bad day today. overslpt. dad didnt want to take me to sch. so i ran to the busstop w/o even packing my bag. bus didnt cum. so i took 855 instead. lucky want late. but i shldnt haf cum to sch today. lessons so fei. n i cum sch juz to get myself pissed n sad only.
issit so difficult? this isnt the first time. im disappointed, really, nt pissed nt stressed, juz disappointed. and it hurts. it makes me really wonder why m i doing all these things when noone shows interest in it? all i juz wan is abit of enthusiasm frm everyone but..nvm. emily, you are such a fool. a very big one. maybe i shldnt haf even bothered doing such things. i cld haf devoted my time in doing better things. but when i sae i m nt gona care, can i really do it? zy, wadever u told me is so true. why bother. and my mum always ask me why m i doing all these things? maybe i shldnt haf.
perhaps the problem lies with myself. maybe u're juz nt trying hard enough, emily.
