens. but when i reached home and saw my mum, tears juz flow down. it's no longer abt the 82% A in the cohort tt bothers me now, but more of me letting my parents down. i noe they placed high hopes on me, compared to my sis and bro. i noe tt yet i gt a B. i felt tt ive disappointed them. i tried to hide my tears yet they juz cant stop flowing down. i didnt even intend to cry, juz felt qte sad abt it but i juz cant ctrl myself once i reached home. i guess i always nit some chi ji before i can wake up. p6 my poor prelims results. olvl poor prelims results, sian diao chi results. and now this. yea, it's time for me to wake up.
i suck.
i'm not trying hard enough.
i suck.
i really do.
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let it out___7:49 PM
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
half day today, released at 1140. but abit nt like half day lo, coz hafta wait for ivy to finish her harmoc meeting before we can go out. so it's like near 1 when she FINALLY finished her meeting. haha.
went shaw hse to watch movie, "untraceable". gruesome show but i find it uninteresting. coz we smuggled in outside food in, so after i finished my kfc, i was so full tt i felt so slpy. imagine me feeling slpy while watching a gruesome show. like the person carve words on another person's body until it's so damn bloody, kill the person using hundred over heat lamps, soak the person in sulphuric acid, tried to kill a person using some machine blades. so after the movie, zy was commenting tt i siao? coz i can find the show boring when she found the show so er xin. haha. den i realised i was the only one who watched 100% of the show while they only watched like 80%. coz they covered their faces during gross scenes. see, i made my money worth by watch 100%. LOL! but really very gross meh!? i tink i haf been watching too many horror movies with bloody scenes ALONE too much tt i m nt scared by those scenes anymore.
den we went to look at bags but orchard like no bags suited for us so we decided to go amk hub. yea, so saw this INK bag. den we decided to buy it as our clique bag. since cca can haf team bags. WE CAN HAVE CLIQUE BAGS :D it's gona be so funny for 3 pple in the same class to get the same bag. but i haven get mine yet. ivy n jz did. wonder wat's the class rxn tmr when they bring it to sch. haha.
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let it out___11:44 PM
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
april's fool today but nt much things happened. ivy gt fooled by the gals. HAHA. and i fooled her too until she cum hit me so hard tt i laughed until i cried. LOL. and she cum ask me why m i crying. anw, cant sae ivy stupid coz i gt fooled by zy oso. i was so tired tt i didnt even realise tt she was fooling me. oh well.
hw piling up agn though i thot i cleared qte a few. but it's okay since hw is never-ending. haha. tmr no official lessons! yay so maybe can be released earlier den can go home and start thinking of the factors for phy skill a. we are only given 1 hr to finish the entire skill a yet i can tink of the factors for hrs. haha. at least i m nt alone i tink. emily can do it! :D
oh yea, went st nicks fiesta last wk with ivy and zy. so nt fun de. but at least met mrs koh like FINALLY and my juniors(: drina changed so much, gosh. the only thing she didnt change is the way she calls me, "MONSTER". lol! didnt manage to see my dvc kids though ): and yea, i bought only one 10 bucks tix and we had prob using the tix up. lol. until ivy had to buy 11 bucks worth of bks. gosh. and she actually left tt bag of bks at the cip place. her first time gg cip coz i dragged her there(: same goes for zy. morn fiesta, noon cip evening tuition. wat a hectic saturday. was qte reluctant to go cip at first but had no choice. oh well.
HAPPY APRILS' FOOL :D
shld i sign up for june dvc anot. cant make up my mind.
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let it out___11:59 PM